Looking for what I think could be a research chemical - General

I'm looking for a psychedelic downer possibly with some anxiolytic properties (very unlikely but i'm going out on a limb to see if it exists). what i want for sure is definite sedation, euphoria and that opening of the "third eye" that psychedelic drugs bring. i know it differs with each drug of that kind like mescaline, LSD, ecstasy, mushrooms etc so i just want a pleasant feeling that you aren't grabbed up off your feet and taken by it, but you just ride it and that ride has sights, sounds, images and other feelings and senses of all kinds that give me inspiration, insight and all that other psychonaut shit. is there anything anyone can recommend? or maybe a combo of two (no more than two in this cocktail please) that work really well together to give me the effects i desire?

What about large doses of ketamine?

I love ketamine but in my area there were large busts plus i've been out of the game mostly for the past 2 years and even coming back in recently my connects are either lost, spotty or mainly deal one thing probably weed and have a few harder products in stock regularly enough that the spottiness in availability isn't that prevalent so it's like one of their regular products only with availability that makes it a semi-special/special item. like one of my guys does this with his molly and lsd products, he sold them before i left and he was advertising it back then and now after being back i realize he could have been advertising it cause he was out then he got some more cause now every once in a while he'll either offer it or say "it's back" but i never was regular enough with it to know of shortages myself ever, especially now. in coming back i've never come across ket, even from the spottiest, most unreliable and shadiest people. pretty much everything else at least once in one form or another. even then my access to regularly and even semi-regularly available "hard" (anything that isn't caffine, weed, tobacco or anything of similar potentness/effects/deadliness when talking about standard doses isn't "hard" [B]in my opinion[/B]) substances is limited, it's mostly lsd, molly, alcohol and the occasional offer of downer pills of various kinds, probably some others i'm forgetting but you get the point. i remind some of them every once in a while i'm looking for things other than their usual array of wares (lol) and help them understand specifically what im looking for sometimes if i feel they'd get a chance to ask some people they know. research chemicals are much easier to get cause there's no social aspect to it. i dunno what it is about your standard cali dealer and user but they all have intimidating, but in an annoying way, demeanor or personalities. that's a terrible way to describe it... like none of them are ever truly friendly there's always that sense i get of conceitedness i get from them. i've met other dealers and users though who were people i could probably be friends with or i simply made friends with them. it's not really a fear of typical dealers and users it's just that our values aren't really the same or compatible normally. and i cannot fake friendship, i'm terrible at it, if i don't like the other person it's not happening for real or fake unless i'm on ecstasy

Methoxetamine if you enjoy ketamine. There really aren't a lot of RCs that are downers. Not an RC, but you could look into kratom, it's a decent drug that's cheap and has opiate effects.

methoxetamine... looks promising. does it produce a k-hole effect?

Can't vouch for it myself (yet), but another forum user on here posted a write up about it, it was pretty detailed, might want to send him a PM. [url]http://www.facepunch.com/threads/1041613-Methoxetamine-experience?highlight=[/url] From what I've seen, it's a pretty decent chem, a little pricey because it's new though. Also, another solution to your problem could be DXM, pure powder or just straight up cough syrup/gels. Very strong drug if you haven't had that before.