• Crossdressing/Transgender Megathread v. There is an unicorn under my dress.
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I don't see the difference between having my nemesis at the other side of the planet or in the same room as me. I just don't mention anything at all, does even occur that I have polite conversations with the people I despise with all my willpower. And if someone is offensive towards me, I just keep my mouth sewn together. Thought most people did that since expressing onself in a manner whos intent is not to cause joy, just seems so illogical. And even in the most uneased times, I feel love for the chaos which does embrace this world, cause you cannot reach the top if you haven't been at the bottom. Anyway, enough of that! Just had a shower, dressed myself in the hello kitty sleepwear which I mentioned earlier and are planning to sleep a tad earlier than usual. Hopefully, I'll contact someone next week regarding hormones.
[QUOTE=Jawyen;37604467] Anyway, enough of that! Just had a shower, dressed myself in the hello kitty sleepwear which I mentioned earlier and are planning to sleep a tad earlier than usual. Hopefully, I'll contact someone next week regarding hormones.[/QUOTE] Natt! Sov gott och lycka till! :D (I totally didn't use google to translate.)
[QUOTE=KonKitten;37604534]Natt! Sov gott och lycka till! :D (I totally didn't use google to translate.)[/QUOTE] u cheated, scrub
[QUOTE=psychotic;37603812]I did years ago and I'm not sure if it helped at all, lost most of my friends.[/QUOTE] I wouldn't really consider them friends in the first place if you lost them because you told them you crossdress. If I told my group of friends that I wore women's clothing or wanted to be a girl, the worst that'd happen is that they might be a bit weirded out cause they don't really have any experience with that sort of thing.
So I forgot to mention, I got a new eyeliner pencil and mascara the other day. The pencil is soft and bold, so I really only need to apply once and I'm done! So tomorrow, I'm gonna take pictures of both after I clean myself up and a bath. I'm a fucking mess right now. ;-;
I went around to Kmart and ended up buying 2 pairs of pants, a skirt and a dress.
I want a skirt ;-;
I'm a superheroine now. At least I'd like to be...
mones have affected the way i act.. i just spend the best weekend ever.. for the first time in ages i could freely be myself and not get dysphoria. i went to tracon by accident an anime convention. it was filled with people cosplaying, rainbow badges and fursuits and stuff like that and i felt so home. im going to be joining all the cons here in finland in the future... and the best part was i just happens to be riding around tampere(400km away) and saw a friend who i hadnt seen in like half a year. i just hopped out of the car and told my friends im going to tracon and they dont have to find me and just go. the guy had had a crush for me for ages and i already ha turned him down (i was busy with my ex.by that time) but this time i was acting all giggly and shit around him and i just realized how much i wan to be with him which came to me out of the blue. i even spent the night cuddling with him. too bad he lives 200km away from me whats up with not finding anyone local hnngh. anyway he is coming over in two weeks and im going to play housewife. [editline]10th September 2012[/editline] also he is gay but im going to turn him bi/pan/whatever i already asked him if he will stop liking me because my body is turning female and he said that he still likes me. for now
Still gotta wait a couple months for them hormones but oh well. Apparently my endo isn't returning our calls for some reason, even though we were supposed to book a follow-up appointment. At least I still have one with the original doctor. I never post here anymore so I'm not sure if I should give a status update or somethin. School's boring, I look good with eyeliner n crap and my web design class is cool, I dunno. [editline]10th September 2012[/editline] oh yes one more thing I apparently walk like a girl naturally and get picked at for it :v:
[QUOTE=Jawyen;37604467]I don't see the difference between having my nemesis at the other side of the planet or in the same room as me. I just don't mention anything at all, does even occur that I have polite conversations with the people I despise with all my willpower. And if someone is offensive towards me, I just keep my mouth sewn together. Thought most people did that since expressing onself in a manner whos intent is not to cause joy, just seems so illogical. And even in the most uneased times, I feel love for the chaos which does embrace this world, cause you cannot reach the top if you haven't been at the bottom. Anyway, enough of that! Just had a shower, dressed myself in the hello kitty sleepwear which I mentioned earlier and are planning to sleep a tad earlier than usual. Hopefully, I'll contact someone next week regarding hormones.[/QUOTE] You know what you should buy? Matching striped panties and armwarmers Like the ones in your avatar
"like the ones in your avatar" [IMG]http://puu.sh/13Ly2[/IMG] Huh?
