Woman Ripped Her Eyes Out While on Meth Attempting to Sacrifice Herself to God - Sensationalist Headlines

[QUOTE] Just over a month ago, I could see. Or maybe I should put it this way: I had both my eyes, but they didn't help me notice how dangerous my life had become. Then, on February 6, my world went black.[/QUOTE] [QUOTE] On the morning of Tuesday, February 6, I was still high. I was hallucinating, so my memories are fuzzy, but based on what I remember and details I've pieced together from other witnesses, here's what happened: Thinking the friend I'd gotten high with had gone to church, I wandered there along a railroad track. Even though it was 10:30 in the morning, everything looked dark and gloomy apart from a light post, where I thought a white bird was perched. It was then I remember thinking that someone had to sacrifice something important to right the world, and that person was me. I thought everything would end abruptly, and everyone would die, if I didn't tear out my eyes immediately. I don't know how I came to that conclusion, but I felt it was, without doubt, the right, rational thing to do immediately. I got on my hands and knees, pounding the ground and praying, "Why me? Why do I have to do this?" I later realized this wasn't a personal religious calling — it was something anyone on drugs could have experienced. Next, a man I'd been staying with, who happened to have a Biblical name, drove by and called out the window, "I locked up the house. Do you have the other key?" A sign, I thought, that my sacrifice is the key to saving the world. [sp] So I pushed my thumb, pointer, and middle finger into each eye. I gripped each eyeball, twisted, and pulled until each eye popped out of the socket — it felt like a massive struggle, the hardest thing I ever had to do. Because I could no longer see, I don't know if there was blood. But I know the drugs numbed the pain. I'm pretty sure I would have tried to claw right into my brain if a pastor hadn't heard me screaming, "I want to see the light!" — which I don't recall saying — and restrained me. He later said, when he found me, that I was holding my eyeballs in my hands. I had squished them, although they were somehow still attached to my head.[/sp][/QUOTE] [URL="https://www.cosmopolitan.com/health-fitness/a19179723/kaylee-muthart-eye-gouge-crystal-meth/"]x[/URL] Jesus fucking christ I put the gruesome part behind spoilers A similar article may have been posted before but this is an actual new interview with the girl herself, previously she was still recovering and they had only spoken to family

holy shit. don't do drugs kids

[QUOTE=God of Ashes;53203048]holy shit. don't do drugs kids[/QUOTE] And if you do, do them very responsibly and not as a means of coping with your issues. Use it as a tool for lightly enhancing yourself. If you're sad, mad, or desperate, for the love of fuck, they aren't going to solve your problems.

Man the full story in the source is heartbreaking.

What the actual fuck. This is horrifying to visualize.

[QUOTE=J!NX;53203051]And if you do, do them very responsibly and not as a means of coping with your issues. Use it as a tool for lightly enhancing yourself. If you're sad, mad, or desperate, for the love of fuck, they aren't going to solve your problems.[/QUOTE] NO. DO NOT DO FUCKING METH.

[QUOTE=GunFox;53203303]NO. DO NOT DO FUCKING METH.[/QUOTE] I was talking in full context of all drugs if you do meth you'll be come yawmwen

Sounds like stimulant psychosis. This story is a worst case scenario unfortunately and it should be a reminder to not use meth, with or without latent symptoms of psychosis. Shit could fuck you up

Meth is absolutely crazy, no idea why anyone would want to try it after reading all the horror stories. As sad as it is ripping her eyes out probably saved her life because it took her off the stuff and got her the help she needed.

Jesus,this is horrifying. Drugs are much more goddamn dangerous than i expected.

[QUOTE=GunFox;53203303]NO. DO NOT DO FUCKING METH.[/QUOTE] there's no harm in meth as long as it's used to actually treat problems, like ADHD. it is a prescribed medicine after all, under the name Desoxyn. recreational use will only lead one way and one example is ripping your eyes out as a sacrifice to god.

