[quote=Street Urchin/Pain]I'm just a kid, tryin' to get by, tryin' to stay off the skid, tryin' not to cry
I curl up and I wanna die because I realize my whole fuckin' life has been a lie
Sittin' in my room big puffs and then I sigh, pop open a bottle I hope my fuckin liver dies
Drinking myself to sleep it's the only way I can cope with being in shit so deep
Dear lord if you're there please hear my prayer I'm in need of help cause I can't let people hear my yelps
I need eternal peace I need some comfort but I just can't let people be alert to my immense hurt
Big starry eyes fill with tears the pain is burning in my chest oh my god it fuckin' sears!
My heart is pumping to death but I just can't take a breath, I feel like I'm suffocating fuck this shit is aggravating
My lungs are filled with blood why can't I just be understood,
Every time I take a breath it feels like I'm inching closer to my death
God damnit I just want to be free I'm tired and I can't get no sleep
This mental shatterer this thief of sanity it's taking all the rest of me I can't get any clarity
I fall to my knees and shout at the sky, for once please please I just wish I could cry
I swear I'm gettin' stop loss on life I look at my wall and think about all that I've lost and all that I'll see go by
Please just give me the peace of mind that I desire, can't think straight my mind burns like a house on fire
My eyes fill up with rage I feel like I'm stuck in a cage
It's starting to give me a hatred surge just like an ethnical purge
Curl up in a ball and hurl I got no identity this rage has made me absurd
Killin' people like the curds and shi'ites this is what I'm doomed to for the rest of my life
If some one out there can hear my prayer I just pray that you can save this day
Peace of mind is what I want all the time but the sooner I realize I'll never see that materialize;
Maybe my rainy days will all vanish in a haze
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[quote=Days In The Night]Watching the days fly, starin' at the sun my eyes are glarin'
Swollen/swell; I Feel like I'm permanently stuck in this hell
Grass sways in these days just like mafia body drops up in the deep bay
Reading/read; all these words fill my head but if I think too hard then I might be dead
Seizures fill my complex procedures if I can't get the patient to have a little patience
Waiting but just don't wait enough if I wait too long then I can't feel no touch
Killing time/I just can't seem to think of rhymes, I'm kidding myself why do I even try
Grass moves while I contemplate all the different grooves of life
Anticipating my next dissipating irate situation I can't help but just hate that date
Wipe it off cover it up yeah I got a clean slate
I'm stuck in a state of mind where I just can't find a reason to keep the rhyme
Tears fill my eyes and for some reason and I just don't know why
Try to make sense of it all and understand but it's clouding my fall
You may not know my life but I had to walk through hell just to get to heaven
I'll be forgotten by all but the sodden
I'll never be the next big thing but damnit I'll be a fuckin' street king
Running the game I ain't in it for fame but I know that'll be my blame
I can't even think no more, I'm not sane, lock me up and just fry my brain
I'm now a slave to the grind, I can't fight back cause then I'll feel the world's pain
I'm just the same as you, you're just the same as me
Just a couple more kids wishing they were free[/quote]
[quote=Wisdom]A wise man once told me that in order to get better I must not hold the world responsible for my actions
A wise man once told me that I must compete with myself in order to get better
One in the same, two in the fold, get ready cause here comes a death hold
Lounging on a street corner, here comes the coroner
Bodies of blood, red is flooding the hood
Marked off and taped down this shit is gettin' shaken down
Held up at gun point just so a thug could make a couple runs
Hot buns on an even hotter plate this fools slate has another irate travesty against society
Shit on a shingles for you no more decent food you'll be wishing you hadn't spilled blood in the name of the neighborhood crew
Homebrew you're drinkin' apple piss just to get through the day hopin' you ain't gonna get slain
Couple of years down the road your brain is fried and your days are all lies
You can't even realize the time anymore you just sit back and do as ya like
You're now a bitch in a prison just like murder victims ain't even livin'
No more blood shed for you, you were on the 6 o clock news and now look at you
You ain't even nothing anymore, you're just like all the other whores suckin' dick for a pack of smokes
Maybe if you're lucky you'll get some weed for a water bottle toke
Mmm inhale that smoke cause you can't cope with reality
Talk about religion now like ya shit never stank sittin' in a room you're gonna get shanked
Cruise by day, fly by night, out in the yard you got in some fights
Your cell has no lights, who do you think is gonna care about your screams in the night?
Sitting between two pillars of ivory every one despises me
Light up a smoke I'm gonna desecrate the lively[/quote]
The last one is unfinished, I still gotta work on it, but it has a meaning that I'm trying to implement, just gotta wait till I get inspired.
So what do the people of facepunch think?
[editline]11:24AM[/editline]
aw come on
Sounds a bit too depressing to me. I hate having to listen to peoples problems, especially in song.
yeah i was kind of depressed but then i started writing a new song (3rd one)
so i'm trying to finish that one
i think the 3rd one is gonna be dope
I'm just a kid, tryin' to drive by, tryin' to survive the shit skid, tryin' not to cry
I curl up in a ball I wanna hide because I realize a bear in the back of me
[editline]09:19PM[/editline]
My Uncle once told me that in order to get better I must not hold the world responsible for my actions
My Uncle once told me that I must compete with myself in order to get better
One in the bag, two in the fold, get ready cause here comes a roundhouse kick
Lounging on a street corner, here comes my uncle
he reaches down his pants, pulls out his penis
Marked off and taped down this dick is gettin' shaken down
Held up at cum point just so a thug could make a couple dollars
[editline]09:20PM[/editline]
I'll be forgotten by all but the sudden
I'll never be the next big dick but damnit I'll be a fuckin' guitar hero
Running the game I ain't in it for fame but I know that'll be my blame
I can't even think no more, I'm not sane, lock me up and just fry my brain
I'm now a slave to the game, I can't fight back cause then I'll feel the worst pain
I'm just the same as you, you're just the same as me
Just a couple more kids wishing they could beat dragonforce
[editline]09:22PM[/editline]
My eyes fill up with rage I feel like I'm stuck in a mage paladin level 70
It's starting to give me a hatred surge just like an lightning purge 5
Cast in a ball and hurl I got no identity this rage has made me raid
Killin' people like the curds and shi'ites this is what I'm doomed to for the rest of my life
If some one out there can hear my prayers I just pray that you can save this mage
Peace of mind is what I want all the time but the sooner I realize I'll never see that materialize;
Maybe my rainy days will all vanish with my mage
you really don't like me do you
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