Tulpa Maddness, I made a Hanako Tulpa and now it has a mind of it's own, Help?
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I mediated for around six hours for the past month, in my room alone for 6 hours. If i got bored or restless i would imagine her moving around or interacting with me.
The first few days were terrible, it was harder than anything i had ever done. I would imagine her for a few minutes then become distracted with other thoughts, it was like my mind was trying to stop me from doing it. On the fourth day however, it started to become easier to imagine her for the full 6 hours.
Soon enough my tulpa hanako really starting coming to life, as if she was the real Hanako i had read about in the VN Katawa Shoujo, she would stutter, act sheepish and try to not wear things that showed her body. Also the best thing about it was i could have sex with my tulpa.
But the website i used to learn about tulpa's told me that if i wasn't fully enlighted bad things would happen, they were right.
Now it seems like i have no control whatsoever over her, its like she has a mind of her own.
Now all she does is demand that we go to the library so she can read books. :suicide:
So Facepunch, please help me i want to get rid of my tulpa so i can get on with my life.
Dunno about you but since I just did some studying up on Tulpa's I'm going to create Rin.
It doesn't exist, the end.
[QUOTE=DudeGuyKT;37021679]It doesn't exist, the end.[/QUOTE]
You don't exist
I thought I locked the doors to the sweatshop as well Dudeguy, get back in there
[QUOTE=YourFriendJoe;37021714]You don't exist
I thought I locked the doors to the sweatshop as well Dudeguy, get back in there[/QUOTE]
No I was never in there
You were that guy who talked about his creepy dreams in the KS thread, right?
[QUOTE=ILY;37021793]You were that guy who talked about his creepy dreams in the KS thread, right?[/QUOTE]
It seems thinking of bad thoughts with you're tulpa gets them to manifest themselves inside your dreams and mess them up.
Probably had a house fire in his dream or something how sad
[QUOTE=ILY;37021793]You were that guy who talked about his creepy dreams in the KS thread, right?[/QUOTE]
That was me, that didn't teach me my lesson though, i am still trying to make more imaginary girls to have sex with.
What the fuck is wrong with me???
[QUOTE=Mr. Creeper;37021897]That was me, that didn't teach me my lesson though, i am still trying to make more imaginary girls to have sex with.
What the fuck is wrong with me???[/QUOTE]
Bahaha, quote of the year.
Do people actually believe in this kind of stuff?
Spaghetti thread of the year 2012
Yeah, I'm not a big fan of the idea of self-induced schizophrenia. Not to mention making an imaginary friend past the age of 13 is unbelievably pathetic, and anyone that seriously entertains the idea of making a "tulpa" is in definite need of psychological help.
[QUOTE=Loriborn;37021923]Do people actually believe in this kind of stuff?[/QUOTE]
It actually works but most people who haven't done it are skeptical because you have too spend 100+ hours doing it for it too even start showing any signs of working.
[QUOTE=YourFriendJoe;37021935]It actually works but most people who haven't done it are skeptical because you have too spend 100+ hours doing it for it too even start showing any signs of working.[/QUOTE]
Oh, I thought it was actually creating lifeforms by manifesting energy in the air or some shit.
Apparently it's just spending all of your time focusing on creating a second personality and thus an imaginary friend to the extent that you actually feel that it's real. That's fucking creepy.
[QUOTE=Loriborn;37021963]Oh, I thought it was actually creating lifeforms by manifesting energy in the air or some shit.
Apparently it's just spending all of your time focusing on creating a second personality and thus an imaginary friend to the extent that you actually feel that it's real. [b]That's fucking creepy.[/b][/QUOTE]
It's not popular with the hardcore brony crowd for nothing.
It's an interesting idea but only if you could end it easily.
[QUOTE=PyroCF;37021902]Bahaha, quote of the year.[/QUOTE]
He's really good for quotes
[QUOTE=Mr. Creeper;36177150]Come on guys the hanako route feels are getting to me. The voices in my head are telling me to do crazy things.[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Mr. Creeper;36177215]Its telling me that i should make my imaginary friends look more like hanako so i can have sex with them.
I know, my parents told me to stop trying to give myself psychosis so i could make hanako more real.
FUCK FUCK FUCK[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Mr. Creeper;36177332]You want to know why we love hanako?
Well she let you abuse her, and she still cared about your well being.
After seeing that you were going to be alright she could give you a smile like this
[img]http://filesmelt.com/dl/hanako-3.jpg[/img]
because even if you didnt love her
even if you could'nt bring yourself to utter those three short words
She still loved you.....................[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Mr. Creeper;36177631]My opinon on katawa shoujo is that, nothing has touched my heart and made me lose my sanity trying to bring it to life like katawa shoujo has.
[b]NOTHING has driven me on the brink of insanity other than this beautiful VN.[/b][/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Mr. Creeper;36189353]Guys i am afraid to sleep now, i feel like Hanako's going to hunt me down and try to kill me, or worse rape..........[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Mr. Creeper;36184199]Guys i had a lucid dream last night, After reading that post on 4chan about how Hanako told that guy to kill himself and he would be there forever. I found that guy in Yamaku............ and he told me "KILL THESE BASTARDS PLEASE!" So i decided to take a "fun filled visit" to Hanako's dorm room she told me if i did the same thing i would stuck there forever also.... So You know what right then i imagined my subconscious there (He looks like Mr.T) And imagined some flamethrowers and guess what, the song "We are young" starting playing as we burned down the Hell hole you all call Yamaku. I saw Hanako's face melt before my motherfucking eye's and it was the most horrifying thing i have ever seen, but still bbqing Misha and Shizune was fun, they were running pretty fast...
tldr: I burned down Yamaku with my Mr. T looking Subconscious.[/QUOTE]
This guy is fucking insane.
I have never read about a more pathetic person in my entire life.
[QUOTE=ILY;37021997]He's really good for quotes[/QUOTE]
He has such a fitting name too.
What the hell is this
And now, a tribute to Mr. Creeper.
[video=youtube;9N1KIO2ttow]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9N1KIO2ttow[/video]
[QUOTE=ILY;37021997]He's really good for quotes[/QUOTE]
Jesus Christ.
you gotta dig her out of your brain with a drill dude it's the only way
[QUOTE=YourFriendJoe;37021935]It actually works but most people who haven't done it are skeptical because you have too spend 100+ hours doing it for it too even start showing any signs of working.[/QUOTE]
I'm skeptical because I'd rather not practice insanity
I know you probably aren't serious right about now though.
[QUOTE=FlubberNugget;37022205]I'm skeptical because I'd rather not practice insanity
I know you probably aren't serious right about now though.[/QUOTE]
Its true, i have been mediating for around 180 hours now. I record my time on Toggl.
My best guess is that i have to mediate for 180 hours to get rid of her.
[QUOTE=Mr. Creeper;37022263]Its true, i have been mediating for around 180 hours now. I record my time on Toggl.
My best guess is that i have to mediate for 180 hours to get rid of her.[/QUOTE]
You're imagining a character [I]inside your own head[/I]
Do you not see the problem there?!
[QUOTE=FlubberNugget;37022387]You're imagining a character [I]inside your own head[/I]
Do you not see the problem there?![/QUOTE]
Whats wrong with that? Whats the problem?
I have 12 imaginary friends who tell me what to do with my life
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