How I became a sex addict as a child (contains sexual words) - General

Guys, I hope nobody from the 'outer of the Internet' finds this thread, because right now I'm gonna tell you how I became a sex addict as 14-15 years old... (not a troll thread this is seriuse shit). As I want to say is that many of you might tell me it was because I was in puberty, yes. But just read the thread and you'll see why I made this thread. My darkest and most gross events in my life. Okay, it started in second grade when I was around 5-6 (or something). , we had this small school at the fields long way from the cities. We had these guys and girls in the high grades allways talking and talking about "fucking, you pussy bitch, suck my dick asshole". And after wondering the whole day what these word meant I asked my teacher Gunilla (swedish). And she told me not to care and let me play with the math game as I remember. But when I came home I wanted to ask them too, I couldn't ask my sister because I know how she is so I asked my father because he was the man in the house. And I've allways felt safer when telling my questions to guys. He asked me how I knew those words and if somebody told me them. But my couriusity went to much and I asked and asked but he only answered with a single "No". So when I was 8 I started to know my friends and we used to jump on the trampolins and playing video games and fun. When I told my moher if I could bring my friend [B]won't say his name[/B]... home so we could play Sonic that I got in gift, he was with my other friend so Ia sked my mum if both of them could come and they could. After playing Sonic alot one of my friends started to talk about "sex" and that his sister and brother had it and he saw it. He was explaining for us how they do it (by words ffs). He said that they kissed on the butts and other parts and the other friend asked if we should [B]test it[/B], and myself was thinking: Is this normal? What if our parents finds out that we're kissing each other? The others told me to close the door and don't worry because it was total normal. They told me first to do it and before you think of anything [B]WE DIDN'T HAD ORAL[/B], we just kissed on the sides of the butt parts. Only 1 guy got kissed and my other friend found it weird, but I found it very interresting, it felt like: This is a good thing! So when I was 12 I had this so called "The Internet" for the first time, browsing monster-truck wallpapers because I like them alot. My parents wasn't home so by couriusity I started browsing by the word "sex" and it came up all kinds of things like, condom guide, medical help, and something called "sex tapes/porn". I checked it of course because videos on the Internet was awesome in that age, like the first time using Youtube you know. But when I saw the site I felt like "What the... YUCK" and closed the page. --- The next week I browsed it again, but this time with my friends. We were pointing and asked each other what the fuck that was and we found it very interresting, especially when my friend found a porno in his parent's room, we watched it and there was 2 humans in the woods and a huge tent, you know the rest! This time 2 of us felt something weird down below, we had our first boner haha. We were trying to hold it down because it felt weird, REALLY WEIRD AND STRANGE! So at 14-15 years age, I wank 1-2 times a day even when some are home, sometimes I actully odo take a half week as a pause. I know almost every name of a porn category, had tought sex about every girl in my class, I see women as objects and I still show them respect, lesbians are my favorite shiet. When I go to bed it takes sometimes 1-2 hours for me to sleep because all my fantasies is flying around my head! I've been spoken to a psycologhist because I was fighting with my mother alot but I have never told her this and won't. In the shower I allways take the springler in my every part of my underlife. I have even fucked my own teddybear, it's almost yelloew, smells like sex. My mother found it and thank God it was destroyed and she asked me what I've done and I said "I hated it!", the teddybear thing I have actully regreted tough. I walk around in school with boners alot, alwlays go to the toilet to make it stop. And thanks for Facepunch I've found the vaccum cleaner as my new girlfriend, thanks to an OP (don't remember his name sorry). And that's my story, I am a complete fucking sex addict, and it keeps coming. And please don't give me a weird title or something, I know how you mods can be sometimes haha. [B]DON'T TELL MY MUM[/B] [highlight](User was banned for this post ("Blogpunch/Crap thread" - Autumn))[/highlight]

What the fuck?

thanks for sharing

The anonymous confessional thread is over there.

What this is Facepunch, ain't I allowed for sharing my life? Even if it's fucked up?

no, i just cant understand what the fuck im reading.

im sure everyone on fp can relate to you

i think you got some problems mate

wait, your[I]seriuse[/I] ?

[QUOTE=Ermac20;33171411]i think you got some problems mate[/QUOTE] Like I haven't said that in the whole tread:v:

Gtfo

[QUOTE=Doome;33171291] And thanks for Facepunch I've found the vaccum cleaner as my new girlfriend, thanks to an OP (don't remember his name sorry). [/QUOTE] Calling bullshit right here. I still laughed my ass off though.

[QUOTE=Godline;33171425]wait, your[I]seriuse[/I] ?[/QUOTE] Yes, and why would I want to be banned for shit thread? Worked hard for this post count

I can assure you that you will grow from it.

Vacuum cleaners... OF COURSE IT'S SO SIMPLE, why didnt i think of that :P

[QUOTE=Within;33171452]I can assure you that you will grow from it.[/QUOTE] One day maybe, at age 50-80-DEAD? Sex has been in my whol life in my head

Fuckin A+++ thread, would definitely read again, lulz was had. Does my avatar turn you on, OP?

It's called being a male.

Thanks for warning us about the sexual words. I might of accidentally caught a glimpse of one and spoiled my innocence.

It's called being male and having raging hormones.

[QUOTE=Zarjk;33171556]It's called being male and having raging hormones.[/QUOTE] Every day?

OP you're obviously quite young. This is fairly normal and this is stuff some teenagers do

How does that make you a sexual addict? Sounded quite normal to me...

the fuck am i reading and why was it posted

omg sexual words on facepunch i thought this was a family friendly tread...

Oh god, what horrible sexual words Facepunch is not the place for this kind of disgusting profanity

You're no sex addict, it's called being a guy.