• My Parachute (Depressive content)
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After almost 2 years of holding this song for myself I decided to post it now. I wrote this song for my brother who was an heavy drug addict at that time and was about to die if he would continue, we started beeing big close bro's but he was never there because he lived with another friend somewhere else. I wrote this song at 03:00 in the night while crying and having tears dropping down my cheeks the whole time, this song means so much to me and it's written in pure emotion. I helped my brother out with this song on those hard times, after I did send this to him he realized how close to the end everything was and started changing. I want to share it with all of you, here it is: [B]Caynug - My Parachute:[/B] [media]http://soundcloud.com/dekay-snug/caynug-my-parachute[/media]
A very good song you've made, full of emotions.
I loved it. Purely beautiful.
[QUOTE=Barbwire;33145965]A very good song you've made, full of emotions.[/QUOTE] Thank you for the comment. At first I wanted to do an acoustic guitar version of this but it turned out to be in this style. [editline]7th November 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=monkey11;33154621]I loved it. Purely beautiful.[/QUOTE] Thanks alot! Words like these give alot to my motivation, when you keep making music for years and mostly for yourself at first it's refreshing to have people listen to it and comment on it! :smile:
You have any other tracks for me to listen to? You obviously know how to compose a masterpiece.
[QUOTE=monkey11;33196802]You have any other tracks for me to listen to? You obviously know how to compose a masterpiece.[/QUOTE] Absolutly nice to say something like that to me <3 I got alot of music but in that direction I got some more, one was in the Facepunch collab album that just got released a week ago here have these: [B]Caynug - Inside me:[/B] [I]Wrote this one up in my depressive 2 years.[/I] [media]http://soundcloud.com/dekay-snug/caynug-inside-me[/media] [B]Caynug - One for some:[/B] [I]I like the doom and crushing build up of this[/I] [media]http://soundcloud.com/dekay-snug/caynug-one-for-some[/media] [B]Caynug - Difference:[/B] [I]I was sad and started writing this[/I] [media]http://soundcloud.com/dekay-snug/caynug-difference[/media] [B]Caynug - For Earth:[/B] [I]This one was on the Facepunch collab album with the Space theme.[/I] [media]http://soundcloud.com/caynug-retarded/caynug-for-earth[/media] [B]Caynug - Coma:[/B] [I]Really ambiental sadness in this one.[/I] [media]http://soundcloud.com/dekay-snug/coma[/media] I got many more, gonna post them later thank you alot for liking what I write! I just realized.. that all my songs come out from sadness and depression. I think I wouldn't have done so much music without my state of feelings and general sadness. I am pretty happy right now just thinking about how all my music comes true makes me sad again, ugh. I am very glad that I can provide music with an story behind it, without vocals.
Nobody else haves something to say to this? :smile:?
[QUOTE=Darkslicer;33143128][B]Caynug - My Parachute:[/B] [media]http://soundcloud.com/dekay-snug/caynug-my-parachute[/media][/QUOTE] Emotions are very important for making music with impact on the listener and I must say, you did very well. This is absolutely beautiful! I'm happy for you and your brother, and as for the other songs you posted; You're doing a great job. You can really feel the passion in your music.
[QUOTE=Stoffy;33233589]Emotions are very important for making music with impact on the listener and I must say, you did very well. This is absolutely beautiful! I'm happy for you and your brother, and as for the other songs you posted; You're doing a great job. You can really feel the passion in your music.[/QUOTE] I really can say that I take the benefit from my feelings :v: The thing is.. I can't just sit down and say I write a song now, it feels like I am going against myself! I need to feel it to write a song, I threat it like a living person, I mean in a way that I would not lie to myself and make a song because I want to make something cool.. ofcourse I want to do something good and all that but to shorten this up, I just really listen to what my mind and feelings say :smile: the good thing is that I can control each of these emotions and I instantly write them down in forms of music, and I think that tells more than the whole story behind everything. I got an good example of that here: [B]Caynug - 1999:[/B] [media]http://soundcloud.com/dekay-snug/1999-1[/media] The story behind this one is very long, but I wrote down the melody of that event that occured 1999 since I hear it in my mind when thinking about how my mother secretly left my family when I was 6 just to go to america with another guy so she left my whole family. No goodbye, traumatizing experience, been standing on the balcony for hours everyday just to always ask again "does she come back?" and so on, lots of details.. but they are all in this little song, I don't need to tell the full story. Sorry for babbling so much about all this, I just really love music I can think that people who don't really are that into music like me think all this sounds silly, but that's ok.
