Hello Facepunch, I come to you today with something weird I've noticed,
Every couple of months or so I get this weird feeling, my thoughts are like they're shouting and everything I hear becomes slightly muffled, while individual things sound very loud, it's almost like ASMR, but in the negative, it's really all I can do to explain it's a very weird, unsettling feeling. The thoughts aren't of anger, but it's like they're shouting in anger, even thought they're just the usual thoughts. I don't know if this is normal, a mental illness, or a tumor fucking with my brain. Although I used to have problems with aggression, not violent such as breaking shit, but in shouting and screaming, but it's gone away and rarely pokes it's head nowadays. This feeling makes silence unbearable, maybe this is an anxiety attack? I've never had one or maybe I don't know when I'm having one. It usually occurs when I'm in a room in silence normally with a single source of sound, such as a television or ps3, but sometimes it's happened in the silence of my bedroom. It doesn't really last that long either, maybe 10 to 20 minutes, but these sources of sound do become irritating, like I can't keep playing the ps3 or watching the television. I don't have any health problems except for maybe a lil bit too much sugar in the diet every now and again.
I'm merely posting this to see if anyone else experiences this, and if anyone knows what the hell it is. I've never bothered to tell anyone because it is such a rare occurrence. Although I fully expect "You're going to die" or "You have aids" and "It's cancer, in your balls".
Have I gone over the horizon, am I truly insane?
No, I don't think it's a problem unless it affects the way you're thinking. I could be wrong though.
[editline]31st July 2012[/editline]
[QUOTE]"It's cancer, in your balls"[/QUOTE]
And it's not cancer in your balls, it's cancer in your butt.
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