Need a Sanbox PvP that has risks and gives a rush in a fight

[glimpee]

There are two references you need to check out first

First in the PvP in this minecraft server 'Proxis.midgardmc.eu'
Next is the MMO Mortal Online

I was a REAL game like these, and it can't be Mortal Online because my computer cant handle it. I have a PC a MAc and an XBox 360. I want a sandbox PvP, where you have the risk of losing your stuff. I love the rush in that Minecraft server when i hunt someone down, and fight them, maybe have to elusively run away, and then suprise them and kill them. "My hearts beating, my hands are shaking, but im still shooting, and im STILL getting headshots!" except i dont want a match where youre killing and then spawning and then killing, like CoD, i want a big map thats always running, where you get gear, and you maybe have the risk of losing it. I want to be able to hunt people down, maybe be sneaky, and kill them, or be killed. any suggestions?

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[fantafuzz]

Play runescape and go in the wilderness or something