To the Initial Developers of Garry's Mod's Trouble in Terrorist Town - Developers

I am the idealist behind possibly Garry's mod, but particularly Trouble in Terrorist Town. I have said a lot of things in my nervousness and needing to makeup for my failures in high school, and among them were prideful observations of my ideas for games in dream of being a gaming idea artist. Notice the immediate bundle of acronyms associated with TTT: RDM and the rage about what it means. It's because of my rage for the mod's production. Whether I can prove this to you or not, it's up to your leaders who hired you for the mod to answer this very question: Did Joe Mendoza come up with this idea or not? In what may be a lifelong pursuit to have this legitimately, non-violently, and without condemning me for who I am with illness and despair till death, I am mainly requesting one major change with TTT in itself. This changed is to remove all bans related to "Random deathmatching," which is something I regrettably ranted in favor for, which collides senselessly with the karma system, which reduces your damage points from 1,000. The game was nostalgic of Half Life: Deathmatch. Think of it as the boring nostalgia of your elders. That is THE raw basic that inspired me to think up the mod. Then, I came to thinking of a "deathmatch for Counter Strike," but a social-deathmatch; one with less shooting unless it's amok (for friendly fire and team killing). Karma should have been the judicial system of TTT, but instead I included a double-standard in one package, one with a lot of mumbo-jumbo my most deceitful followers will call "spam" and "incoherence," which is what puts me in fear for my life and my future in having sanity. Please contact all superiors and just... :): Let them know of my serious concern for the mod they made happen because of me. Unfortunately, I wanted to utilize the best of modesty and humbleness to aid job offers or rewards; generally haste for helping me out. Instead, I'm not even excited these ideas of mine are now in my face. I don't even notice it there. You need to let them know. This is urgently for their concern. I want Steam itself to take control of TTT and I don't want any admin banning players for playing the mod RIGHT. My dream TTT is for it to be like very old games like Tribes or HL: Deathmatch, where no admins were present, and everybody did as they please based on the freedoms provided: if FF was on, your spawn location was a marveling mayhem. I still miss that one day in Tribes: turning from the inventory station with an automatic blaster, and blasting away at my teamkilling teammates. Yes and yes, I miss that. It's a game, not life. 0_0 Please help stop this serious-sam; searching-for-a-serial-killer mess with TTT, where admins treat "teamkillers" as evil people who "must be banned." If a game has people doing what you don't want them to do, that's the g-a-m-e-p-l-a-y-'s fault. So remove the admins and watch what happens to TTT just for a month: some players kill and gain karma, while others don't run amok and keep their karma. Some of you may accuse me of being evil, but I am like many people without the scrutiny of god-like superiors who ban us like Jesus with laser-eyes, who WILL get bored and teamkill in TTT, or CHOOSE hard and choose right to not kill anyone. I don't know if the creators are willing to speak, which is why I will consider this a life-long pursuit of having this legitimately, non-violently, and without any pursuit to make me mentally ill to defend yourself of something I can and will forgive you for. Heck, I nearly said the truth: "my real goal was to be excited about something I didn't get paid for as part of a successful future of making money on my own," which aint happening at all. Deliver me a gun in the mail so I can pawn it, please! That's just how I feel lol.

So you're basically saying remove karma and everything will be okay? Servers will still ban for RDM, that's not the gamemode's fault. Although, allowing RDM is dumb. It's called TTT, not TDM.

[QUOTE=code_gs;48218735]So you're basically saying remove karma and everything will be okay? Servers will still ban for RDM, that's not the gamemode's fault. Although, allowing RDM is dumb. It's called TTT, not TDM.[/QUOTE] he was actually advocating the karma system, and saying that admins should fuck off but with a bunch of insane fluff to fill his post

[QUOTE=bitches;48218944]he was actually advocating the karma system, and saying that admins should fuck off but with a bunch of insane fluff to fill his post[/QUOTE] Oh, sorry. It was really hard to follow

I'm sure you can find servers where admins are completely absent and karma is the only thing keeping RDM down (and that really doesn't work). Was that what you wanted?

