Yesterday, Friday the 13th, under the full moon, my best friend stumbled upon some papers on his walk home. These 40 papers were written by what we can only assume to be a drugged out prostitute, based on the contents. I’ve attempted to paste together a narrative with the snippets presented to me, but it’s not perfect.
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I have four piles on my desk in front of me, each in what I believe to be a semblance of their original order. I have labeled them as such;
1. Love
2. Pain
3. Feelings
4. Miscellaneous
The misc pile is pages that don’t fit with what I currently have. If anyone has any idea where they might fit in, feel free to do your own analysis. But I present to you the unedited memoirs. All spelling and grammatical mistakes are presented in full.
(Not too sure why Pain's quote tags aren't working, but whatever)
[Quote=Love]
1. The US Military still ask me everyday who will love me now. And play a dance and show in this world.
2. No Military, my vagina is not a place to hide. Its gross you would say that. There
(Possible missing pages)
3. Other disgust. You all, I feel should know the U.S. Military’s personal thoughts of me
4. Wanna hear they trash my religion or all after life faiths & beliefs, when they are in their
5. Deceiving or evil moods, & tey sneeze, fart and pretend whisper their demands or “their” made up
6. Validations trying to burry their lies. But there aint no where to burry anything anymore
7. The U.S Military has so much baggage and exspects me to quick fix their problems.
8. How would anyone else suggest I do to stop this inhumane acts done daily to me!
9. To investigate my vagina because they can’t figure it out?!
10. You can’t convience me something I never did to admitt. Poor interigating skills! Cops are better!
11. It’s so inhuimane! Why & what did I do! I don’t rape!
12. I can’t be what they want me to be! I’m sorry U.S. Military your to cool for me. I’ve
13. accepted that. It’s ok, I’ll get over not passing your intionasion to your “club!”
14. Sorry if grab my crouch. They have (U.S. Military) made the device in my vagina vibrate to
15. Turn me into what they call “Their sweet little bible thumper sex slave or “Alter boy.”
16. I say boy because they try and put it in my ass because they think they need
17. No room for the world in my area. Try Andrea’s ass and Shanes mouth! Xxx[/quote]
[quote=pain]
1. The U.S. Military literally makes me nauseus, and blocks my thought process as a method of torchure I feel the same weakness of a person who is dying from cancer or the kemo they are undergoing.
2. Please excuse my tendency they are literally (military) zapping me and hurting me!
3. They are trying to break my body down daily by causing my digestive system to be all out of whack, giving me the shits and calling me a drug addict. Buckled over pleading for
4. Them to stop causing cramps, muscle spasisms, or similar feeling pain as
5. It feels to contractions while going through labor! Somedays
6. They make ants crawl on me, amongst other bugs. You’d be surprised the things you can do with frequency waves, radar, radio, sonar, satelitte, micro waves, very low vibrations, its
7. From the bone or muscles. Knees and wherever else they want to cause agonizing pain to my body.
8. Yea I healed 3 sets of snake bits. Ask the US military why I didn’t see the snakes! [/quote]
[Quote=Feelings]
1. The U.S. Military says I should share my efelings! So Dustin Bushnell
2. To D.Heads I got all ya’lls back for infinity I sorry if I’m causing you any trouble you know the haters!
3. That’s sharing my feelings also. I have been called everything from junkie trash, whore, or
4. Any darogatory names they can build me up with. It breaks their hearts
(POSSIBLE MISSING PAGES)
5. Quit U.S. Military blaming Tech N9ne’s record label or him for what you have been doin
6. After adrk. Strange is defined as the unusual. This doesn’t mean nor state this
7. Word is used always in a negative context! Music added to that word only means
(POSSIBLE MISSING PAGES)
8. I mean music you don’t relate or understand! And for all yall
9. With torchuring & u.s. military raping me or anyone else, quit being so racist! Judge it Tech N9ne![/quote]
[Quote=Misc]
1. Scar tissue under my shoulder blades is from my angel wings. It’s from the U.S. Military detaching my ligaments
2. I think of you every time I’m naked, but they photo place unappealing thoughts and pictures of
3. Poetic justice for my musical prophots. When I say “my,”
4. It’s easier to disagree than to under stand!
5. These “Evil Spirits” you speak of U.S. Rapist military are standing between you and I. They’re
6. Stopping me from breaking your glass jaws and causing you to shit shards![/quote]
With all due respect to your efforts, couldn't this just be a spooksperson trying to scare somebody?
