How i became aware of my own exsistance (a childhood memory/story)
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This is the first and earliest memory i can recall from my childhood.
It starts where i see black with a few hints of blue dotted everywhere. The blue dots eventually get smaller, as if they are being viewed on a telescope thats zooming out. As the dots get smaller, i see a pyramid in the background, getting smaller with the dots. As they get smaller, another object takes shape: a tiger. I stare at the tiger for about 3 seconds, and it gives out a roar. Instead of zooming away like the pyramid and blue dots, the tiger fades away; as if you were turning off a tv. everything goes black. At this point, i make my first realization that i exist. I remember looking at my hands, and observeing the enviroment around me. (btw, im i was in my moms bed room while experienceinf this all.) my mom calls me for something of a sort. I remember responding not because she called me, but because i was not aware of others existance until i heard her voice.
Edit: yay. I love boxes.
I became aware when I realized I was a human.
A tiger? I'm rather confused here.
You started dropping acid pretty early son.
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Don't make boring contentless threads
Threads about what happened at school today or how unfair your parents are or what should I have for dinner
Nobody wants to read about that and there isn't anything to discuss.
Deep, man.
Fake, you can't remember the first time you had cognitive capabilities.
[QUOTE=FlowXobDans;16790487]Fake, you can't remember the first time you had cognitive capabilities.[/QUOTE]
Not to mention that memory is anything but an actual memory.
Unless he is insane.
The last memory I can recall is what I had for breakfast today.
[QUOTE=Sloped;16790510]The last memory I can recall is what I had for breakfast today.[/QUOTE]
Same. :smile:
I remember lying on my back, and I heard birds chirping. I looked to the window, and I leant up. I remember thinking "What is this?" or something like that. Maybe it wasn't a thought with words, but it was a powerful emotion.
Interesting tale, male sibling.
My self-awareness happened after an out of body dream I had of my circling my room looking down on myself. Fell into my body and from that day all memories were in 1st person prespective.
I have a better explanation for the people who say they remember when they came into existence:
You're all full of shit.
The first memory I have is of running out into the garden and being jealous of Alice off Alice in Wonderland.
This was probably when my parents told me I was going to have a sister.
[QUOTE=T2L_Goose;16790626]I have a better explanation for the people who say they remember when they came into existence:
You're all full of shit.[/QUOTE]
My earliest memory was in the womb. It [B]was[/B] full of shit.
[QUOTE=PyroCF;16790476]A tiger? I'm rather confused here.[/QUOTE]
Yes, its very confusing. I put it in the best way possible. If you dont understand it the first time, just give up there.
i dont know what your on but where can i get some :350:
the earliest thing i remember was when i made my first ever friend because i looked at this kid and he was doing something funny, so i liked him for that and went over to play whatever kids used to play back then
My first memory is being in Kmart when I was four.
[QUOTE=T2L_Goose;16790567]Interesting tale, male sibling.[/QUOTE]
An anecdote of the highest caliber, brother.
im aware of my own existance because im aware of my own existance because im aware of my own existance
It's called a [I]dream[/I].
it's normal and not childhood memories.
The furthest back I can remember is when I was like 3 and I read a sign at a car dealer shop. No idea why, but thats what I remember.
[B]What the fuck.[/B] I had a similar memory when I was a kid, it's the earliest memory of me I have too. I was in the old family car, alone in a camping (my parents were setting up the tent) and I don't know how this happened (I probably slipped off to sleep, but it felt so real), I could see little tigers my hands. Very tiny, size of action figures. It was pretty weird and I still don't know how the fuck this happened.
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i realize i existed when i pooped
My first memory is me laying in my bed, looking out on the white house with a blue door, while drinking something out of a bottle, I was 2
Black. And. White are. All I see. In my Infancy. Red and yellow then came to be. Reaching out to me. Lets me see.
Tool, lateralus. Apparently thats the order in which we begin to see colours according to perception.
The oldest thing I can remember right now is that I was eating tomato sauce with spagetthi, but without the cocktail wieners. from about 1999
[QUOTE=mak364;16790759]i dont know what your on but where can i get some :350:[/QUOTE]
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