[QUOTE=Duskin;53203331]Meth is absolutely crazy, no idea why anyone would want to try it after reading all the horror stories. As sad as it is ripping her eyes out probably saved her life because it took her off the stuff and got her the help she needed.[/QUOTE] You're in a bad spot so you look for something to 'pick you up', so you go for something strong, and the first time you try it, it makes your head feel great and you feel amazing, so you enjoy it thinking it isn't so bad and then you do it some more. Probably thinking won't ever deal with those issues other people have. and then it replaces solutions to problems and then it becomes your problems

[QUOTE=PredGD;53203354]there's no harm in meth as long as it's used to actually treat problems, like ADHD. it is a prescribed medicine after all, under the name Desoxyn. recreational use will only lead one way and one example is ripping your eyes out as a sacrifice to god.[/QUOTE] I recreationally take meth and the worse that happens to me is I get happy and play video games. But I still would never recommend this shit to ANYONE. It's so crazy addicting it's ruined lives of loved ones around me and I can barely stop doing the shit and I only do it bimonthly. Meth raises dopamine levels so crazy high there is a very real danger of going into psychosis, even more so if you're already mental like this bitch. Be safe y'all don't ever do meth

[QUOTE=J!NX;53203364]You're in a bad spot so you look for something to 'pick you up', so you go for something strong, and the first time you try it, it makes your head feel great and you feel amazing, so you enjoy it thinking it isn't so bad and then you do it some more. Probably thinking won't ever deal with those issues other people have. and then it replaces solutions to problems and then it becomes your problems[/QUOTE] Yeah, It's just hard to see the logic of going from alcohol/weed to stuff like meth. Even if you want something to make you feel good there's other stuff that doesn't have a chance to make you cut your dick off and eat your own eyes, but the people taking this stuff don't really consider all the options I suppose. [QUOTE=a-k-t-w;53203367]I recreationally take meth and the worse that happens to me is I get happy and play video games. But I still would never recommend this shit to ANYONE. It's so crazy addicting it's ruined lives of loved ones around me and I can barely stop doing the shit and I only do it bimonthly. Meth raises dopamine levels so crazy high there is a very real danger of going into psychosis, even more so if you're already mental like this bitch. Be safe y'all don't ever do meth[/QUOTE] I'd find help to stop taking it, you can't recreationally take meth like you would alcohol/weed. It'll destroy your life or body.

[QUOTE=a-k-t-w;53203367]I recreationally take meth and the worse that happens to me is I get happy and play video games. But I still would never recommend this shit to ANYONE. It's so crazy addicting it's ruined lives of loved ones around me and I can barely stop doing the shit and I only do it bimonthly. Meth raises dopamine levels so crazy high there is a very real danger of going into psychosis, even more so if you're already mental like this bitch. Be safe y'all don't ever do meth[/QUOTE] you got this, man. you already got it under control to a large degree if you only use it bimonthly. I know how difficult it is to get away from stimulants once you know what it's like so I'm rooting for you. at least you're staying safe and not actively damaging yourself from over-use. [QUOTE=Duskin;53203377]Yeah, It's just hard to see the logic of going from alcohol/weed to stuff like meth. Even if you want something to make you feel good there's other stuff that doesn't have a chance to make you cut your dick off and eat your own eyes, but the people taking this stuff don't really consider all the options I suppose. I'd find help to stop taking it, you can't recreationally take meth like you would alcohol/weed. It'll destroy your life or body.[/QUOTE] all drugs fill different roles. I can easily see why someone would take a stimulant like meth. doing alcohol or weed won't help you function better than sober which stimulants do. alcohol is a lot more dangerous physically to your body than meth is, problem with meth is that the lifestyle an addiction brings can really fuck you up. addicts often forfeit sleep, hydration and nutrition because meth makes it pretty damn hard to fulfill all those needs. but the drug itself is actually not too bad on the body. high doses and habitual usage however can damage your dopamine receptors but that's it really. alcohol will cause a lot more havoc than just that if you were to abuse that instead. just gotta say, I'm not advocating the usage of meth but the dangers of the drug itself is completely overblown. it's addicting as hell but physically, it's fairly safe. like I said, it's the lifestyle an addiction brings with it that ruins peoples lives.

There's a janitor guy at my work who we know is a drug addict and suspect does meth specifically. This fucker is wacked out of his brain all the damn time because he's a long term addict. He fucking took our FLOOR ZAMBONI OUTSIDE during a snowstorm recently and started washing it with a hose. Needless to say that fucking poor thing had everything from the battery array (which is open to the air) and all the circuitry get properly fucked as well as getting coated in a sheet of ice. Don't do meth kiddos. He isn't called Crazy Terry for nothing.

this is stuff from nightmares

same lol

Not Even Once.

The title is like something out of the Wild West days of newpunch.

What the heck did he then do? o__O

I regret reading that spoiler. Jesus christ that's horrifying.

This is like a death metal song's story put into reality. Damn.

Reading that was a mistake, my sight is the most precious thing I have, I'd take losing pretty much anything over my vision.

I pictured it happening in my head and hooooo god I regret it.

meth is hellva drug