So A week ago I took Ecstasy for the first time. My girlfriend was among the 5 or 6 people with me when it happened.
Started off awful. Felt drunk, went to lie down, half hour later it was great.
The next day I crashed hard and it sucked. My ruling was "its not really worth the trouble" and, like I told everyone before I took it, that was once, thats it. Now I know.
My girlfriend said she didnt mind, and I love her for tolerating me and understanding, but I knows she didnt like it.
Now heres where my dilema is. A week after rolling Im thinking back and understanding that it was really a good time. I bonded with my two best friends ever. and I still gain mass amounts of comfort when Im with them. My understanding on life and emotions has changed forever. I Want to roll again. But I dont want to get on a schedule.. more like, if the opportunity presents itself, I wont say No to it.
Now Im responsible, I dont ever plan on breaking the 1 month rule, I dont want to do it once a month either. Its more like, in the future, I dont care how long, a month, 5 months, a year. I will roll again. But I dont like that Im thinking this way because I want to stay clean. especially if the opportunity is brought up around my girlfriend again.
Help me out guys, im split. for the sake of morals i dont ever wanna roll again. But for the sake of just enjoying it and becoming closer to those who don't care that it happened... I do. How can I solve my dilemma?
Its one of those good in moderation drugs. I would say go ahead and do it once in a while.
sounds like you got cut pills. it's best to do pure molly, there aren't many bad side effects, and its all very bearable with some coffee, tylenol and weed.
Look at it in a situational manner. Evaluate the issues and slowly figure it out. You have time.
if you are worried about what your girl will think, ask her about it and explain your point of view. if she accepts it or you ignore her, ecstasy is great in moderation.
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also if the comedown/hangover was that hellish from just one pill, your pill might have been a bit too methy.
I didn't get much of a comedown from Molly. Most people getting comedowns must be getting cut pills. MDMA itself is not a very speedy drug at all and as such does not invoke a very significant comedown.
I don't really see the problem, taking pills twice won't kill you and they aren't the kind of thing you really want to do day in day out anyway.
I love ecstasy. even thought i only take it twice or three times a month. The comedown is shit thought. But i think to expierence something good theres always a bad thing. Althought its not something to do weekly. Its more fun if you wait awhile.
even two or three times a month is a bit much. your serotonin reuptake takes 3-4 weeks to get back to normal after mdma use, so once every 3-4 weeks is the most often you should be using mdma if you don't want potentially permanent damage.
[QUOTE=NeoSeeker;27067561]sounds like you got cut pills. it's best to do pure molly, there aren't many bad side effects, and its all very bearable with some coffee, tylenol and weed.[/QUOTE]
MDMA come down is awful.
Not if you do just the right amount.
i wouldn't know what a mdma comedown feels like either, i dosed perfect all the times i got pure stuff.
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