[quote]This changed is to remove all bans related to "Random deathmatching," which is something I regrettably ranted in favor for, which collides senselessly with the karma system, which reduces your damage points from 1,000.[/quote] I really don't get people who see TTT like this - Why not just go play any generic Deathmatch gamemode or game? There's millions of them, but TTT is unique in that you actually have to think before you can kill, which I admit is probably too much for a lot of gmod users to handle without shitting their pants I fucking hated this attitude when I played the gamemode and owned a server because it was almost always from people who thought the game revolved around them and them alone but didn't care whatsoever if other people were having fun If you're sick of admins, play different servers - it's not as if TTT doesn't have hundreds if not thousands available. There's probably a lot that don't have any active admins at all, which I have played on and it isn't fun, it's chaotic and I honestly feel the problem lies more with the playerbase than server admins. Like yeah, a lot of server owners are awful but some are just tired of people trying to constantly find loopholes and ruin the game for everyone. Your opinion on this situation changes when you yourself become an owner or admin where you realize that everyone will always assume you are wrong, start fights at any possible opportunity, etc If a person is aware of their actions and know what they're doing is wrong, why should admins wait for the karma system to kick in? It's a lot less work for everyone involved to deal with it early on. More importantly, why not start your own server if this is the way you feel?

Dude, you need to go outside. [editline]16th July 2015[/editline] Why is this needlessly long? You just went and ranted (and ended up confusing this reader) just to say that you wanted admins to be removed.. You could add a little explanation and it would be 4 sentences tops

Gmod should come shipped with darkrp! It would solve all our problems of not enough kids handing out admin for money.

[QUOTE=bitches;48218944]he was actually advocating the karma system, and saying that admins should fuck off but with a bunch of insane fluff to fill his post[/QUOTE] oh here, too, ehe? Yeah yeah: just insanity, while I backed my feelings. I guess that money and recognition comes with A BIG FAT PRICE, hah? Niandra Lades, I don't want to just play those, because I did just tell you the idea came from HL: Deathmatch and was basically a new and different deathmatch based from Counter-Strike. and gee, it's a better idea with "good" people; like REALLY good people who's minds are right up YOUR alley. Also, it's not all about thinking before you kill, because you die quite fast with guns. My, I don't get much repsect at all here. ... a reallll FAT price for the "recognition and money" I want. :) I wonder why that is. Bitches, I wasn't saying that, which is a vital difference in my argument. For people who love an idea that came from TTT, you essentially don't want to know how much more fun and popularity there could be in it. I wonder why YOU are here and others aren't. It just doesn't make sense, lol. Do ME a favor and bring your friends and get them involved with the forums. code_gs, it can't be too hard to follow. That is, unless YOU KNOW ME! The mod is screwed as long as there is the double-standard of admins banning rdmers as would-be terrorists, villains, vigilantes from a cop's duty, etc. in a video game, and its collision with a karma system that means nothing to everyone, but as a comfy, warm subconscious. It's a dormant cause left unused like grenades. Briefly on grenades, people are so serious, you can't use grenades at all because you have to think so far that you're already dead. TTT is still a fast-paced game if you think about it, and you scrubs are making it too slow. and - and if I was part of Steam and in power, I'd... juhst be the asshole who make administrating in TTT a bitch just to help you guys rid yourselves of your selfish power. .... in a video game... .. .. a competitive one, too. Before this goes on, I hope some of you learn something from anger management some day.. .... 0_0 just like me.

All I'm getting from this thread is you don't know how TTT is meant to work.

What the fuck?

All I see is, I am a douche bag who loves to RDM and am sicking of getting punished for breaking the rules. Go play death match, We don't want you on TTT.

You lost me at [quote]idealist[/quote]

