On Wednesday I broke up with my girlfriend. Now let me make something clear, if I use the name Hannah, it's my girlfriend I'm referring to. Just a pointer. ;)
I've been seeing her for 3 years now. I saw her after school and during school nearly every night. She wasn't like other girls. (Britain.) She didn't lead lads on, she was funny, kind, she wasn't a stuck up brat, Hannah was my life <3
I got a text off her Wednesday Lunch saying in exact words "I need a break from this. i'm sorry, i don't think we can restart either. Bye." Now, I've dated her before for about 7 months until she moved away but she moved back soon after. :)
Something happened.
I saw a huge crowd of people the following lunch with murmurs in the air as I got closer to the mob. I pushed my way to the front, hannah was sat on the floor crying her eyes out. i asked her what was up still half liking her. She accused me of hitting her and pushing her away.
I didn't do this. I wouldn't lay my hands on her like that, It's not right.
So I also lost most of my friends too. She tried to single me out.
My best mate... I walked up to him after walking away from the glares of the mob.
He glared at me too and said "keep on walking you low life cunt!" and i was hit by this. we used to be so close. I could tell he wasn't messing around. He usually does but this time he wasn't.
I went to see another mate, he looked at me and took me to the floor with a nose bleed and told me i'm useless.
I went home that night trying not to break into tears and break down. I felt suicidal at one point. I really was considering which way i should take the next lift out.
I got a lot of hurtful messages from my friends. they said i was garbage. They said I should be locked up.
I felt sick and I was going to do something stupid.
So I turn my computer on. I decide to listen to some music.
It made me think. I shouldn't be doing this. because I only have a year or two of school left.
I thought there is maybe ( i dunno! ) someone else who likes me out there.
So now I go to school, learn, come home and have fun with my friends online. The thing i can't understand is why she would do that?
It's just weird.
I must thank Deadmau5 for preventing taking my own life.
EDIT:
I just got a text off her saying it was a mass early april fools becuase she wont be here on april the 1st because she's going to a wedding, she got all of my mates to join in on it, and about the nose bleed situation, he takes things too apparently and he didnt mean to punch me that hard.
I have to admit it was a sick april fools joke, but for HER to pull something like THAT off. I forgive her. totally. (you'd have to know her, haha she acts dumb sometimes) so we're still together, and everything with my friends are cool.
I AM THE WROLDS GREATEST FOOL.
AWARD ME WITH BOXES.
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Your friends sound like they were never your friends, I mean, they should at least hear you out right?
If I were you, instead of taking it, I'd call her out on it. I'd tell her she's garbage for doing this to you. I'd try to convince a few friends to rally behind you and bring it up with her in person in front of people.
I know. :/
ok
you do something wrong that you actually didn't do
friends very nearly make you kill yourself (never giving you any chance to explain)
one physically assaults you to the point of bleeding
the rest verbally abuse you
think about suing them, you have a lot of shit here, assault and mental anguish firstly
you can also be a dick and get them on attempted murder for almost killing yourself if you want :v:
What grade are you in?
[editline]25th March 2011[/editline]
Or age, either.
Thought you meant that you were on some sort of life support that ran on music...
I don't want anything more of it. I only have a few years left of school.
wait. Oh my god.
I need to put an edit in the op. this is.
omg.
deadmau5?
really?
[QUOTE=thisispain;28805255]deadmau5?
really?[/QUOTE]
Music is music, I get angry and blast anything by OF until I cool down.
-Uberninja-
OP your bitch scouter must be malfunctioning
[editline]25th March 2011[/editline]
she sounds like a whore from a mile away
Deadmau5...
Seriously? Come on.
You really need to find better friends if they take some lying bitch's words over yours.
That's a pretty damn cruel April Fools joke.
doesn't sound like an april fools to me.
You have fucked up friends.
thy are fucked up but...
they're cool. cause i'm fucked up. :)
[QUOTE=B3vvo^;28805420]thy are fucked up but...
they're cool. cause i'm fucked up. :)[/QUOTE]
I don't want to help you anymore.
that's nothing you'd laugh at now, or in 10 years
Laugh at me, rate me boxes, but I understand OP, at least in some way. Same here, pretty shitty situation, music acted as a kind of a treatment. And I really think the genre doesn't matter but the personal preferences do.
Seriously? I wouldnt date a girl that did that to me. I would kick her ass to the curb and tell her "Sorry, but you're a cunt", just to assert my power over her.
Yeah I hear you bro :)
You have bad friends.
Haha how funny would this be if OP actually suicided, then they would feel like shit.
If I was op, the second I learned that it was a joke. I would have my parents contact my friends that were in on it, and tell them I committed suicide. Counter-april fools joke.
[S] >B3vv0^: Expend your saved money on an extravagant counter-april fools joke.
[QUOTE=Hotespresso;28805631]Haha how funny would this be if OP actually suicided, then they would feel like shit.
If I was op, the second I learned that it was a joke. I would have my parents contact my friends that were in on it, and tell them I committed suicide. Counter-april fools joke.[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=deggie;28805488]that's nothing you'd laugh at now, or in 10 years[/QUOTE]
april fools jokes are supposed to be fun
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Well that was fast.
What a lame "Joke"
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Please don't use so many emoticons and shit in your typing. And every sentence doesn't require a whole new line.
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yeah no
call them douchebags and when they get angry and tell you that you take things too seriously, remind them that you were
(A) physically assaulted
(B) heavily verbally abused
(C) almost commited suicide
(D) you can delete that text saying it was a joke and sue them
[QUOTE=B3vvo^;28805420]thy are fucked up but...
they're cool. cause i'm fucked up. :)[/QUOTE]
yeah it seems like somebody dropped you on your head when you were young.
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