so. what do you guys think.
backstory: i have ocd. major anxieties, depression, blah blah blah. i used to like this chick, could never talk to her, but i used to love reading her old posts on a site. she was really crafty with the lulz. anyways, i go on medication, get crazy anxieties and tell all dis. first was flattered, then started to play me D': ....second day into confessing she asks if i have a girlfriend. so i joke around, blah blah blah. eventually i ask her why she asks this while i was having this crazy anxiety attack one night. she wuz liek: oh, i ask everyone that.
._. then behind my back i find out she was saying i was under par, a lesbian lover, etc. xD she said it was all for jokes, but meh. anyways, i call her a fake, she calls me a stalker, blocks me, and goes on with her business (talks about me for a month). let alone, from medication difficulties to now even more anxieties (we are going to the same school). i avoid her, stay away from her, sit as far away as possible from hur. anyways, she gets upset with this. doesn't like it how im avoiding her. :/
so one day she sits at the same table as me with some of our mutual friends. they were working on a chem assignment. i helped them out; initially that chick was ignoring me. then after ignoring me, or when i was trying to help her out she would look at her friend and talk over me, she includes me into the conversation later on. i wuz like wtf m8. so, because of the anxieties it causes me to talk with her, i send her a facebook message, telling her to fuck off and take her shit and shuv it up her ass. she gets even more upset, comes talk to me, says how this whole thing was blown out of proportion, and she didn't want me to hate hur and stuff. no apology as far as im aware of :/
well i cut off mutual friendships. people started to harass me on the sole purpose to make me feel like her. i eventually get no friends, and whenever i start getting hounded by this chick i would send her a message telling her to fuck off. i've tried everything from apologizing, remaking friendships, etc, to get her to lay off. see, ever since she was cheated on by one of my somewhat of a friend and she basically made an oath to herself that she would become this egomaniac :/ she eventually gets fed up of me complaining about her hounding me and threatens me with the cops, eventually she tells me she'll get the school after me. non of that happened.
i fail a course, i don't do any of my work anymore. i'm trying to do engineering, can't focus. uf uf uf uf. anyways, i get a second chance to take a retest. hoping that her "watching", "hounding", etc would stop. it doesn't. she tells me she is allowed to sit where ever she likes and or her friends say she is unaware that she is starring at me, or just she denies everything. ._. .... so i drop out. eventually teh school wants me back in and when she started to hound me again, she started sitting next to me again. so the school talked to her. she says she doesn't want anything to do with me, but then ...... ya.
but im on new medication, it doesn't effect me as much. but then again, some nights, it gets to me.
well anyways, input pleeeease. ya, im a mess, always going over the same thing, but more random input helps. cheers.
(might be in the wrong section?)
yep, wrong section.
This should be in love advise or General Discussion.
I wish I could give you some advise though but all I can say is to either ignore her or keep at the teachers in your school or go to her parents and tell them what she is doing to you.
I laughed.
Death threat.
Don't wash for a month, and roll around in raw sewage.
[QUOTE=keatinator;20411642]This should be in love advise or General Discussion.
I wish I could give you some advise though but all I can say is to either ignore her or keep at the teachers in your school or go to her parents and tell them what she is doing to you.[/QUOTE]
cheers, ima post thar. :)
[QUOTE=lolwuttarcoptar;20411877]cheers, ima post thar. :)[/QUOTE]
That's okay, I like to help =]
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