:siren: [b]For those people who don't want to read it all, let's sum it up: I was really selfconfident back when I was younger, but a few things in my life changed that towards negative selfconfidence. Is there any drug which kinda makes it easier to think about your life, or better makes you literally see moments of your life? Like when you're in fear of death?[/b] :siren:
Well the title may sound dumb, but it pretty much sums up everything. So, where should I start? I guess a bit of background information would help.
Back in primary school, my life was "normal", everything was fine, my dad was working over the week and did lots of stuff with me and my 5 siblings(2 brothers, 3 sisters, all way older than me though) on the weekends. Then somewhere in the nearly 2000's, my dad lost his job and everything started to go down, since I don't want to bore you with details, let's just say I went trough a lot of shit, but losing my best mates was the worst.
All that together changed my way of thinking about life, I don't trust people anymore that easy, I don't even trust myself. I care way too much about what other people think about me, though I always tell me myself "don't give a fuck", but it doesn't really help anymore. I also have the fear of losing friends again, so I barely talk to other people in my age and if, it's nothing else than just small talk.
Now I had a chat with another guy about all that, and he experienced almost the same stuff and told me, it helped for him to trip on LSD with his best mate(who was sober) and questioning him about his life, like litereally from times as he was a child to nowadays and wrote down the most important stuff, so then he could read it all again and think about what really changed his thinking.
I remember from my first high, I was also having like a "flash" of my life in my head, it just didn't last long enough. So basically, is there any drug which enhances thinking about life? I know that when you're in the fear of death, you feel the same and it changes people, I don't wanna try to kill myself though.
Mushrooms and LSD would work for this, they are known for a therapeutic effect amogst psychologists, but i don't think it works like that everytime unless you know what you are doing you could try it tho.
A better solution would to be to see a psychologists. Really, beyond that it would be best for you to identify your problems, find a way to fix it, ignore any barrier you set up for yourself, and go with the solution. For example, trying to make good friends, or make new friends, and allowing yourself to trust them when you think they deserve it.
Also, I believe that after many of these near death moments the person may be thrown into having a better life for a while, but shortly fall back into their usual routine.
mushrooms do the trick for me, too bad its only temporary
you need a friend to trip with
im tripping right now
feels good man
Wow, you sound exactly like me awhile ago.
You need to learn that the world isn't always going to be daisies and roses, and that it's up to you to make the most out of it. Seriously.
Also, you don't sound like you have your own reality set. What do I mean by that?
You need to listen to [b]your[/b] own values and morals, no one elses. You pretty much have to be stubborn (yet friendly :smile:) to get what you want in life.
That being said; Drugs are tools, their not magic pills that will totally solve your problems.
[QUOTE=Rastaboy;24000697]That being said; Drugs are tools, they're not magic pills that will totally solve your problems.[/QUOTE]
Oh and LSD helped me more than anything else. :)
But everyone is different.
ecstasy helped me think out my problems.
Special K made me feel pretty happy after the trip was over. I think it replenishes your dopamine levels or something? I don't know. Don't quote me on that.
Adderall used to help me feel like a badass, I could do anything on it. I have too much self confidence. Probably ended up looking like a jerk. And it just worsens your depression the day after tbh.
Ayahuasca is your best shot if you want a magic potion to drink to make you feel more positive about life. Be warned though, it'll be the strongest psychedelic you'll ever try. It's 8 hours of torture, pain, and pleasure... and it's the most therapeutic drug out there. It's a medicine
Thanks for all the answers so far.
Well the thing is that I want to think about stuff that happened in my life and basically "solve" old problems, I don't want to take any medicine or drugs whole day just to feel "good", that'd mean I'm addicted.
Since LSD seems to be the easiest drug to get a hold of here, I'll try that. Also I don't like eating shrooms.
[QUOTE=Torekk;24006645]Thanks for all the answers so far.
Well the thing is that I want to think about stuff that happened in my life and basically "solve" old problems, [b]I don't want to take any medicine or drugs whole day just to feel "good", that'd mean I'm addicted.[/b]
Since LSD seems to be the easiest drug to get a hold of here, I'll try that. Also I don't like eating shrooms.[/QUOTE]
That's not true.
[QUOTE=Octave;24008022]That's not true.[/QUOTE]
Well if you would take drug which makes you automatically feel good everyday, you would get addicted.
Unless it's weed.
MDMA man trust me. Just have somebody to do it with!
[QUOTE=Torekk;24006645]I don't want to take any medicine or drugs whole day just to feel "good", that'd mean I'm addicted.[/QUOTE]
What if ur brains are just wired like that? you cant just change your brain chemistry its based on ur genetics and what happens during your brain's development. you wouldnt call someone with ADHD smoking weed all day addicted just because he smokes weed to ease his ADHD symptoms or would you?
Dont expect to use LSD/Mushrooms psychedelics a lot because tolerance kicks in really fast.
[QUOTE=Torekk;24006645]Since LSD seems to be the easiest drug to get a hold of here, I'll try that. Also I don't like eating shrooms.[/QUOTE]
ummm WOW~! :nyd: you just did not choose LSD over shrooms just because of the taste. you dont even know how the trips are.