[QUOTE=Gravity Ponds;37612414]"like the ones in your avatar" [IMG]http://puu.sh/13Ly2[/IMG] Huh?[/QUOTE] Uhm, nothing.... I have no idea what he's talking about. [QUOTE=kaze4159;37612321]You know what you should buy? Matching striped panties and armwarmers Like the ones in your avatar[/QUOTE] I wish, but I'm scared :(
[QUOTE=Inufin;37611759]mones have affected the way i act.. i just spend the best weekend ever.. for the first time in ages i could freely be myself and not get dysphoria. i went to tracon by accident an anime convention. it was filled with people cosplaying, rainbow badges and fursuits and stuff like that and i felt so home. im going to be joining all the cons here in finland in the future... and the best part was i just happens to be riding around tampere(400km away) and saw a friend who i hadnt seen in like half a year. i just hopped out of the car and told my friends im going to tracon and they dont have to find me and just go. the guy had had a crush for me for ages and i already ha turned him down (i was busy with my ex.by that time) but this time i was acting all giggly and shit around him and i just realized how much i wan to be with him which came to me out of the blue. i even spent the night cuddling with him. too bad he lives 200km away from me whats up with not finding anyone local hnngh. anyway he is coming over in two weeks and im going to play housewife. [editline]10th September 2012[/editline] also he is gay but im going to turn him bi/pan/whatever i already asked him if he will stop liking me because my body is turning female and he said that he still likes me. for now[/QUOTE] oh god I'm a stumbling idiot compared to you ;~; I wanna do what you do so bad
[QUOTE=l l;37611037]I want a skirt ;-;[/QUOTE] [media][URL]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cy_Ttk291rI[/URL][/media] I have nothing better to do. I'm sorry.
I know how you feel. Currently rewatched the video over 36 times in a attempt to stalk your environment, but it's too dark. Being bored is boring.
Curtains are open and the light's on. Come at me bro. :V
[QUOTE=don818;37613697]oh god I'm a stumbling idiot compared to you ;~; I wanna do what you do so bad[/QUOTE] I'm the biggest [del]attention whore[/del] stumbling idiot there is. You can't take my title!!
[QUOTE=HorizoN;37614315]I'm the biggest [del]attention whore[/del] stumbling idiot there is. You can't take my title!![/QUOTE] I disagree.
ye we all know its inufin [editline]10th September 2012[/editline] them gays against my bible [editline]10th September 2012[/editline] also rofl cat fight
Mood swings worsening, therapists appointment pushed forwards.
[QUOTE=don818;37613697]oh god I'm a stumbling idiot compared to you ;~; I wanna do what you do so bad[/QUOTE] Oh god I am so bad at that kind of things it's not even funny I stopped trying long ago How do I romance?
You have to be smooth. Aka go fucking shave your legs
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Today is the day! The day of evil, independent doom of a thousand suns that shall echo through time. I need more strength! Beethoven, do not abandon me in this hour of destiny. Taking the day off, just to find time and courage to make one lousy call.
[QUOTE=KonKitten;37613947][media][URL]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cy_Ttk291rI[/URL][/media] I have nothing better to do. I'm sorry.[/QUOTE] That's not how you do it [video=youtube;e4hPhIC_qBA]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4hPhIC_qBA[/video] [editline]11th September 2012[/editline] [thumb]http://imgkk.com/i/xxjt.jpg[/thumb]
[QUOTE=KonKitten;37613947][media][URL]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cy_Ttk291rI[/URL][/media] I have nothing better to do. I'm sorry.[/QUOTE] thanks. can you buy me one now [editline]11th September 2012[/editline] [IMG]http://puu.sh/145si[/IMG]
Thought id get some pictures of those clothes I mentioned. [URL="http://i.imgur.com/piTGq.jpg"]Pants[/URL] [URL="http://i.imgur.com/YGjHD.jpg"]Skirt[/URL] [URL="http://i.imgur.com/0OySz.jpg"]and the dress.[/URL] Man, you can see the outline of my ribs so badly.
My mom is coming over today to see my therapist and help her understand me better. I'm glad its moving but I'm so scared at the same time. I'm already freaking out and am in the verge of crying and she isn't even here yet. Sometimes, like now, I just wanna give up. :c
Wow, I did it.... I can't believe I did it. I made the call to my former psychiatrist and confessed everything, feels rather unreal right now, as if I had dreamt it all. She will proceed by making contact with the right people since it is not in her line of work, but atleast it has all begun now. I will probably receive a call within the next few days with an appointment. The only thing which is bothering me now is the potential amount of time which may be required before I can get my hormones. I feel odd... It did all happen so fast...
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