• Depersonalization
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How many times have you smoked?
[QUOTE=Anubis589;16804352]How many times have you smoked?[/QUOTE] 15 - 20 times.
To what extent would you say that you feel depersonalized as opposed to just high? This is a tricky issue because drugs affect different people differently. My first time smoking, I experienced endless Deja Vu for the first few hours. It felt like time was looping every few seconds. We recently got one of our more "anti-drug" buddies to try it, and he described an almost identical experience. However, none of our other friends felt anything like that. Have you explained this feeling to your friends, using more than just the term "depersonalization?" I mean, go into explicit detail on what you feel while high and compare it to what everyone else claims to be feeling.
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[QUOTE=ilikeremotes;16804603]Yeah I have, and they just seemed to brush me off saying that I must have been fucking stoned. But out of recent use, I would say that I was not high much at all. Only the first few times were that extreme. With current use, I seem to be getting a lot of body high, where everything feels great, and I'm just pretty quiet and observant. It's really hard to talk about something like this, isn't it?[/QUOTE] My friends first time smoking, as were were sitting around eating and telling stories, he said he watched the whole thing as if it were out of someones eyes, basically this or an obe. The first few times i smoked i got this feeling, now i don't
I guess the only way to tell would be for some people to explain their highs, and let me compare and contrast.
Whenever I mix kush and sour diesel I usually get an out of body high where I lay paralyzed looking 3rd person at myself like the game GTA IV, running around in my everyday life. [editline]09:26PM[/editline] It's a rare occasion though.
I don't even know what I smoke.
[QUOTE=aridpheonix;16805064]Whenever I mix kush and sour diesel I usually get an out of body high where I lay paralyzed looking 3rd person at myself like the game GTA IV, running around in my everyday life. [editline]09:26PM[/editline] It's a rare occasion though.[/QUOTE] Oh Christ, I can't even imagine mixing those two. Sour D. knocked me out pretty much. Hit the bong a few times and then the couch became my final destination for the night. You live in Michigan, right? You're the one puffin on the same trees as me, I believe.
[QUOTE=Anubis589;16805258]Oh Christ, I can't even imagine mixing those two. Sour D. knocked me out pretty much. Hit the bong a few times and then the couch became my final destination for the night. You live in Michigan, right? You're the one puffin on the same trees as me, I believe.[/QUOTE] Yep yep. There was some kickass sour diesel going around a few weeks ago. Also where do you live where you pay 20 bucks a gram? That's what i pay for kush
Champaign, Illinois. And we pay $25 a gram for kush since it has to come all the way from Chicago. Our guy's good though, cuts us breaks every once in a while. For $20, we can get a gram of some pretty dank dro that's enough to get 4 or 5 people pretty fucking blazed. How about that purp that was going around not too long ago?
Don't you love looking at someone, after you smoked with them, and they're for example looking at the sky, and you KNOW why? Like you know why it looks so much different and why he's looking at it lol. I think it's cool.
i think i already said this but i've been very depersonalized naturally from ever since i remember.
[QUOTE=FoodStuffs;16806994]i think i already said this but i've been very depersonalized naturally from ever since i remember.[/QUOTE] Yeah, it's pretty much my normal state of mind. Being high feels much more natural than being sober. I feel more like myself, more alive, when I'm high or on shrooms/acid. I'm a pretty fucked up person, IMO
[QUOTE=Anubis589;16806245]Champaign, Illinois. And we pay $25 a gram for kush since it has to come all the way from Chicago. Our guy's good though, cuts us breaks every once in a while. For $20, we can get a gram of some pretty dank dro that's enough to get 4 or 5 people pretty fucking blazed. How about that purp that was going around not too long ago?[/QUOTE] My friend got a qp of it and freeze dried it, but then he got busted. Not sure what happened to it. Purps are hard to get and he was gonna sell it after there wasn't any more going around.
[QUOTE=FoodStuffs;16806994]i think i already said this but i've been very depersonalized naturally from ever since i remember.[/QUOTE] Same here. Lately my logic has been more or less computer code.
[QUOTE=aridpheonix;16805334]Yep yep. There was some kickass sour diesel going around a few weeks ago. Also where do you live where you pay 20 bucks a gram? That's what i pay for kush[/QUOTE] 20? i usually pay 25$ and im only like 2 miles away from you :argh:
oh noes, $5. to be fair, feel for us in the uk my exchange rate knowledge is poor, but about 2 years about is was £1 = $2. so here goes; £20 for approx 3g at that time i went over to the US and for new years shared a few jays with some random guy i met at a hotel, he was telling me he got about 7.5g for $30. i cried.
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