Hi, you all may know me as Fata (or generally not know me at all), eitherway lets get down to the point.
Let's start at what my brain does, for every single item i see in the foreground, or in perfect view, I see it all.
(#1) I connect things with other objects such as Trees with Forest, Forest with ecosystem, Ecosystem to Predator/Prey webchart.
But that was just an example, but imagine doing that? For every item you see? It's an annoyance but i've learnt to deal with it.
(#2) Lets go onto my in-brain map. You all have one, No matter what you think.
But mine is different, Think of a video game, a 3d one. Yeah imagine that but on everything you've seen your entire life, Everything from vacations to hometowns. I remember where i am going but that is because my mind renders everything. For example:
Room 1
_________
| |
| o |
|________|
The circle is me, As you see it's just one room, But interm i don't only render that room, I render everything outside, even when i don't look outside, i render the town i live in, But yet i don't see it. My brain also tries to comprehend and do math to figure out the way everyday life is going without even seeing it. I'm wrong most of the time. But my head continues to try and try. (It tires me out sadly).
Now, recap, Keep in mind those two items i told you about, the way my thinking process is, Those two work simutaniously, Always, from when i get out of bed in the morning, to when i go to bed at night, And some nights it doesn't even turn off. It continues to go through my head while i am sleeping.
Now, that you have those two comprehended, At-least i hope you do., I will start factoring in MORE items of my daily life. Music and Videogames, two of my favourite hobbies. But they put even more mental strain on my brain causing me to sometimes fall asleep, get migraines and severe headaches, Hell even bloody noses a few times.
So, we will name the first two things i have talked about numbers #1 and #2 (original eh?) And factor in with and without music and video games. Let's start.
Without Music and Videogames With Music and Videogames
#1 or The Web Connection.
2. #2 Highly detailed map of the town w/mathematical Calculations.
With Music and Videogames
#1
#2
Music
Videogames.
Now, I don't have enough room to fit the details of Music and videogames so now they are there own sub-catagories.
[b]Music[/b]
Artist:
Song title:
Style or Genre:
Album:
Record Release:
Record Label:
[b]Videogames[/b]
Developer
#2 but of the ingame map, Highly detailed, and remarkable memories within the games maps. (This is why i switch games a lot)
Ammo
Health
Programs used to CREATE the game
Programming language used to write the game.
See, now that you add those within the equation, It starts to get complicated and you start to juggle your head, All of that i have stated goes through my head, everyday, all day, from wake to sleep. That is generally what happens.
This may happen to some of you who read this, I personally don't know if it's a rare occurance or just natural, All i know is i'm mentally tired by the end of the day due to this. Thank you for reading :-) Hopefully you could comprehend, And if this is a mental problem, Or anything you could tell me about this would be fantastic, Thank you.
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i read the entire thing and that is all i have to say
Woah. I would never be able to live with all of this going through my mind. I feel bad for you, how it tires you and all that
He's saying that he is constantly connecting things in his head and constantly thinking about how the outside world looks like.
[QUOTE=Yogkog;30795211]Woah. I would never be able to live with all of this going through my mind. I feel bad for you, how it tires you and all that[/QUOTE]
The horrible thing is, the only thing that slows down all of that to the point of it just stopping is what i get shunned for doing, Smoking Cannabis. It makes me able to shutoff my brain for a couple of hours. Or if i fall asleep the amount of time that i'm asleep my mind is off. Though i cannot get it medicinally because i live in New York.
So you're saying you uh... categorize everything? I don't understand.
[QUOTE=br4ww;30795238]So you're saying you uh... categorize everything? I don't understand.[/QUOTE]
That's part of "The Web Connection" part of this. But it's not everything. Sorry that i made it extremely hard to comprehend or at-least grasp an understanding upon.
See a psychologist.
[QUOTE=The Winner;30795317]See a psychologist.[/QUOTE]
Here is another problem, I cannot, My medical insurance does not cover the only psychologist where i live. nor any of the others around.
ITT: op is a hipster and thinks his brain is different than others'
Where the fuck is the smarked rating
No offense but it either sounds like you're high as shit or autistic.
[QUOTE=Lyoko774;30795394]No offense but it either sounds like you're high as shit or autistic.[/QUOTE]
I'm sober, and i'm sure i'm not autistic.
[QUOTE=Fata;30795155]It may be hard to comprehend.[/QUOTE]
Yeah, I haven't taken the prerequisite courses for this thread.
This is a few levels above us.
[QUOTE=Anonim;30795430]Yeah, I haven't taken the prerequisite courses for this thread.
This is a few levels above us.[/QUOTE]
Despite my age on here (I think it says 23 or 24, who knows) I'm only 17. And i'm doubt i'm smarter than some of you, I'm a highschool dropout.
omg you are so unique and special
[QUOTE=Fata;30795429]I'm sober, and i'm sure i'm not autistic.[/QUOTE]
So you're high?
Go to the drugs discussion form. I think some of them are smarked enough to care about what's inside your head.
I really tried, but I don't understand anything of it.
[QUOTE=ROFLBURGER;30795453]So you're high?
Go to the drugs discussion form. I think some of them are smarked enough to care about what's inside your head.[/QUOTE]
No, i'm sober, Do you understand what sober means? Not under the influence of any mind altering substances at all.
This was a pathetic mistake to gain help from people on a website. I should just keep it to myself next time.
go back to school
You are exhibiting symptoms of a delusional psychosis, possibly schizophrenia.
You need to see a doctor.
[QUOTE=joe588;30795489]You are exhibiting symptoms of a delusional psychosis, possibly schizophrenia.
You need to see a doctor.[/QUOTE]
If you aren't trolling, I thank you, a lot.
such a unique flower,,,,,,,,,
[editline]30th June 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=Fata;30795335]Here is another problem, I cannot, My medical insurance does not cover the only psychologist where i live. nor any of the others around.[/QUOTE]
aka mom won't take me
[QUOTE=makingthatmaker;30795526]such a unique flower,,,,,,,,,
[editline]30th June 2011[/editline]
aka mom won't take me[/QUOTE]
Uhm, No, do you understand what it's like to be living under a roof with only 1 worker in the family? I lost my job so i cannot pay for my doctor's anymore, we have NO health insurance, and we practically shitpoor, I thank you for insulting me.
get another job noob
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You're fucking silly.
You play too many games, from what I can tell it warped you into a false sense of superiority gauging on the "way you think".
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