• The Messiah discussion - Relief from the burdens of regret, guilt, sin & demons.
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[U][B]My experience is this[/B][/U], before you judge me or rate this thread under your own opinion - please let me share my testimony. I have been dealing with an experience of horrific proportions of the demonic realms ... and I have also met a few other people who have also been dealing with their own 'Demons' , so it is not just me. Let me just say this, [B]DEMONS ARE VERY REAL.[/B] Whether you like it or not. Demons are Evil spirits that work behind the scenes of human consciousness, they may cause you to have involuntary thoughts of evil and even thoughts of bewildered confusion, they may taunt you and call you horrible names leading you to chronic depression. But they will tempt your soul into further destruction to damage your spirit and cause decay to your health, and they will call your awareness towards sin and to sin some more- IF you are not careful. Addictions of any sort are demon related because the gate way has willfully been opened..... What causes demons? Giving into temptation is one way to leave the gate to your soul open. For me it was occult practices, for this is what happened , the idea was to give your entire mind , soul and focus onto the object to in front of you causing it to move..... This was a gateway for demonic spirits to enter, we willfully opened the gates to our mind.. This happened to both me and my friends who were practicing this also......... I am here to show those suppressed in darkness, a true light, as I was once dead and dark in my old ways but now i am ALIVE with a spirit of life i did not know existed when i was in such a dark place. As even if just one soul is saved my efforts will be worth while. My younger years I went to a Catholic school which was named ironically Holy Cross, i hated church, it never taught me much and i always found it dull and boring. So I had no interest in church or anything of religion when i was kid, and nothing much happened except my favorite colour was red , i had a thing for the devils pentagram, i was called by jokefriends a "devil child" and a "kid with a death wish"- i set a bible on fire and stabbed it a few times then threw it into a river once ..I was a silly kid man c'mon- I had a strange sensation that I wanted something more to increase my minds abilites , to seek an enlightenment, a [I]false[/I] light this was to be... thinking that there must be something more to life than this lead me to seek pagan, mystic, psychic 3rdeye enlightenment of the chakra, sun gods, occult, secret/hidden knowledge, witchcraft, unknown/mysteries and a deep interest in anything to do with durgs were my old ways as was anything to do with the 'New age'. My old ways also included relentless wild parties 48 hours a weekend style. My old ways were dead, glorious they were in sight of the world, but dead they were to me and dragging me to hell they were, suppressing me and killing my health, holding me back from expressing myself to my fullest potential.. But I was foolish and naive to continue but still i continued on deeply involved and interested in these old dead ways only up until recently - That is when the revelations started to come dearly and with great impact to my soul, something I could not just simply brush aside.. Years ago I had died in my sin due to a horrific suicide experience, and cast to hell due of my own free will choice of death over life on whilst on Laughing gas, I honestly thought i had very very nearly died in my own strife.. I experienced a hellish torment in my own conscious mind for 3 or so years. Gnashing of teeth, demonic taunting, I was seeing miserable/evil faces in everyday objects like brickwork, clouds, including leaves and the trees . Sucked into a vortex of a dark lonely black abyss of outer-darkness of despair. It was Only until the moment I cried out in prayer he came, I had deep revelations regarding life lessons and a deep turn around in a change of my heart from my old ways... Pagan,mystic,3rdeye,chakra,sungods,occult,witchcraft,unknown and a deep interest in anything to do with durgs were my old ways and all that of anything to do with the 'New age'. To stop give up giving in to chronic masturbation and other temptation, along with old dead ways of lazing and slothing all of the day playing playstation and custom PC as has been done for so long, now I feel dragging me down and dead to me. So.. cutting down masturbation has lead to a rare elation and elevation of the soul, a deep feeling inside and to come from death unto a life perfected in a mutual relationship between you, God and the universe in prayer. Disassociation, psychosis, schizophrenia and such are the price to pay after living such wild life of relentless partying . Only to realize that it