If I ever have less than 100% enthusiasm I can pop an upper for that day and I'm at 110% and I can do just about anything. It makes it easy to put my mind to what i have to do and feel good about it like I really want to do it. Like just being productive adds to the "chemical reward" feelings so much. That makes stimulants so much better, in my mind at least, than any drug out there. With responsible use it encourages you to do what you're supposed to, to either make a buck or make someone happy or pass a class, whatever. Just as long as there's some semblance of urgency or need in your mind to get done what you have to do, the uppers even with a minuscule dose will magnify your internal drive for whatever task is at hand to exponential proportions.
Alcohol makes me ideal, but not too much
if i have too much i become a stumbling wreck, but getting the right amount in me keeps me great
A quick spliff in the morning puts me in a good mood for the rest of the day, but also I get fuckall done.
I've found that I'm surprisingly social and relaxed with people when coming down from E (like the morning after), but I'm not sure how, usually people on comedown are at their worst.
I'm usually already in a good mood, but weed enhances it.
Caffeine!
[QUOTE=SomeRandomGuy18;17310021]Caffeine![/QUOTE]
And that.
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I've found that I'm surprisingly social and relaxed with people when coming down from E (like the morning after), but I'm not sure how, usually people on comedown are at their worst.[/QUOTE]
when i dose just right i don't really have a hangover, the effects just linger for a day or two after. maybe with an unpleasant one or two but they're made into good feelings when i smoke something.
that hardly happens though... maybe it would if i dosed pure instead of those dirty tablets.
one of those times though i had one of the best days of my life, it wasn't a bunch of great things either it was just a pleasant evening in the haight with a pal.
[QUOTE=SomeRandomGuy18;17310021]Caffeine![/QUOTE]
Caffeine makes me really really pissy.
[QUOTE=FoodStuffs;17310037]when i dose just right i don't really have a hangover, the effects just linger for a day or two after. maybe with an unpleasant one or two but they're made into good feelings when i smoke something.
that hardly happens though... maybe it would if i dosed pure instead of those dirty tablets.
one of those times though i had one of the best days of my life, it wasn't a bunch of great things either it was just a pleasant evening in the haight with a pal.[/QUOTE]
Yeah usually I just feel relaxed and a bit drained the morning after, but so many people I know wake up with crushing headaches and muscle cramps etc.
Not sure if I'm just lucky or they're doing something wrong.
yeah that kind of shit sort of lights up and cinders into this pleasant slightly jittery feeling for me if i smoke.
you just gotta dose right, mine is 2 medium thizz or 4 small thizzles.
sucks how you can't be pinpoint accurate with your dose, i wish powder was more common.
Same, especially considering pills seem to be getting dodgier and dodgier around here.
I've heard from a few people that pure MD is harder to get because one of the chemicals required to make it has been made illegal (presumably only applies to the UK) but I can't find a source for this.
Makes sense based on my recent experiences buying E.
i dunno, cause the mdma is still there, it's just cut up a lot.
i guess it is pretty expensive (because of lack of supply) where im at. my pure hookup is 20 a capsule, haven't tried it yet and even so it could be cut.
fuckin economics is the only class in highschool i actually found useful and paid attention during, guess why :smug:
Sobriety puts me at my best really
Someone's best can mean several things, ones best state for relaxing, ones best state for work, ones best state for socializion. etc.
For complex things I need to be sober but I can do alot of tasks perfectly well while im baked.
i mean what gets you ready to go when you're in a slump or don't feel like it.
LSD puts me at my best. I never felt more alive, or my like myself, for that matter, than I did on LSD.
It all just felt so... natural
[QUOTE=SilverHammer;17311691]Sobriety puts me at my best really[/QUOTE]
i'm working towards this
[QUOTE=Anubis589;17311780]LSD puts me at my best. I never felt more alive, or my like myself, for that matter, than I did on LSD.
It all just felt so... natural[/QUOTE]
Your avatar is awesome!!
When you're a child, you're happy. The world is your playground. Everything is bright and cheery because you haven't been taught to see the darkness.
As you grow, you learn about the world. You learn about the darkness, which counteracts the light. At a certain point, you see both equally, and you have your fair share of ups and downs. You still have that optimistic attitude, and the world still has some magic left to it.
Eventually, the magic of the world disappears as the mystery of existence disappears. You learn that the light was a lie, and there is only darkness. In the absence of light, however, there can be no darkness. There is only the world. The light and darkness existed, but only in your mind.
[QUOTE=FoodStuffs;17308107]enthusiasm[/QUOTE]
I read "Euphanism"
DX
[QUOTE=Anubis589;17311954]When you're a child, you're happy. The world is your playground. Everything is bright and cheery because you haven't been taught to see the darkness.
