Long fucking read, get over it.
I had a panic attack last night, and came close to having one just now. My dad's a fucking dumbass, he can't even answer a simple fucking question. If you ask him, for example, Did you move my ___? He will just say "Yes No Yes No Yes No" WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT EVEN FUCKING MEAN? I've gotten to the point where I've just completely blocked him out of my life. My parents are having us go to family therapy, like that's going to do a god damned thing.
It all started with my older sister, before I was born. My dad would do stupid shit, she learned to deal. When I was born, she saw me quiver in fear, because of the things he did, like she did, and her protective instincts kicked in. I used to be afraid of leaving my room at night, to get water, go to the bathroom, or anything else, because he would yell at me. Wow, letting this all out fells good. I used to have a panic attack 2-3 times a month. He blamed it on the way I ate and the way I took care of myself, when I kept insisting that he was causing it. One time, when he caused a panic attack, I destroyed one of his plants. He treats his plants like babies, I swear. He tried to make me go with him to get a new one. I stacked up a pile of shit infront of my door to keep it from opening. He opened it anyway. I ran outside. My backyard is split into two parts, general-use, and a chicken coop behind the general-use. I ran to the chicken coop, and inside it I ran around the coop, and closed the gate while he was still in there, when I got inside, I could barely breath, because I have Mitral Valve Prolapse [url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mitral_valve_prolapse[/url] He came in, picked me up off of the couch, and carried me outside. All the while I was screaming. Once outside my sister got out of the shower, and ran out to help me while she was only wearing a towel. She stopped him by threatening to call the police. He then called for my mom, who was already on her way. My mom kept telling me to go inside to blow my nose, which was dripping with snot. I yelled back HOW? because my dad was still holding onto me. He then let go, and I went inside to blow my nose, I then walked through the hall and saw my sister's current boyfriend. I thought "poor [______]" because of what he saw". I then went into the bathroom, locked the door, and took a shower. If you don't know what a panic attack is, it's when your body's flight or fight instincts kick in. You have a urge to throw something, or rip something up. Your head is pounding, your hear racing, and you're hyperventilating. The hyperventilation causes you to become dizzy, and you start coughing. Not a fucking pleasant expierience.
Now things are only getting worse, my mom keeps doing annoying shit, that she knows fucking annoys me. I've tried telling her to stop, even nicely, but nothing works. So right now I just yell MOM in a annoyed tone. Last night I tried to tell her something, I forget what, and she caused me to have a fucking panic attack, she even saw it fucking coming, and still annoyed me. And about a half-hour ago I tried to tell her something, and she almost made me have another fucking panic attack.
Edit: Whenever you point out one of her mistakes, she just picks up one of our dogs and says "But the doggy is cute!"
Edit: I swear if they cause another panic attack, I will run away.
Edit: My Dad always moves everyone's shit, even when you tell him to not move a very specific item, he will still move it. You tell him, don't turn off the printer, it resets the settings and takes 5 minutes to start back up(shitty printer) he still turns it off.
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[QUOTE=mmavipc;27619617] He will just say "Yes No Yes No Yes No" [/QUOTE]
Sounds like he was messing with you and you freaked out like an emo kid on steroids.
Anyone else find it kinda weird about his dads fetish for plants?
holy shit you're fucked up
no wonder your parents fuck with you, it'd probably because you're so damn weird.
i'm also 100% sure you're an angsty teen and these panic attacks are self prescribed
Kill your parents OP.
"He tried to make me go with him to get a new one." How is this unreasonable?
Welcome to life.
It's sounds like typical "no one understand me" teenage rubbish, to me.
Not everybody can handle dealing narcotics.
If anything you just flip your shit for no reason, take a deep breath. Or at least try to.
thats nice
kill yourself
what exactly is wrong with your father
I'm missing something here
[QUOTE=AimlessGiant;27619679]"He tried to make me go with him to get a new one." How is this unreasonable?[/QUOTE]
He caused the stress, which caused the panic attack, which caused the mutilation of the plant. He also said the plant was dead, but it's still here, and living.
[QUOTE=mmavipc;27619751]He caused the stress, which caused the panic attack, which caused the mutilation of the plant. He also said the plant was dead, but it's still here, and living.[/QUOTE]
Don't destroy things? Go outside and take your stress out on something else.
also stop getting so pissed off at these minor things
its not like everybody lives to please you.
[QUOTE=mmavipc;27619751]He caused the stress, which caused the panic attack, which caused the mutilation of the plant. He also said the plant was dead, but it's still here, and living.[/QUOTE]
so because you're a weird kid who cant keep himself in check it's your dad's fault you tried to kill his plant
Give me a box because I disagree with you.
rate everybody dumb, that will help
oh shit man, a dumb?
you're hardcore im sorry i messed with you
I don't know what to say.
I think you need some perspective.
Now I know what to say.
[B][I]AIDS.[/I][/B] That is all.
I thought it was gonna about dealing cards :saddowns:
I think you should give that family therapy thing a shot.
You have it easy.
Now, how the fuck would you know what it's like to have two dumbass parents, and the only sane person in your family living 6 hours away.
time to pick your stuff and move away.
Become a hobo.
[QUOTE=Agoat;27619913]I think you should give that family therapy thing a shot.[/QUOTE]
I'm going to
[QUOTE=Stranger Danger;27619846]rate everybody dumb, that will help[/QUOTE]
I was just going to point that out. OP you need to quit it. You're making a mountain out of a molehill.
I don't have any utensils or plates, bowls ect that I can use to eat off of because I suffer from extreme OCD. I have to put everything in my hands. But you know what, me complaining about it won't make it go away.
You're probably overacting.
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