was such a dead end road with consequences that would scar the soul into the after-life, unless, we are made right with God. I was once wise in the ways of the world until i was stricken dumb by God , literally braindead for 3 days after my choice to choose death - like an atomic bomb in my mind - i was left devastated , revived by love, a sinner on a path of forgiveness, now I only but pray to root my faith and understanding in a Goodness, and eternal truth. I seems I have been brought on a path of major learning of a love so dear, a relationship with God that is able to cast out all fear. No matter how deep a hole of guilt has been dug for ourselves, a forgiveness plan has been given freely although it is not so clear, blurred by a violent history of lies and cover ups but the truth is there.. Laid out as the perfect sacrifice for atoning all sin- only after death will we realize how deep we have dug, or not, but by then it will be too late- only then all will then all know Satan is behind the work of temptation and the selfish lust & greed of man leads to his own damnation. Foreseeing the damned future of the nations- Sin will lead this perverse generation to sin like never before seen. In these end times. It is up to you now, as you must personally heed the call, a free gift of salvation, to redeem your soul and make it a new - Yaaknaa whaata I mean!! Meaning for us to turn from our old selfish ways, unto the message of the savior of creation. And receive a free soul recycle! - Maybe you have held onto previous guilt of the past, be it yous or the burden of another , or have been judged by your own consciousness of the most vile and sinful acts that you have committed in your past... Let me just tell you one thing and you can be sure that it is OK to quote me on this that it is certain that [B]"God forgives!"..within reason that is. [/B]If you are sincere about this, or have a deep dwelling feeling like a life and death absolute necessity to cleanse your soul of all dirtiness before you die. Then please stay strong and hold firmly to you faith in the healing. This practice is [B]eternal[/B]ly [B]LIFE [/B]changing. Funny this, i was posting my testimony to people here on Facepunch forum, to touch a few souls, and the first person to reply "Why is your username the Hebrew word for life?" - Which is a complete coincidence bytheway - Let this be a testimony to the truth. The Messiah of creation - let us discuss
Did you join Facepunch just to win converts? Honestly, if the bible is in any way accurate, I would rather go to hell than spend time with God, that dude is crazy.
[QUOTE=_Kent_;47166777]Did you join Facepunch just to win converts? Honestly, if the bible is in any way accurate, I would rather go to hell than spend time with God, that dude is crazy.[/QUOTE] Noorp , i have a long lost love with facepunch. Remember the good old hl2 and css release days & ofcourse gmod. This has been brewing in me for a few years.. [QUOTE]Heaven is SO real bro! [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U166yf5VxM8[/media][/QUOTE]
This testimony is dear to me. and I feel the need to share , it has been brewing for a while now it tells of my choice of death over life and a taste of hell, bringing me to be convicted of sin and guilt , whilst having no faith in God lead me to great despair.. I would have died in my sin if it wasn't for the Holy Spirit hearing my call and desperate prayer... The cherry on the cake is that fact that my primary school was called the 'Holy Cross' which seems to me is beyond coincidence.. as I was desperately needed a savior from my sin, and in a horrible state of demonic trauma , jesus being the one who is said to have died for our sins.. Faith and will, to clean us and make us a new was the promise . It is the promise i have been seeking for.. and i feel i have found the ultimate wisdom. beyond that of worldly understanding
What do you think about this? [t]http://i.imgur.com/4EtinFK.png[/t]
[QUOTE=Rakmon;47175216]What do you think about this? [t]http://i.imgur.com/4EtinFK.png[/t][/QUOTE] I cant see , image to big, & i roll mouse curser whilst holding shift and noting gets it juuust right :S.... imsure i will come to view it in time [editline]20th February 2015[/editline] so I gather someone was having reoccurring dreams , & someone told him they were prophetic? The message of the dream souly depends on the source of understanding the dreams meaning.. such as which book/ or material are they reading to gather this insight? Sorry dude i couldn't gather the whole picture... but prophetic dreams are totally possible! This is very important to note; And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams: Acts 2:17 -We are in the last days brothers and sisters of the facepunch- That is why i prophesy unto you now
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