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Greetings members. It never seems a right time to post this in the off topic section, so I'm holding up a probably short lived thread here. Hope you guys don't mind.
Anyways, here's the situation. I joined this forum on 30th August 2010, however after the realization of the awful name I picked, I took on the Reset Panda persona on the 19th of January this year, nearly 4 months ago. At the start I was called a 'wannabe Akayz' for posting several threads in the music section, and was even informed my avatar of Kyon facepalming related well to every post I had, implying I was a shit poster. I soon aquired the signature avatar we all know so well.
[img]http://img2.gelbooru.com//images/769/19133e1c07ee84ac7677fc94cffb0d81.png?912212[/img]
I became well known for 2 things: Being a stoner, and being an absolute cunt in general. I personally believe that if I never was so fond of the drug marijuana, or if I wasn't a massive hot head, I would have never gained any relation to any one on this board. This may sound cheesy, but for the past 4 months my life is a lot more complicated then it seems. After my brother ending up in hospital twice, my mother having a stroke, me finding out that I was only born because the condom broke (and dad left my family for that reason) and a friend of mine passing away, it is always awesome to get away from the real life and post on Facepunch at the music section where I felt incredibly welcome.
Sometimes it hurts me inside to know that all of my friends that hang out together may be awesome people, but it's sad to think we can't do anything together that doesn't involve drugs. And that makes some relations a little bit shady. So when I walk home in the Australian sun (or rain in winter's case) for 40 minutes, it's a really welcoming sight to see people like Kalkka, Stizzles, Akayz, Camper Joe, Aries, Eluveitie and whatnot on the board so that we can talk about my favourite hobby of music (which my friends or family wouldn't give two fucks about). It may seem wierd coming from a tough 'beat a cunt' like guy, but I would say I will never forget the days I roamed around facepunch with these people.
On that note, I have some closure to give. I was a cunt way back whe, until I turned super asshole which unvoluntarily lead to the 'pandacaust' Facepunch seem to be pulling. I have some reasons to spill for some sporadic behaviour. Everybody knows the crusade I held against Pascall, Makol, TheBrokenHobo and Oicani Gonzales. When the people I would talk to so often were basically pushed aside (along with me) for these 4 to roll around with some other newer regulars (ie, cosmicmeet, daedulas), I got very upset. It was like all of my friends moved to America, and that I could only contact them for tiny fractions of the day via phone - or another metaphoric device that represents not seeing the full picture of other fellow users I grew attached to.
Essentially, I got really annoyed at them shifting forward the pace of the off-topic threads, and practically started the whole "Vintage Members" idea and "Facebookpunch" idea that these users held. Thus, I hosted an OP I thought would attract some more classic members that seemed to have less activity percentage in each off topic thread, labelling it "The Most Electrifying" and created a gimmick account to raise some controversy and garner some attention (also the Not Akayz account something a little further down the track, but I will admit was originally not planned for me to reveal myself).
It thus ultimately resulted in me edging Pascall on to permanently ban the gimmick, which she did. She then banned my main account for the reason "Yep.". Ever since, I've been tracked and hunted down for my alts which I've been perma'd more than what a normal user should have been. I thought that maybe Facepunch would realise that now I am not doing any wrong, that they would let it go and not be too fussed about me, but unfortunately that wasn't the case. I have come to the conclusion that they do not want me here, therefore I will respect their decision and stop making alternate accounts merely to haunt and taunt people around. I've had a fun ride on Facepunch, but it's time to give up the sword.
I would also like to give out an apology to Pascall for being such an ass to her for reasons beyond her control. It's not her problem that Makol follows her everywhere she goes. And a further apology to everybody else, for being so selfish and holding up a thread for my own leaving. I just feel I can't leave without the satisfaction I'd posted more than 2 shitty sentences then create a backdoor gimmick of some sort. I just can't do it.
And for that, I'm getting away from this board. I need time off this stuff to give my mind a break from this digital routine. Sitting at a computer high all day takes it's mental sickness toll on you.
