I'm going insane. - General

Facepunch, Facepunch, quick! what is the worst prison you could be in right now? State? Federal? International? No, it's a prison of the heart and/or mind. And that's where I feel I am right now. I have no one to talk to so I figure, if I rant it out here I won't go completely insane. Well, Facepunch, like most of you (I assume) I've been alone for a while, and will probably be that way for a while yet to come. I feel like my friends are turning their backs on me, and that I'm going to end up sad, alone, and crazy in a very short time. And just a bunch of little shit just keeps piling up ( I've got 99 problems and a bitch is all of them! Am I right guys?... Guys? .. No? It's just me? okay... ) And I just don't know what to do anymore. Advice, compliments, anything really would be appreciated.

If you're feeling down find your talent. It could be anything, it could be doing jigsaws in under 10 seconds flat, it could be twiddling your thumbs or designing a really neat collage. Whatever it is hold onto it and remind yourself that you're good for something and keep at it. Your life is a roller coaster as cliche as it sounds, take the ups with the downs and ride it out when it gets tough because sooner or later it'll get better.

Depression. You probably feel like your life's not moving in the direction you want it to be, and you probably don't enjoy all the things you used to enjoy. Your motivation to make change happen is at an all-time low. Depression passes with time. The best advice I can give is to hold on tight.

[QUOTE=Snood_1990;34283968]If you're feeling down find your talent. It could be anything, it could be doing jigsaws in under 10 seconds flat, it could be twiddling your thumbs or designing a really neat collage. Whatever it is hold onto it and remind yourself that you're good for something and keep at it. Your life is a roller coaster as cliche as it sounds, take the ups with the downs and ride it out when it gets tough because sooner or later it'll get better.[/QUOTE] I've ridden this roller coaster like a back ally whore, I'm sick and tired of it, I feel like I'm going to throw up and I don't have a barf bag, and the person sitting next to me in this roller coaster of life is a crazy man with a box cutter.

maybe we'd be able to help if you actually took the time to explain the problem a bit more

Be cool, go to the Chat threads forum and check out the depression chat, you'll find people experienced and they'll tell you how to cope with this.

[QUOTE=Mr.Ken;34284070]maybe we'd be able to help if you actually took the time to explain the problem a bit more[/QUOTE] Friend ( girl ) got mad at me, I told mutual friends a secret of hers without thinking it was a secret, herpaderp brain criminalized, and dehumanized her, and I said terrible things about her. 2 girls recently said they would go out with me if they A. weren't a lesbian (even though she clearly isnt) and B. didnt have a boy friend( who lives 300+ miles away) and that doesnt go well with life long rejections out the ass. And people seem to just be drifting away from me, like all my close friends.

start lifting weights

You're pretty good with metaphors and analogies, be a writer.

[QUOTE=John Egbert;34284211]You're pretty good with metaphors and analogies, be a writer.[/QUOTE] Why thank you, I think so too, but when ever I try to write, I get really lazy, and say fuck it.

find some internet freinds they always cheer me up and iu try to cheer them up however don't expect to find your best pal ever right away took me a while during the time where i was constantly angry and depressed i found it DON'T GIVE UP HOPE!

[QUOTE=da_maul;34284260]find some internet freinds they always cheer me up and iu try to cheer them up however don't expect to find your best pal ever right away took me a while during the time where i was constantly angry and depressed i found it DON'T GIVE UP HOPE![/QUOTE] Will you be my friend :3 ?

Well, insane people don't know they're becoming insane, so by thinking you might turn insane you're probably not.

About depression passing in time, it is sort of true and sort of not true. I have been struggling in what seems to be the hardest fight of my life to get myself out of this hole Im stuck in, for several years, and I still haven't been able to reach the edge of that hole. In life I sometimes feel like the fat kid in PE class who just can't climb the rope. All I hope for is that I get the chance to return at the class reunion as the ribbed guy with the awesome job and laugh at the fat ex-jocks.

[QUOTE=Snake7;34284386]Well, insane people don't know they're becoming insane, so by thinking you might turn insane you're probably not.[/QUOTE] you got that from cach 22 didn't you

Hey man, life can be really shitty sometimes, but any life at all is better then none. No matter how depressed or how sad you get, just remember there is always a bright side to things. For me, it's meeting friends on the internet, playing some TF2 with them. Maybe going to see a movie with my dad or spend some time with my brother. It's the little things that get me through the day, and the promise of friendly conversation is what gets me out of bed. Meet some friends, find common ground. Be it movies, games, sports, TV shows. And just talk, have a good time. Also, big changes can really get you out of a depression, which is what you seem to have. Go do something you've always wanted to do, but never felt you've had the time for.

Go out and explore the world, if your in high school just wait until you're out, cause thats when you're life really starts, not these little relationship bullshits.

Well OP I know what you're going though, All my freinds left me when I was about 10, And I had been freind with them since I was about 5, I was alwas the youngest and they grew up without me, And for a long time afterwords I just hated everything, I still hate them for leaveing me but since then I'v done stuff they could never do. So if your freinds do leave you just rember that you will go on, Hell if you put your mind to it you can do anything, So don't lose hope just keep moveing on and if things do go down hill you can make things go up hill.

OP you are good writer :smile:

Get of the computer and go outside you lazy ass.

[QUOTE=Dynex223;34305869]Get of the computer and go outside you lazy ass.[/QUOTE] How about dont post like an ignorant person you ignorant ass?

[QUOTE=Dynex223;34305869]Get of the computer and go outside you lazy ass.[/QUOTE] I'm sure that someone suffering from depression is going to take really well to being called a lazy ass, prick.

Any relationship in school is a shit one, you think women are drama now, wait until you leave school, you have to realise no girl at your age is going to be taking anything serious, any smart one anyway.

I think the worst prison you could be in would be an Iranian one.

your wrong

My wrong what?

[QUOTE=MountainWatcher;34284099]Be cool, go to the Chat threads forum and check out the depression chat, you'll find people experienced and they'll tell you how to cope with this.[/QUOTE] The chat thread sucks and all they do is talk about medication and drugs. [QUOTE=Mac2468;34306670]My wrong what?[/QUOTE] Not yours anyway.

Insane people dont know/feel like they are going insane

DO: Play videogames Read a book Watch a movie Listen to Music Fap Get some exercise (go on a walk) DON'T: Get drunk Sleep for longer than normal Eat more than normal But do yourself a favor, write a story or something, I can tell you have a talent for writing.

Write erotic fictions including women with slanted vaginas.