• Am I Depressed Facepunch?
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Okay, so for whatever reason I feel like sharing this with you goons cause well, anyone else i'd tell, well.. think im stupid or some shit. So, here it goes.. So I'm Dating a Girl who's name is Kenzie. She and I have been together for about 2 1/2 years. On and off, might I add. Anywho, Me and her have done plenty of bad things to cause us to end, time and time again, I've flirted with people, "Tested the water" while I was dating her etc. But she's done about the same thing.. I'm currently dating her right now, and were both finally putting 100% into our relationship.. but well.. Even as I type this I think, Why? What's the point? One of us is going to screw up.. I mean, I bend over backwards for this girl. She says im an asshole and she needs to be treated right, but im to "Scared" To say, then leave.. Cause well, she has a history of suicide attempts. Etc. I feel a constant knotted pain in my stomach all the time, Food isnt appealing to me, (I'm actually extremely skinny and boney) and I Am loosing Faith in what I believe in Religiously, and well, I feel I can't talk to a single person about any of this. My thoughts swrilling through my head all the time are. [LIST] [*]I'm only 17, why am I like this? [*]Is life Worth living? (only thought this a few times) [*]I'm terrified of Death. [*]Why won't I stand up for myself. [/LIST] I'm Very artistic in drawing, it "runs in my blood" but I often get to frustrated with myself to even draw.. Whats wrong with me Facepunch? (Sorry if this is in the wrong Section)
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So your dating a girl that has a history of suicide attempts and your dating her? And your starting to feel depressed? I think you should dump her and life will become much more worth living for. But do what i do when I get frustrated, play music while drawing or in my case mapping.
[QUOTE=AnalisMorisette;23482919]Linkinpark bullshit[/QUOTE] I dig your avatar, I'm a HUGE Misfits Fan.
Man , you think too much, live your life, you have what i call Afraid-of-living-syndrome, So dude get your fuck all attitude on and do what pleases you m'kay? its not that difficult..
[QUOTE=eventual0;23482963]Man , you think too much, live your life, you have what i call Afraid-of-living-syndrome, So dude get your fuck all attitude on and do what pleases you m'kay? its not that difficult..[/QUOTE] Yeah but, when I get the "Fuck all Attitude" on, I get called an asshole by The Girlfriend.
She sounds like a grade-a bitch, get rid of her.
[QUOTE=Beetle179;23483001]She sounds like a grade-a bitch, get rid of her.[/QUOTE] Yeah. She can be. But at other times, she's the best Girl I could ask for.
[QUOTE=Angry man;23482989]Yeah but, when I get the "Fuck all Attitude" on, I get called an asshole by The Girlfriend.[/QUOTE] Thats not a fuck all attitude man...you care what she says? thats not what [U][I][B]FUCK ALL ATTITUDE[/B][/I][/U] is about...
[QUOTE=Angry man;23483014]Yeah. She can be. But at other times, she's the best Girl I could ask for.[/QUOTE] FYI shes cheating on you and trying to hint that she wants to dump ya. Just saying.
[QUOTE=eventual0;23483027]Thats not a fuck all attitude man...you care what she says? thats not what [U][I][B]FUCK ALL ATTITUDE[/B][/I][/U] is about...[/QUOTE] I'll work on it.. [editline]07:29PM[/editline] [QUOTE=FLAPJACKDANNY;23483031]FYI shes cheating on you and trying to hint that she wants to dump ya. Just saying.[/QUOTE] :geno:
Thats the spirit, Now for your drawing skills...Buy one of those drawing tablets, sell your work maybe?
[QUOTE=eventual0;23483067]Thats the spirit, Now for your drawing skills...Buy one of those drawing tablets, sell your work maybe?[/QUOTE] I have a bamboo Tablet, but lost the software But, I do draw traditionally, Hoping to get into Tattooing..
Blast her with pis- Uh, dump the bitch.
Do some workout yo, seriously. After heavy weight lifting you come home and then the endorphines start to kick in and you're like in a high and just feel great.
As per a few of your bullet points, try to be more physically active and do more shit. Work more, party more etc. I'm 24 and have a heart condition that's made me pretty ill a lot lately and the total lack doing shit made me feel similar to what you are in some respects. I began thinking about life and death a bit too much, and being a reductionist and not spiritual in any sense made this all the more of an issue. I started jogging and hanging out with friends more etc, and now my mental state feels much better. Try to be blase (blazay - whatever) about life. It helps.
[QUOTE=ComanduMambu;23483111]Do some workout yo, seriously. After heavy weight lifting you come home and then the endorphines start to kick in and you're like in a high and just feel great.[/QUOTE] To skinny. I'm really Self conscious. [editline]07:34PM[/editline] [QUOTE=Kade;23483120]As per a few of your bullet points, try to be more physically active and do more shit. Work more, party more etc. I'm 24 and have a heart condition that's made me pretty ill a lot lately and the total lack doing shit made me feel similar to what you are in some respects. I began thinking about life and death a bit too much, and being a reductionist and not spiritual in any sense made this all the more of an issue. I started jogging and hanging out with friends more etc, and now my mental state feels much better. Try to be blase (blazay - whatever) about life. It helps.[/QUOTE] I did Isolate myself from my friends cause of my Girlfriend.
This girl is ruining my life and sometimes she's good and sometimes she's bad and wah wah wah. Look, mothefucker. You take the [B]good[/B] You take the [B]bad[/B] You take [both of] them [motherfuckers] and then you have the facts of fucking life. Bitch.
Go see a therapist if you think you're depressed. Judging by what you said, I think you're just confused.
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[QUOTE=Angry man;23483121] I did Isolate myself from my friends cause of my Girlfriend.[/QUOTE] Bros before hos, dawg.
[QUOTE=tomoom165;23483159]Bros before hos, dawg.[/QUOTE] She gets "Mad" or whatever if I try.
[QUOTE=Angry man;23483121]To skinny. I'm really Self conscious.[/QUOTE] You're too skinny to work out? Bullshit, grab something heavy and start lifting it until you can't anymore.
If your skinny then all the more reason to work out. When I'm sad I go lift weights and then I feel good.
[QUOTE=JDK721;23483151]...I think you're just confused.[/QUOTE] [img]http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Vgv1ZrLIwWg/SBhmK-8v45I/AAAAAAAAAZw/zt0mrPRIMlA/s200/1102.gif[/img] Maybe a little curious? [editline]05:37PM[/editline] [QUOTE=Angry man;23483176]She gets "Mad" or whatever if I try.[/QUOTE] Should I say it again? 1. Dump her 2. [B]Bros[/B] before [I]hos[/I]
[QUOTE=mugofdoom;23483182]You're too skinny to work out? Bullshit, grab something heavy and start lifting it until you can't anymore.[/QUOTE] Self Conscious. I'm 5'6 maybe. and about 108 maybe 110.
[QUOTE=Angry man;23483084]I have a bamboo Tablet, but lost the software But, I do draw traditionally, Hoping to get into Tattooing..[/QUOTE] Find the software on piratebay?? Download...PROFIT.. [highlight](User was banned for this post ("Warez" - birkett))[/highlight]
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[QUOTE=Angry man;23483197]Self Conscious. I'm 5'6 maybe. and about 108 maybe 110.[/QUOTE] How are you too self conscious to work out? Are you afraid people will think you can't do it?
Dump her. One less thing to worry about.
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