LSD peaks last 4 to 6 hours while shroom peaks are around 2 to 3 hours.
if you really hate the taste of fungi you can make tea out of it, its not that hard. if you were to choose mushrooms i would say 2 to 3 grams of dried cubensis would work. add some sugar and milk if you still dislike the taste. note down the subjects you want to think about before ingestion and keep a chill playlist ready.
Anubis described the effects of LSD and Mushrooms once. (I think it was him)
[b]LSD[/b]: An emotionless introspective journey through your mind. Visual are more jagged/sharp kaleidoscope patterns, and you actually feel your body tense up right before your about to go into a trip.
[b]Mushrooms[/b]: An emotional rollercoaster mixed with a mindfuck. Visuals are more fluid and rounded patterns, some stomach discomfort (nothing a little weed can't handle), and your more into external stimuli than whats going on in your mind.
I hate it when people say "drugs are addictive, or else why would people keep on using them????"
WANKERS
Roller coasters are addictive. Why else would someone want to go on one more than once?
[QUOTE=kobilica;24008201]Well if you would take drug which makes you automatically feel good everyday, you would get addicted.
Unless it's weed.[/QUOTE]
Yeah, I also meant just because you do something once for enjoyment doesn't mean you're addicted
[QUOTE=Rastaboy;24020468]Anubis described the effects of LSD and Mushrooms once. (I think it was him)
[b]LSD[/b]: An emotionless introspective journey through your mind. Visual are more jagged/sharp kaleidoscope patterns, and you actually feel your body tense up right before your about to go into a trip.
[b]Mushrooms[/b]: An emotional rollercoaster mixed with a mindfuck. Visuals are more fluid and rounded patterns, some stomach discomfort (nothing a little weed can't handle), and your more into external stimuli than whats going on in your mind.[/QUOTE]
Damn I gotta try mushies I love highly emotional trips.
but I also love clearheaded stimulant trips so I gotta try LSD too.
[QUOTE=White Rabbit;24023081]I hate it when people say "drugs are addictive, or else why would people keep on using them????"
WANKERS[/QUOTE]
Denial is one of the main signs btw.
I'm just saying...
[QUOTE=newbs;24048484]Denial is one of the main signs btw.
I'm just saying...[/QUOTE]
get out.
[QUOTE=Torekk;24006645]Thanks for all the answers so far.
Well the thing is that I want to think about stuff that happened in my life and basically "solve" old problems, I don't want to take any medicine or drugs whole day just to feel "good", that'd mean I'm addicted.
Since LSD seems to be the easiest drug to get a hold of here, I'll try that. Also I don't like eating shrooms.[/QUOTE]
i hope you know what you're getting into before doing lsd. once you take it, get ready for about a 12 hour trip. because it is a trip. it wont stop til its done. just know that.
i hate edible mushrooms, but i'll eat psychoactive mushrooms. just put them in ur mouth, chew it really good, and take a swig of lemonade. it TOTALLY kills the taste of the mushroom, 100%. you can also make tea with them, chocolates, put it on pizza, etc.
[QUOTE=newbs;24048484]Denial is one of the main signs btw.
I'm just saying...[/QUOTE]
By that logic we're all crazy.
[QUOTE=Dan The Man;24049987]By that logic we're all crazy.[/QUOTE]
Who are we to define sanity? Each person perceives the world differently via indirect means. Sure, we can define sanity by looking at specific patterns and mores upheld by a functioning society, but in the end, one person can not truly call another crazy without questioning his own sanity and perception of reality.
[QUOTE=newbs;24053332]Who are we to define sanity? Each person perceives the world differently via indirect means. Sure, we can define sanity by looking at specific patterns and mores upheld by a functioning society, but in the end, one person can not truly call another crazy without questioning his own sanity and perception of reality.[/QUOTE]
I'm pretty sure that my brother who has disorganized schizophrenia is a lot less sane than me, and if you could see him, you would definitely agree.
[QUOTE=newbs;24053332]Who are we to define sanity? Each person perceives the world differently via indirect means. Sure, we can define sanity by looking at specific patterns and mores upheld by a functioning society, but in the end, one person can not truly call another crazy without questioning his own sanity and perception of reality.[/QUOTE]
Who are you to define addiction then?
[QUOTE=Dan The Man;24054955]Who are you to define addiction then?[/QUOTE]
How we define sanity is slightly more complex than addiction. Each individual has a different view of reality which is relative to his/her person. We can only put these viewpoints into groups by studying recurring social normalities, but sanity is more of an illusion than a definition. Addiction on the other hand is a chemical or very strong psychological bind to a substance or activity that alters a state of perception and/or is used to "escape", or in other words, cope with emotional or social issues.
Addictive drugs are required to act significantly on the nucleus accumbens area of the brain along with activity along the dopamine reward pathway.
Weed is not addictive by this definition. Using your definition we can really just say everything is addictive so long as it's enjoyable.
[QUOTE=newbs;24070477]Addiction on the other hand is a chemical or very strong psychological bind to a substance or activity that alters a state of perception and/or is used to "escape", or in other words, cope with emotional or social issues.[/QUOTE]
Which is the physiologist's deffinition for addiction. Doctors have another. Oh, and and so does the general public. But not of that matters because it is all semantics. For you to have any real argument you have to make a point using some for of reasoning or logic.
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