This may be my last letter, Facepunch, and I want you to read it. - General

I've got to be honest with you. Coming to Wiky was one of the worst ideas I've done in a long time. All I've done since I've been down here was drink up, party with friends and slack off. School was the last thing on my mind, and I don't even go to my other classes. I supposed my teacher has seen what I was trying to do and tried to show pity on me, but I haven't exactly helped out myself. What with all these offers I'm getting back up in the city, what was the point in even coming down to the rez at all? I suppose it was a chance to get away, to get ouf of the city and have fun with my life for once. My mother's always telling me to work my ass off and good things will come, but what if I don't want to work my ass off all the time? I'm still just a kid, and my history isn't exactly the best history to be proud of. Being in foster care most my life has really changed me, and I guess she's right about one thing; I can never do anything right. That's all I hear from her, "You can't do anything right, can you?", all these years of hearing that over and over... I guess that means that nothing I do is right, is it? Well, the reason why I'm writing is to apologize, for everything. For being such a screw up to everyone, I always give the impression of good false hope, and fail. All my life, people tell me that I'll grow up to great things, at the same time all my life everyone tells me I'm doing it wrong, or they don't do anything about it. They expect me to see my own flaws and they expect me to fix it, how can I fix what I can't see? How am I supposed to know if I'm doing it wrong if nobody tells me how to do it right? They say that they care, and they will be there to help, and I know what they mean, yes, it's my life, and yes I'll do what I want in my life, but it's what I do that matters, isn't it? If what I do matters, why does everyone tell me what I do isn't worth it, or what I don't do is what I should do, but what is it that I'm not doing that I should do? I don't get it, I don't think I will anytime soon. My friends call me crazy, my employers call me a great worker, my teacher's see nothing in me, and my parents say that what ever I do is wrong. What does it all mean? Some of you will argue that I'm still young, that I don't yet understand, or that I should just keep pressing on and not care what everyone thinks. What I think is that you say this because you don't want to see yourself when you see me, you don't want to see what you did as a teenager repeated. I may be just some free-thinking teenage, but I do understand, and I do know what's going through your head when you say this. I can't fully express what I'm trying to say here, so I'll put it forward. They were right, you were right: I am a failure. These are my last words, and I plan to leave, how I'm leaving or what I'm leaving is up to your imagination. [highlight](User was permabanned for this post ("Leaving" - Rusty100))[/highlight]

Okay.

Super duper

Who are you?

Ha ha I think this pussy is about to kill himself. [editline]04:35AM[/editline] You do it yet pussy or did you fail at that too like everything else you attempt?

I always recognized you as "[I]that-one-guy-with-the-funny-fly-avatar[/I]" You will be remembered.

If you don't do it on cam, I will be very disappointed. [url]http://tinychat.com/tibblessucide[/url]

[QUOTE=Tibbles;22674636]I've got to be honest with you. Coming to Wiky was one of the worst ideas I've done in a long time. All I've done since I've been down here was drink up, party with friends and slack off. School was the last thing on my mind, and I don't even go to my other classes. I supposed my teacher has seen what I was trying to do and tried to show pity on me, but I haven't exactly helped out myself. What with all these offers I'm getting back up in the city, what was the point in even coming down to the rez at all? I suppose it was a chance to get away, to get ouf of the city and have fun with my life for once. My mother's always telling me to work my ass off and good things will come, but what if I don't want to work my ass off all the time? I'm still just a kid, and my history isn't exactly the best history to be proud of. Being in foster care most my life has really changed me, and I guess she's right about one thing; I can never do anything right. That's all I hear from her, "You can't do anything right, can you?", all these years of hearing that over and over... I guess that means that nothing I do is right, is it? Well, the reason why I'm writing is to apologize, for everything. For being such a screw up to everyone, I always give the impression of good false hope, and fail. All my life, people tell me that I'll grow up to great things, at the same time all my life everyone tells me I'm doing it wrong, or they don't do anything about it. They expect me to see my own flaws and they expect me to fix it, how can I fix what I can't see? How am I supposed to know if I'm doing it wrong if nobody tells me how to do it right? They say that they care, and they will be there to help, and I know what they mean, yes, it's my life, and yes I'll do what I want in my life, but it's what I do that matters, isn't it? If what I do matters, why does everyone tell me what I do isn't worth it, or what I don't do is what I should do, but what is it that I'm not doing that I should do? I don't get it, I don't think I will anytime soon. My friends call me crazy, my employers call me a great worker, my teacher's see nothing in me, and my parents say that what ever I do is wrong. What does it all mean? Some of you will argue that I'm still young, that I don't yet understand, or that I should just keep pressing on and not care what everyone thinks. What I think is that you say this because you don't want to see yourself when you see me, you don't want to see what you did as a teenager repeated. I may be just some free-thinking teenage, but I do understand, and I do know what's going through your head when you say this. I can't fully express what I'm trying to say here, so I'll put it forward. They were right, you were right: I am a failure. These are my last words, and I plan to leave, how I'm leaving or what I'm leaving is up to your imagination.[/QUOTE] Don't kill yourself, just remember that the best is always ahead and no matter how much you may fuck something up you're only a human- and no human is perfect. What counts is if you try or not. If you're seriously considering suicide talk to someone who will understand. And to your surprise, an internet forum is not the best place to do it.