[QUOTE=isnipeu;48226203]All I'm getting from this thread is you don't know how TTT is meant to work.[/QUOTE] Then you obviouslsy have a bad reading level. Even if I was a little incoherent, the sentences are not really incoherent. Plus, I included about how I was the idealist of it in my pursuit of becoming a "video game idealist," which was childish because what happened? Ah, it was the idea I didn't think of: people who take other people's ideas and make money from them! Just say, "Joe, there is no such thing as 'men in black who give you job offerings if you are smart enough and know how things work." Smallo, I don't like to RDM. My understanding psychology can hit you like a difficult math problem. I said TTT is already a deathmatch, which is meant to be a witty deathmatch for Counter-Strike, but with subtracting Counter terrorists and adding detectives, or "smart terrorists." Killing is what you do in a video game, Jesus and the law is what's their to preserve our freedom. Video games are primordial. So TTT SHOULD BE primordial as a deathmatch. You would not have as much fun without my ideas, unless you just want to play Satan and run off with something to call your own. ...get your ass another ass beaten; the VERY LAST one in your life! Sorry to bust all of your happy thoughts about the mod, but you have the double-standard of RDM vs. karma, and the senselessness with terrorists having detectives around as if the terrorist group is welcoming the police to help find their rat, traitor, or thief in their midst. Pretty much, TTT isn't finished and it was quickly packaged and shipped by the ones you will call creator, because they didn't have enough information to be sure about the mod; they wouldn't have gotten any money without me. BUT, you can give thanks to mom when she probably was telling me things to throw out a nigger not meant to live, "we take out the good and throw away the bad." Which may mean for my case, "well take what you know and throw you away." She kinda... has that seriously tough-shit attitude you can imagine your elders grew up with. It feels nice to die... Oh yeah. All my mind and ... feeligns... all to one day go... GO ESP. TO PEOPLE SO FUCKING LUCKY. I could give my soul to one of you... if only I could choose, and I don't mean as a spouse, but bondage in death; to be part of you. ... ... just know that for whatever or whoever you think I am, you're liking or loving a mod that was thought up by a guy like me. Love me, hate me, or love me in 51 ways without hating, but there's always Jesus for your failures, in case if any of you are just being jealous on top of being airheads who have no aim in life to the point of saying the same thing as the person above you. RDM doesn't exist, because technically nobody randomly kills. They always have a reason, whether it being boredom or not enough gameplay feats. Plus, some people get worse and end up killing people in life because they are treated bad. Partially, it's how you treat somebody that makes the difference. Think of hostage negotiators. If they said the wrong things, people would die. It's about the things you say and do. I'm not going to be your villain; I'm just desperate for a life, making money, and making money showing the world realizations I pondered upon amidst wolves who WILL steal them among you, leaving you penniless if that's your plan. So here's to me trying to do what EYE think is right no matter your job or religion. That's called responsibility, education, integrity, or justice... mufukez. Video games save lives like Eminem raps so he doesn't have to really kill. TTT was meant to help you extra, but instead you tag along with something persisted by others that... could end up going very badly, esp. upon me. Well hey, you want something out of me and you have to bitch until you get it, right? It will never be your fault, either way. That's how they run this. So smear as much shit as you want... I regret giving people ideas now. I wish I was smarter, but I thought people were more friendly instead of being friendly for my knowledge for their keeps like sneaky, stealing snakes with friendly grins. Have you ever met those people esp. while young? Their VENOM could drive you to kill. I guess that's why steal and kill rhyme. Therefore, you may not like me... and -and... YOU WILL not like me. 0_0 Adam Lanza eyes ;) That's for "you," if you are or will come here. Enjoy freak#1's next post, guys! :D [highlight](User was permabanned for this post ("I'm sorry but get help/you cannot function here" - NiandraLades))[/highlight]

