Hi there. My name is Johnny and I’d like to tell you a secret. My mommy says to tell nobody but her but I sometimes get real lonely not telling nobody. I don’t speak real good. I don’t learn no good either. Sometime my teacher tells me something to say and I say it and all the kids laugh. I don’t know why. They call me names like “retard” or “dumbass” and push me and around and make me hurt. I go home and cry to my mommy but she don’t like it very much. Sometimes she goes into her room alone and drinks a lot of her juice. Sometimes when she comes out she gets real funny. I ask mommy what is wrong and she calls me “retard” like all the other kids. One day I find out about my “special friend” My mommy says lots of people have them and that I can’t show anybody him or else I get in trouble. He lives inside of my pants and he likes to pop up a lot.
Sometimes when we play, I squeeze him up and down and he makes me feel good. When he pops up I know he wants to play and it is very fun and it makes me feel very good. He is so silly. After we play he spits all over and gets real tired. I get real mad because I always have to clean up after him. After I first start to play with my secret friend, the mean kids, my mommy and her juice, they never bother me as much no more. I started to play more and I found it when I held my breathe when we play it feel much better. My vision get real blurry and I cant think no good. It sometimes feels like im with all the angels in heaven, playing gently with my friend. I imagine there is my dad there too. He went with the angels a long time ago. But I get real sad because I cant hold my breath for long. I get nervous feelin and breathe again and it makes me sad because I cant be with my daddy as long.
So I thought today that I can tie rope around my neck and I can feel good and wont be stupid and breathe in. So I put the rope around my neck and began to play with my friend. We giggled as we played, he was tickling me when I moved my hands across him. We began to play faster and faster and I thought of my mommy and all the mean kids at school. My face got real hot and I started to see bubbles. I am really sick and I want to stop.
“NO!” my friend yells. He yells and me and begs me to niot stop. He is right I very coward and my brain strts to huirt ande and thenr then I my brain hurts and im laughing and I start to see the clouds and im laughing an and plerse I wanut to stuop but it fel so guiood my friengghd isu laughting anmd spittinjg alli ovur and fre spittunig andf I I cant bret anuigd my braun i can fgreel the sparkles adng anfsd it hurts but thye hurtty and myommy and dady no..it canit happen happen…it cantuny happeyn it cant happeun...
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