So the other day I lit up for the first time in a little over a month, and kept smoking until I couldn't talk strait. It was a riot at first, my friends and I were having a wonderful time playing guitar and raising general hell until I see I picture I drew for my friend hanging on the wall.
Then everything got intense; the picture didn't look 2d at all. It looked so real, as if it were floating above the paper itself. The room got cold and I felt a bit nauseous, but I was intrigued. I decided to reflect on all my previous work.
Bad idea
I spent about half an hour staring at my favorite piece
[img_thumb]http://th00.deviantart.net/fs71/PRE/f/2010/266/f/6/peace__brother_by_joey_z-d2zcdyh.jpg[/img_thumb]
I had the worst feeling in the world about it. Nothing made sense, I remembered what went through my head as I drew it, but now it had taken on a new meaning. The picture wasn't mine anymore, it felt like it had it's own soul.
I moved on to this one
[img_thumb]http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2010/272/e/6/some_kind_of_nature_by_joey_z-d2m9ls3.png[/img_thumb]
It stared at me. It pried away all feelings of security and tore away at my soul. I suddenly had the most god awful feeling that I had trapped this soul into a drawing.
I must have screamed after that because my friends were all over me before I could think.
Needless to say, I stopped. Even though I'm sober, every time I've tried to draw has resulted in a spine chilling sensation that I shouldn't do it again.
I'll get over it eventually, but damn that shook me up.
sounds crazy and kinda cool at the same time.
[editline]16th February 2011[/editline]
plus those are creepy drawings anyway so i can see how you could freak out
Pretty sweet drawings. Remind me of the stuff you see in a Tool music video though. Sucks that it's difficult to draw now.
[QUOTE=ARustySpoon;28080778]Sucks that it's difficult to draw now.[/QUOTE]
How do you mean?
[QUOTE=JoeyZ;28080879]How do you mean?[/QUOTE]
Sorry, read wrong. I meant the chilling sensational you had.
I think your art is awesome. You should colour it in photoshop.
Joey had an epiphany while baked, good job young man!
you are really talented , if u have an addictive personality dont start smoking often . im not trying to bash weed or anything i've just myself been to a point where i was so convinced that i could only draw when i was high . Spending most of my money and straining my relationship with people i love is not the best thing to do . in my case i just realized it too late
[QUOTE=BANNED USER;28103533]Joey had an epiphany while baked, good job young man![/QUOTE]
It would be my first
I'm so proud
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