[QUOTE=Darkslicer;33233925]I really can say that I take the benefit from my feelings :v: The thing is.. I can't just sit down and say I write a song now, it feels like I am going against myself! I need to feel it to write a song, I threat it like a living person, I mean in a way that I would not lie to myself and make a song because I want to make something cool.. ofcourse I want to do something good and all that but to shorten this up, I just really listen to what my mind and feelings say :smile: the good thing is that I can control each of these emotions and I instantly write them down in forms of music, and I think that tells more than the whole story behind everything. I got an good example of that here: [B]Caynug - 1999:[/B] [media]http://soundcloud.com/dekay-snug/1999-1[/media] The story behind this one is very long, but I wrote down the melody of that event that occured 1999 since I hear it in my mind when thinking about how my mother secretly left my family when I was 6 just to go to america with another guy so she left my whole family. No goodbye, traumatizing experience, been standing on the balcony for hours everyday just to always ask again "does she come back?" and so on, lots of details.. but they are all in this little song, I don't need to tell the full story. Sorry for babbling so much about all this, I just really love music I can think that people who don't really are that into music like me think all this sounds silly, but that's ok.[/QUOTE] The thing I miss in most music I find people listening to aren't the right kind. They're rather forced, and almost unreal. The thing I like about your music is that it comes with that oomph that hits you hard. (Well, that's what I feel.) My personal favorites are the songs that are written from (day)dreams and thoughts or real life happenings, such as yours. A reason why I love Radiohead so much - especially their TKOL sessions.
Yes this Song changed a lot in my life, ty from the deep of my Heart. Some People didnt understand what happened but i know, that this song rly represent the intense and emotion of the Situation, ty again :) Auf Deutsch währ mir das nicht öffentlich genug danke Bruder, wende nciht gerade ein Mensch währest würdest du gold ummantelt sein.
Care to bundle your songs as an album in a .rar-file? I love the moody atmosphere in your songs, I'd love to have those on my iPod.
[QUOTE=MisterUndead;39217762]Care to bundle your songs as an album in a .rar-file? I love the moody atmosphere in your songs, I'd love to have those on my iPod.[/QUOTE] Yes actually I released an album which includes this song and some few others! free to download (name your price option) [B]My album/EP self-titled:[/B] [URL]http://caynug.bandcamp.com/[/URL] [B]The original FP thread with the album/EP (last post 3 weeks ago sadly):[/B] [url]http://facepunch.com/showthread.php?t=1222459[/url] Just the thought of someone having this on his ipod to listen and make him think about things or affect him emotionally somehow or even a little bit makes my whole freaking day. [editline]16th January 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=Eldarude;39149574]Yes this Song changed a lot in my life, ty from the deep of my Heart. Some People didnt understand what happened but i know, that this song rly represent the intense and emotion of the Situation, ty again :) Auf Deutsch währ mir das nicht öffentlich genug danke Bruder, wende nciht gerade ein Mensch währest würdest du gold ummantelt sein.[/QUOTE] Thanks brother :smile: it's actually really cool that you found this thread by googling the song. (I actually did not really say that I posted it on FP for everyone to hear) quite surprising to me :v:
This stuff is seriously lovely. I mean, amazing. I honestly don't even know what else to say about it. I feel as though my vocabulary is lacking in such a way that I can't even explain how good these things are.
[QUOTE=Lord Hayden II;39274648]This stuff is seriously lovely. I mean, amazing. I honestly don't even know what else to say about it. I feel as though my vocabulary is lacking in such a way that I can't even explain how good these things are.[/QUOTE] Wow thank you so much for these words, I think some things don't need words. I seriously feel very good now, thank you so much. Don't forget to check out the album since this thread only haves a single song in here: [URL]http://facepunch.com/showthread.php?t=1222459[/URL] Thank you alot mate <3
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