[QUOTE=Nihlism;48227142]Then you obviouslsy have a bad reading level. Even if I was a little incoherent, the sentences are not really incoherent. Plus, I included about how I was the idealist of it in my pursuit of becoming a "video game idealist," which was childish because what happened? Ah, it was the idea I didn't think of: people who take other people's ideas and make money from them! Just say, "Joe, there is no such thing as 'men in black who give you job offerings if you are smart enough and know how things work." Smallo, I don't like to RDM. My understanding psychology can hit you like a difficult math problem. I said TTT is already a deathmatch, which is meant to be a witty deathmatch for Counter-Strike, but with subtracting Counter terrorists and adding detectives, or "smart terrorists." Killing is what you do in a video game, Jesus and the law is what's their to preserve our freedom. Video games are primordial. So TTT SHOULD BE primordial as a deathmatch. You would not have as much fun without my ideas, unless you just want to play Satan and run off with something to call your own. ...get your ass another ass beaten; the VERY LAST one in your life! Sorry to bust all of your happy thoughts about the mod, but you have the double-standard of RDM vs. karma, and the senselessness with terrorists having detectives around as if the terrorist group is welcoming the police to help find their rat, traitor, or thief in their midst. Pretty much, TTT isn't finished and it was quickly packaged and shipped by the ones you will call creator, because they didn't have enough information to be sure about the mod; they wouldn't have gotten any money without me. BUT, you can give thanks to mom when she probably was telling me things to throw out a nigger not meant to live, "we take out the good and throw away the bad." Which may mean for my case, "well take what you know and throw you away." She kinda... has that seriously tough-shit attitude you can imagine your elders grew up with. It feels nice to die... Oh yeah. All my mind and ... feeligns... all to one day go... GO ESP. TO PEOPLE SO FUCKING LUCKY. I could give my soul to one of you... if only I could choose, and I don't mean as a spouse, but bondage in death; to be part of you. ... ... just know that for whatever or whoever you think I am, you're liking or loving a mod that was thought up by a guy like me. Love me, hate me, or love me in 51 ways without hating, but there's always Jesus for your failures, in case if any of you are just being jealous on top of being airheads who have no aim in life to the point of saying the same thing as the person above you. RDM doesn't exist, because technically nobody randomly kills. They always have a reason, whether it being boredom or not enough gameplay feats. Plus, some people get worse and end up killing people in life because they are treated bad. Partially, it's how you treat somebody that makes the difference. Think of hostage negotiators. If they said the wrong things, people would die. It's about the things you say and do. I'm not going to be your villain; I'm just desperate for a life, making money, and making money showing the world realizations I pondered upon amidst wolves who WILL steal them among you, leaving you penniless if that's your plan. So here's to me trying to do what EYE think is right no matter your job or religion. That's called responsibility, education, integrity, or justice... mufukez. Video games save lives like Eminem raps so he doesn't have to really kill. TTT was meant to help you extra, but instead you tag along with something persisted by others that... could end up going very badly, esp. upon me. Well hey, you want something out of me and you have to bitch until you get it, right? It will never be your fault, either way. That's how they run this. So smear as much shit as you want... I regret giving people ideas now. I wish I was smarter, but I thought people were more friendly instead of being friendly for my knowledge for their keeps like sneaky, stealing snakes with friendly grins. Have you ever met those people esp. while young? Their VENOM could drive you to kill. I guess that's why steal and kill rhyme. Therefore, you may not like me... and -and... YOU WILL not like me. 0_0 Adam Lanza eyes ;) That's for "you," if you are or will come here. Enjoy freak#1's next post, guys! :D[/QUOTE] You're sitting here rambling and making no sense, of course they aren't understanding your "idea". All I see is a wall of text that has poor grammar and spelling, which leaves me uninterested to read the entire thing. You have yet to give any real ideas of what would be done with your, again I quote unquote "idea". Karma is a way to make those who RDM have less of a chance to RDM because of the damage loss they receive, it gives a way to punish those playing who may kill an innocent by accident. It's a good way to make you want to try and do well so it doesn't impact you negatively. I suggest you compact your "ideas" into a small post that gets to the point and doesn't have this insane fluff. You aren't writing an essay for High School, you're trying to post to people on a public forum. Also from what I've read, get off your fuckin high horse. Anger management classes? Being top of airheads? Sneaky stealing snakes with friendly grins? Mate, you came here with a ridiculous post and expect everyone to hail you as a king, it isn't going to happen.

what the fuck did I just read

Hey, I'd be more apt to read it if you could shorten it down, please. I find it hard to concentrate on the entire post.

[QUOTE=SirSavary;48227432]what the fuck did I just read[/QUOTE] What's life?