Those who wonder where I'll be every now and then:
[url]http://www.musicsection.smfnew.com[/url]
[url]http://tinychat.com/fpmusicsection[/url]
Another thing to note is the previous mentioned aspiration to fulfil a musical career. I left this piece for you guys. A little something to remember me by
[media]http://soundcloud.com/yamiproject/unoccupied-territory[/media]
Well, see you guys. Sorry for taking up your time.
Don't leave me. :smith:
:saddowns:
You are a rad dude, good luck with stuff :buddy:
Music section needs you pal, don't let a few users affect you in any way. Keep strong, for you will always have us. :smug:
After hearing "Road to Forever," I have no doubts you will have a successful music career. Good luck in your future endeavors.
If you leave, I will hunt you down and steal all your weed.
Gosh, that was quite a saddening read. Never knew you had THAT much shit going on. I can only wish you the best of luck and I hope that you might just one day return back here and make the off-topic threads and the whole music section in general just a tiny weeny bit better place :smile:
It's a shame to lose anyone from our small community
Maybe if all of us talked to the mods we'd be able to come to some sort of arrangement
[editline]13th May 2011[/editline]
I always thought your avatar was smoking a pipe
I was too new a regular in this section to know the deal when you got unbanned. That said seeing as you care about music so much I think the best thing I can say is that the track you posted is in my opinion absolutely fucking amazing. I love it.
I fucking love your avatar and attitude.
Don't leave bro!
When did all this shit happen because I have no recollection of it whatsoever
[QUOTE=CoolCorky;29795428]When did all this shit happen because I have no recollection of it whatsoever[/QUOTE]
In panda's off topic thread.
[QUOTE=CoolCorky;29795428]When did all this shit happen because I have no recollection of it whatsoever[/QUOTE]
3rd or forth Off Topic threads.
See you around, man. You're an awesome guy and I wish you all the best.
Also, thanks for introducing me to Madvillain. Haven't stopped listening since. :h:
[QUOTE=OctopusGuy;29795588]See you around, man. You're an awesome guy and I wish you all the best.
Also, thanks for introducing me to Madvillain. Haven't stopped listening since. :h:[/QUOTE]
Try some Cannibal Ox.
[QUOTE=AK'z;29795594]Try some Cannibal Ox.[/QUOTE]
I have before, they're great.
:saddowns:
Sorry if I had anything to do with this. I didn't know all this was going on.
I'm with you about the mods being annoying in the music section, the off topic thread was going at a suitable pace till they turned up. I just can't keep up with it any more.
Didn't know you that well man, but I hope that you find what you're looking for.
Bye :smith:
It's been nice knowing you man :unsmith:
Even I knew this was going on and I still cried :smith:
Really, did noone listen to the soundcloud track in Panda's post? It's a masterpiece
Wait, so you're just going to change your avatar, lol
[QUOTE]Huge Op that actually made my eyes well.[/QUOTE]
Fuck no dude, you're not leaving us :colbert: I'm not letting you disappear, you're one of the fucking bros, and I'm not letting you leave because of a few power hungry wank stains banning all your alts and being cunts and a flood of ass tarded newfags, fuck that shit, you're staying.
[QUOTE=En-Guage V2;29810313]Wait, so you're just going to change your avatar, lol[/QUOTE]
Dude, I am his cousin. He used my accounts because all of his were banned
[QUOTE=Puddlez;29810267]Even I knew this was going on and I still cried :smith:
Really, did noone listen to the soundcloud track in Panda's post? It's a masterpiece[/QUOTE]
I listened to it did you not read my post
[QUOTE=bravehat;29810427]Fuck no dude, you're not leaving us :colbert: I'm not letting you disappear, you're one of the fucking bros, and I'm not letting you leave because of a few power hungry wank stains banning all your alts and being cunts and a flood of ass tarded newfags, fuck that shit, you're staying.[/QUOTE]
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one of us one of us one of us one of us one of us one of us
Come back man. We need guys like you
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