I think I might be high, but I might just be faking myself?
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I don't know it's kind of hard to think and write straight so i might make spelling errors.
Well I made this thread because like 1hr ago i decided to smoke some of my weed and I've never smoked before so I tried to make a joint out of some shit and used honey to glue it together but the honey just took like a 1/20 of my weed and so I had 19/20 weeed left so I remember hearing about apple pipes and stuff and so I thought that's a good idea and found an apple and used some youtube instructions.
oh and the main reason I'm getting high so early in morning (its 1:44am) is because me and my frined are going to smoke fo rthe first time tommorow and I wanted to see if I would get high or not and that if I didn't tonight then i might tommorow since i got the thc in my blood or somehtin.
So I get my apple pipe ready and I put like 1/5 of my weed in it and went outside but then got back inside cus I didnt want my family to know I was smoking and shit so I went inside and was a pussy for a bit but like 5 min later I went back ouot and actually began to light it up. At first I couldn't lite it so i put the flame over, sucked air and let it catch the weed and I'd get some smoke from that and take in some air after it to get it in my lungs. so after the first one it just felt odd so i was like whatev. the second one though it tasted really woody and somewhat try but smooth on the edges smoke and I was like ewww cus i didnt expect it. I took another lungful and it tasted the same so I did this like 5 more times and my weed was like 8/9 done and so I was like my parents might be up so I quickly dispose of the apple and remaining 1/9 of weed (i regert that) and went inside and stashed my weed away.
so now i think im high cus ill just say my syptoms
-my shoulders and back are weighted down sort of idk it feels like water sometimes then something thats inside of you the next
-everything below my waste is twitching and I feel like I gotta move but then I dont want to because the twitching stops and it feels really good and like really good
-i cant type normal without taking alot of time anymroe, i know how to spell the words but I just keep hitting wrong letters and i dont care anymore.
-eyes keep unfocusing and stuff
-this is the wierdest part, my vocie mind (the thing that you talk like in your head, you know like the voice you ehar but you also think of what it says) is like in the back of my mind its like trying to tell me what to do and stuff and its like right there but then I have this mind and the minds like this echo voice like instead of hearing my own voice in head its like echo version but like 2 people are saying it. like my mind is trying to tell me stuff but i dont care and I do too but i dont do anything about it.
So I think im high but then I have this feeling that I might just be thinkign all of this up because I want to be high but i've never felt like this before.
if this is what being high feels like though then I love weed and facepucnh and my friends for hooking me up with weed and i would never feel like this without you guys.
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-this is the wierdest part, my vocie mind (the thing that you talk like in your head, you know like the voice you ehar but you also think of what it says) is like in the back of my mind its like trying to tell me what to do and stuff and its like right there but then I have this mind and the minds like this echo voice like instead of hearing my own voice in head its like echo version but like 2 people are saying it. like my mind is trying to tell me stuff but i dont care and I do too but i dont do anything about it.
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you should see a psychiatrist
losing control of your internal monologue is a serious sign of schizophrenia.
it's not uncommon for people to experience psychotic breaks after using marijuana or other psychedelic substances
[QUOTE=B_oE_AN;18504825]you should see a psychiatrist
losing control of your internal monologue is a serious sign of schizophrenia.
it's not uncommon for people to experience psychotic breaks after using marijuana or other psychedelic substances[/QUOTE]
no I wasnt losing control it was like. When you think of something you can like sorta hear it. well the voice that you hear(not something that talks to you just like you thinking of you saying it so you hear it) chanegd a little in tone i guess.
well so Im thinkin normal still I just like know I can think smarter but when I do think smarter I cant keep track of it and it seems out of reach. I dont know man i dont have schizo though.
He is right.
so am i going insane then
Give us a good description.
Also the term for your voice is "Phonological loop"
Well the high is wearing off, I didn't take that much weed to start with didn't know it was going to feel that great.
I wasn't hearing another voice or a new voice or anything, I knew it was 100% my voice and that I had control over it but I just didn't care and I let my mind wander and I must have been thinking of another person or something.
Well so now that I'm kinda like halfway high and can think better I dont remember much to start with (all random).
I don't actually know, I just know that there was no other voices in my head but my own.
I was just kidding
I drank a bunch of cough syrup earlier and I felt like being a jerk
Sounds like you got high meng :350: try listening to some tunes next time.
That's good for a first time =) apart from the honey and whatnot...
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