[QUOTE]I have said a lot of things in my nervousness and needing to makeup for my failures in high school, and among them were prideful observations of my ideas for games in dream of being a gaming idea artist.[/QUOTE] how is this relevant [QUOTE]Joe Mendoza[/QUOTE] who? [QUOTE]In what may be a lifelong pursuit to have this legitimately, non-violently, and without condemning me for who I am with illness and despair till death[/QUOTE] ?!?!? [QUOTE]That is THE raw basic that inspired me to think up the mod[/QUOTE] You made TTT? [QUOTE]one with a lot of mumbo-jumbo my most deceitful followers will call "spam" and "incoherence"[/QUOTE] There's a reason they're saying that. [QUOTE]which is what puts me in fear for my life and my future in having sanity[/QUOTE] I don't think anyone is going to hurt you over TTT. Your sanity is a different story. [QUOTE]Let them know of my serious concern for the mod they made happen because of me[/QUOTE] I'll shoot Garry an email letting him know that they guy the used as the basis for TTT is butthurt. [QUOTE]Unfortunately, I wanted to utilize the best of modesty and humbleness to aid job offers or rewards; generally haste for helping me out. Instead, I'm not even excited these ideas of mine are now in my face.[/QUOTE] [URL="https://freelancer.com"]freelancer.com[/URL] [QUOTE]Please help stop this serious-sam; searching-for-a-serial-killer mess with TTT[/QUOTE] [IMG]http://i.imgur.com/pTXW2S9.jpg[/IMG] [QUOTE]Some of you may accuse me of being evil[/QUOTE] Not evil, just insane. [QUOTE]without any pursuit to make me mentally ill[/QUOTE] You're already there. I've read this post like 5 times and my brain is still having trouble processing it. What the fuck is this even?

[QUOTE=SirSavary;48227914]Long analysis about sanity and stuff [/QUOTE] Like I said, We should just ship gmod with darkrp.

[QUOTE=Kevlon;48227949]Like I said, We should just ship gmod with darkrp.[/QUOTE] what does this have to do with anything? to let people play multiplayer gamemodes in singleplayer? ???

[quote]Joe Mendoza[/quote] I found Joe Mendoza [img]https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQxdd7pYCUVKZBNBFW19CLP_LrJ1a-3IWgAN9c-i2wfADW5jA1QTw[/img]

Nice I really like the idea :) keep up the good work :)

man this guy is simply epic just so funny xd

So what I'm getting is that you claim to have given the creator of TTT the idea in the first place, but that he developed it into another thing than what you originally thought? Even if that [I]was[/I] the case, that would just mean that TTT is [I]not[/I] your idea, but simply a separate one inspired by it, meaning you can't claim it to be wrong. So even [I]if[/I] you're not lying, it's still wrong. Go make your own terrorist-themed free-for-all, it sounds like that's what you want and it's really not all that hard. And then you can claim [I]all[/I] the credit for it.

[QUOTE=serverwatch;48229452]Nice I really like the idea :) keep up the good work :)[/QUOTE] You and him are a match made in heaven.

[QUOTE=SirSavary;48227914]how is this relevant who? ?!?!? You made TTT? There's a reason they're saying that. I don't think anyone is going to hurt you over TTT. Your sanity is a different story. I'll shoot Garry an email letting him know that they guy the used as the basis for TTT is butthurt. [URL="https://freelancer.com"]freelancer.com[/URL] [IMG]http://i.imgur.com/pTXW2S9.jpg[/IMG] Not evil, just insane. You're already there. I've read this post like 5 times and my brain is still having trouble processing it. What the fuck is this even?[/QUOTE] SirSavory, most of your responses are like the others: lacking an essential reading level. Like I said, I don't know why or how YOU guys are here. Why aren't the other people here? If you want to make me look more nuts than I explained, fuck you. Zet0r, read above.

[QUOTE=Nihlism;48230621]SirSavory, most of your responses are like the others: lacking an essential reading level. Like I said, I don't know why or how YOU guys are here. Why aren't the other people here? If you want to make me look more nuts than I explained, fuck you. Zet0r, read above.[/QUOTE] Why: I browse this subforum How: It's on the internet and public facing What other people? I'm pretty sure everyone else saw your post and laughed it off.

[QUOTE=Nihlism;48230621]SirSavory, most of your responses are like the others: lacking an essential reading level. Like I said, I don't know why or how YOU guys are here. Why aren't the other people here? If you want to make me look more nuts than I explained, fuck you. Zet0r, read above.[/QUOTE] are you stupid? we're on a public forum, posting on your public thread, that's how and why we're here, you'd get a lot more positive responses to this thread if you weren't such a gigantic ass also "lacking an essential reading level"? don't be that guy who believes he's still in school and has to tell other people he's smarter than them

Kinda curious as to what else they had to see but on the other hand, what the actual fuck