After three years of being clean, I finally did. I was an ex-heroin addict, who also had a slight drinking problem. Tonight, some bullshit happened and I picked up a two-six and pounded away at beer after beer. I don't know what to feel. Shame, regret, sadness or whatever. I feel nothing. As if nothing even happened. I'm drunk yeah, but I mean, fuck, I'll be fine, right. This kind of shit happens all the time to other people. I don't know why I'm posting this, guess I just needed somewhere to vent other than my notebook and girlfriend.
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One life, and you are one of the many weak people who give in to material addiction. One life, and on your way to the end of it, you trample new paths. Defy and reject your weakness and you will grow beyond it.
Wake up tomorrow sober and say "Well, I fucked up yesterday. I'm not going to let it ruin me". Acknowledge the fact that you did, and that you were past the drugs and alcohol. You still can be, just believe in yourself and your ability to stay clean. You did it for 3 years, you can still do it pal
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