[QUOTE=Pajama Sam;22674691]Ha ha I think this pussy is about to kill himself. [editline]04:35AM[/editline] You do it yet pussy or did you fail at that too like everything else you attempt?[/QUOTE] Shut the fuck up, you have no idea what he's experiencing.

so uh how old are you

[QUOTE=Tibbles;22674636]I've got to be honest with you. Coming to Wiky was one of the worst ideas I've done in a long time. All I've done since I've been down here was drink up, party with friends and slack off. School was the last thing on my mind, and I don't even go to my other classes. I supposed my teacher has seen what I was trying to do and tried to show pity on me, but I haven't exactly helped out myself. What with all these offers I'm getting back up in the city, what was the point in even coming down to the rez at all? I suppose it was a chance to get away, to get ouf of the city and have fun with my life for once. My mother's always telling me to work my ass off and good things will come, but what if I don't want to work my ass off all the time? I'm still just a kid, and my history isn't exactly the best history to be proud of. Being in foster care most my life has really changed me, and I guess she's right about one thing; I can never do anything right. That's all I hear from her, "You can't do anything right, can you?", all these years of hearing that over and over... I guess that means that nothing I do is right, is it? Well, the reason why I'm writing is to apologize, for everything. For being such a screw up to everyone, I always give the impression of good false hope, and fail. All my life, people tell me that I'll grow up to great things, at the same time all my life everyone tells me I'm doing it wrong, or they don't do anything about it. They expect me to see my own flaws and they expect me to fix it, how can I fix what I can't see? How am I supposed to know if I'm doing it wrong if nobody tells me how to do it right? They say that they care, and they will be there to help, and I know what they mean, yes, it's my life, and yes I'll do what I want in my life, but it's what I do that matters, isn't it? If what I do matters, why does everyone tell me what I do isn't worth it, or what I don't do is what I should do, but what is it that I'm not doing that I should do? I don't get it, I don't think I will anytime soon. My friends call me crazy, my employers call me a great worker, my teacher's see nothing in me, and my parents say that what ever I do is wrong. What does it all mean? Some of you will argue that I'm still young, that I don't yet understand, or that I should just keep pressing on and not care what everyone thinks. What I think is that you say this because you don't want to see yourself when you see me, you don't want to see what you did as a teenager repeated. I may be just some free-thinking teenage, but I do understand, and I do know what's going through your head when you say this. I can't fully express what I'm trying to say here, so I'll put it forward. They were right, you were right: I am a failure. These are my last words, and I plan to leave, how I'm leaving or what I'm leaving is up to your imagination.[/QUOTE] Dont be selfish and kill yourself. the pain it puts others through is larger then you could ever fathom. I know first hand. Go see help. It's worth it, being dead or hurting yourself isn't. Killing yourself is the weak and selfish thing to do in times of struggle.

[QUOTE=Pajama Sam;22674691]Ha ha I think this pussy is about to kill himself. [editline]04:35AM[/editline] You do it yet pussy or did you fail at that too like everything else you attempt?[/QUOTE] wtf man

Set yourself on fire and then jump off a building with a short rope around your neck.

Why waste your life? Everyone has ups and downs in their lives, you may not have even experienced the best thing in your life yet

[QUOTE=VQ35HR;22674706]Don't kill yourself, just remember that the best is always ahead and no matter how much you may fuck something up you're only a human- and no human is perfect. What counts is if you try or not.[/QUOTE] This guy is totally wrong. The only thing that matters is if you really get ahead in life, and obv. you're not. Soooo how we know if he's dead? I can't fucking stand cliffhangers.

1) Learn to see the flaws. 2) If you [b]genuinely[/b] think that whatever you are doing is right. Then go with your gut and do it. 3) you are only a failure if you let yourself be a failure. If you give up and quit that is your fault.

Ending life gives you a 0.00% chance of living happily and finding love.

Why do people on Facepunch post this kind of shit? :colbert:

So would that make this a ban-me thread?

and all I can think of is [img]http://ratcellar.net/orangebox1/DramaLlama.jpg[/img]

[QUOTE=Pridit;22674750]Why do people on Facepunch post this kind of shit? :colbert:[/QUOTE] For attention and sympathy from strangers on the internet lol

[QUOTE=Pridit;22674750]Why do people on Facepunch post this kind of shit? :colbert:[/QUOTE] Because they expect us to be the all-knowing being that can fix all of their problems, when they are the ones causing their problems. What he needs to do is get a hold of his problems, give them a serious beating, and leave them to die.

The fuck is wrong with you people? What sort of sadist people are you? No life is worth a couple of stupid posts by a few butthurt users who think the Internet is a joke

But... you'll miss out on Portal 2! In all seriousness, maybe the best way of leaving is running away? Or something at least. If you could find at least just one person in the world who cares even just a little bit about you, that's all that counts. You could find someone who could love you, whether or not its romantic is up to you depending on your sexual preferences. And at least you have friends. As long as you don't fear they'll lead you down whichever you would consider as a wrong path, you could try getting closer with them. Rated you heart because I see your worth as a person and care about anyone I can.

I seriously want a vid of somebody doing what I said in my above post.

[QUOTE=Lolthanio;22674758]For attention and sympathy from strangers on the internet lol[/QUOTE] Because sometimes that is the only way for people to get someone to listen...

Note how he said: [quote=Tibbles]These are my last words, and I plan to leave, how I'm leaving or what I'm leaving is up to your imagination.[/QUOTE] What if he's just leaving the internet? I mean, we know what this place does to people, look at the cesspool known as 4chan

[QUOTE=Tibbles;22674636] I can't fully express what I'm trying to say here, so I'll put it forward. They were right, you were right: I am a failure. These are my last words, and I plan to leave, how I'm leaving or what I'm leaving is up to your imagination.[/QUOTE] fuck go get some help jesus

OK, bye.

fuck bitches get paiddd