[QUOTE=Samg381;45106679]With all due respect to your efforts, couldn't this just be a spooksperson trying to scare somebody?[/QUOTE]
Knowing the area I live in it's not hard to imagine
And c'mon, life would be no fun if we can't believe that crazy notes we find at 2:00 AM are real :v:
Am I stupid/tired or this all nonsensical?
It makes almost no sense whatsoever. I attribute that to drugs
So crack can be added to the list of drugs to stay away from?
I do like her taste in music, Tech N9nes pretty dope.
Well, she writes better than I do. Cool find.
This is more than likely the product of someone who has severe (and untreated) paranoid schizophrenia. At first glance it may seem hilarious, but after observing and being around a few people with the disorder, it is indeed quite sad. Unfortunately a lot of people feel extremely numb or lifeless when they take anti-psychotic drugs, so many people with paranoid schizophrenia stop taking their medications altogether. Abnormal text like the notes you discovered are usually the result, among some other things.
TL;DR: You have discovered the product of someone diagnosed with severe paranoid schizophrenia, they aren't taking their medication, and as a result you are reading their word-salad/verbal charades.
I came in here expecting humor, but reading that made me pretty sad.
damn, some of that made me feel a little ill, the pain and misc parts got to me. I'm hoping that these are the ramblings of a drug addled prostitute, or someone with a mental issue, rather than there actually being strange shit going on in a military base.
[QUOTE=DaveOfDefeat;45106889]This is more than likely the product of someone who has severe (and untreated) paranoid schizophrenia. At first glance it may seem hilarious, but after observing and being around a few people with the disorder, it is indeed quite sad. Unfortunately a lot of people feel extremely numb or lifeless when they take anti-psychotic drugs, so many people with paranoid schizophrenia stop taking their medications altogether. Abnormal text like the notes you discovered are usually the result, among some other things.
TL;DR: You have discovered the product of someone diagnosed with severe paranoid schizophrenia, they aren't taking their medication, and as a result you are reading their word-salad/verbal charades.[/QUOTE]
You can't make that assumption based off of those papers. What's to say that the paranoia, delusions, and hallucinations aren't better accounted for by a substance use disorder? Remember, substance use must be ruled out first before jumping on the schizophrenia train, especially true for psychotics.
2spook4me
This looks like the kind of stuff I'd type up and save in numerous notepads when at work. I like to read those notepads later when I'm feeling a bit more alert, I typed up a story about a race between a tortoise, hare, spiderman, a granite boulder and some guy who can time travel (was probably thinking about Dr. Who at the time).
I think you found one of William Burrough's unpublished novels
The US military sure did like her vagina.
I hope that this is all drug related or whatever, why the fuck would the military be doing this (if they actually are, which I doubt)
I'm not keen to jump on board the crack bandwagon. I'd theorise that it's most likely a homeless woman who has some sort of paranoid schizophrenia. After all, the majority of people who are homeless suffer from mental illness. Crack doesn't really spell shitty paranoid poetry scattered across the urban landscape, more drawings carved in bathrooms stalls and destruction of property. Maybe it's both.
So that's how they fight terrorism.
[QUOTE=The Aussie;45131501]I'm not keen to jump on board the crack bandwagon. I'd theorise that it's most likely a homeless woman who has some sort of paranoid schizophrenia. After all, the majority of people who are homeless suffer from mental illness. Crack doesn't really spell shitty paranoid poetry scattered across the urban landscape, more drawings carved in bathrooms stalls and destruction of property. Maybe it's both.[/QUOTE]
Substance abuse can cause psychotic episodes in individuals so it's not really out of the question.
[quote] No Military, my vagina is not a place to hide. Its gross you would say that.[/quote]
Lost it right there. And only 2nd on the list.
There was an old lady parked outside my house in a van with her dog claiming she was an award winning journalist and author and that the NSA is using sound technology to mess up her thought process and to harass her and her dog. She cant watch TV or radios anymore because they track her position and she just wears earphones now.
Wow.
I'm craving some David sunflower seeds now thanks.
that's actually pretty neat
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