As you grow, you learn about the world. You learn about the darkness, which counteracts the light. At a certain point, you see both equally, and you have your fair share of ups and downs. You still have that optimistic attitude, and the world still has some magic left to it.
Eventually, the magic of the world disappears as the mystery of existence disappears. You learn that the light was a lie, and there is only darkness. In the absence of light, however, there can be no darkness. There is only the world. The light and darkness existed, but only in your mind.[/QUOTE]
im pretty sure my first thoughts, or at least the earliest i can remember, were questioning the existence of god.
that was still when the world was a magical place. i probably put myself out of my natural high by questioning my existence and all that stuff.
i will always envy the truly young, those with no grasp on a concept of a realistic world. that sense of awe i had in those short precious moments of my life were some of the best feelings i've ever had, coupled with a constant natural acid/esctacy/shroom/every other drug i've done high. anyone else feel like their youth was like that? like now that you're doing all these drugs you step back and realize "i've felt this before", then remember when you felt that as a 3 year old waddling around. least that's how it was for me, i've done all kinds of shit and i'm certain i was constantly experiencing something like it when i was young, from acid to salvia and back. either that or my cousins slipped me drugs when they were babysitting me and letting me watch all the R movies that somewhat shaped who i am today. it sucks being certain of everything. but i do agree, as i feel the bad parts of life are just as important as the good ones no matter what.
even though it wouldn't be possible for such an undeveloped mind i bet if someone that young realized the potential their life held that early they'd grow up so much better if they'd realized that much later like we all do. if not better in a way of success or any sort of effect on how their life went as opposed to a life without that knowledge from birth, better in that they cherished every moment of their life and lived it to the fullest. in my opinion that's infinitely better than any other way. like if someone could live their life without accomplishing one thing, not even a high school degree, just seeing the world, meeting new people, taking every second like it was their last, that life has more value to me than the life of the president or some ceo or a distinguished general (actually someone like that probably has lots of inherent potential to live their life to the fullest) or something like that
Caffeine. I sip a mountain dew and my mood boosts. I love it.
I'm never doing uppers lol I'll for sure get addicted
Ecstasy makes me feel like I'm able to do anything If I put my mind to it.
Which is equally true when I'm sober, but I like the quick way of things. Time to make some changes!
i dunno about thizz, it would be healthier to say amphetamines or uppers in general.
they all produce the same effects, just varied a little and with different potencies/negative effects. that and amphetamines will tweak you out after a while of use, they won't leave thizz dick holes in your brain from constant pleasant brain fucking, and trust me they pretty much accomplish the same thing you try to accomplish with thizzles.
I'm really trying to stay away from all uppers. I hate the crash/comedown.
Can't smoke because I need a job. So I guess it's all about alcohol right now.
Acid. I work on Acid a lot of the time. For some reason, it just works personally. Also, heroin used to help with just day to day shit, but now that i'm off of it, I see it's way better now. E helps in social situations, not much, but a bit. I'm really not shy in the least, but E can make talking more fluid at times.
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[QUOTE=aridpheonix;17312985]Caffeine. I sip a mountain dew and my mood boosts. I love it.
I'm never doing uppers lol I'll for sure get addicted[/QUOTE]
Caffeeine seems to have no positive effects for me. I realize, I'm addicted to caffeine, the by product of drinking coffee for 3 years straight day in and day out, so I hate not having my fill, but it never improves me.
Tell me about it i think i just convinced a good bro of mine im completely bonkers. ive learned that if people close toyou know how to look the right way when youre really high they can peer down into the deepest depths of your soul, where even you cant look. the place you want noone to find. only really happened once before and they went out of their way to keep out of contact with me after. either that or my buddy had enough of my sad self inflating mindless rambling...:iiam:
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guess i just wake up tomorrow to find out. Though theres a valuble lesson here in that if two arent working fast enough its better to wait than dose another in haste
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Perfect example right here i said a bunch of stupid shit cause i wasnt careful and ruined an otherwise good day with a bunch of garbage that didnt matter
I totally agree, but not everyone. Some people like to think they can sometimes, but fail miserably. One of my best friends thinks he really gets me, but we both know I'm the mind-oriented one of us. I've surprised him with my partial knowledge of what he'd be thinking about and what his deep opinions are.
Weed makes me depressed as fuck, I get really self conscious and think about the sad reality that is life. I do love the body high. I also love the auditory awareness.
If I drink 2-3 beers, I will be in a euphoria, If I take 40+mg of Adderall XR I'll feel on top of the world, and be extremely social, but the comedown is one of the worst feelings.
Drugs put you at your best, but also your worst. so dont do drugs, smoke weed
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