Crossdressing/Transgender Megathread v. There is an unicorn under my dress.
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[QUOTE=T-Sonar.0;37826066]My therapist said any time before 25 is the best time to get the most out of HRT (I guess it's like how tesosterone has an engraving effect on the body over time) but you can start at any age, really.[/QUOTE]That relieves me a little I guess.
I'm quite annoyed at myself, I used to tell myself when I was 15 that I would never acknowledge my other side because it would just complicate life too much (much like gays lying to themselves I guess) but I recently realised what's the point in living an easier life if I physically hate myself the whole time.
After coming out about crossdressing to a friend recently for the first time everything just feels really weird, like I've physically stopped finding girls attractive in the same way? Has anyone else had anything like that? I still wouldn't say I could date a guy and be okay about it but the thought suddenly isn't as horrible as it was before :|
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[QUOTE=Jennifer...;37825979]What's the latest age people here have started HRT? I'm 22 :x
Anyone else from the UK here also?[/QUOTE]
Starting on it shortly after I turn 16, and I'm in Canada [home and native land]
[QUOTE=Jennifer...;37826197]That relieves me a little I guess.
I'm quite annoyed at myself, I used to tell myself when I was 15 that I would never acknowledge my other side because it would just complicate life too much (much like gays lying to themselves I guess) but I recently realised what's the point in living an easier life if I physically hate myself the whole time.
After coming out about crossdressing to a friend recently for the first time everything just feels really weird, like I've physically stopped finding girls attractive in the same way? Has anyone else had anything like that? I still wouldn't say I could date a guy and be okay about it but the thought suddenly isn't as horrible as it was before :|
[sp]Don't try and guess who this is an alt account of, if you have any guesses don't post them here.[/sp][/QUOTE]
I can see how things are for you. I'm pretty much the same. I also find only gays, and trans girls attractive. Straight guys are too weird, and just girls are eww.
[editline]27th September 2012[/editline]
Oh and denial is kinda common. I did that a lot and it only made it worse and made me want to kill myself a lot more. Denial is kinda bad, don't do it.
[QUOTE=don818;37826600]Oh and denial is kinda common. I did that a lot and it only made it worse and made me want to kill myself a lot more. Denial is kinda bad, don't do it.[/QUOTE]
For the longest time I had denied the way I feel due to people like my father and ex-stepdad teaching me that it was wrong to feel that way. All that accomplished was making me feel the same way as you said and hate myself and feel constantly depressed.
[QUOTE=Onyx3173;37826692]For the longest time I had denied the way I feel due to people like my father and ex-stepdad teaching me that it was wrong to feel that way. All that accomplished was making me feel the same way as you said and hate myself and feel constantly depressed.[/QUOTE]
Denial also kinda makes you nuts, because what happened with me is I tried to be the opposite of how I felt (eg: super badass marine who eats tyres for snacks and punches babies) but yea I kinda came off as a super badass autistic retard.
[QUOTE=don818;37826814]Denial also kinda makes you nuts, because what happened with me is I tried to be the opposite of how I felt (eg: super badass marine who eats tyres for snacks and punches babies) but yea I kinda came off as a super badass autistic retard.[/QUOTE]
I thought that was something you fathomed up while you were drunk one time. I told you you said that once and you didn't believe me? Or at least was shocked when I mentioned it.
[QUOTE=T-Sonar.0;37827239]I thought that was something you fathomed up while you were drunk one time. I told you you said that once and you didn't believe me? Or at least was shocked when I mentioned it.[/QUOTE]
It can't be both? I'm not gonna make excuses for shit, I was all kinds of fucked up.
[editline]27th September 2012[/editline]
[QUOTE=T-Sonar.0;37827239]I thought that was something you fathomed up while you were drunk one time. I told you you said that once and you didn't believe me? Or at least was shocked when I mentioned it.[/QUOTE]
Plus, you know, if I was actually trying to hide something I probably wouldn't be public and transparent especially with something you're definitely going to see.
[QUOTE=don818;37827294]It can't be both? I'm not gonna make excuses for shit, I was all kinds of fucked up.
[editline]27th September 2012[/editline]
Plus, you know, if I was actually trying to hide something I probably wouldn't be public and transparent especially with something you're definitely going to see.[/QUOTE]
Ah. I see.
Also I didn't say you were hiding something.
[QUOTE=don818;37826600]I can see how things are for you. I'm pretty much the same. I also find only gays, and trans girls attractive. Straight guys are too weird, and just girls are eww.[/QUOTE]Thanks for trying but that's not how I'd say things are for me, girls are definitely not ew. They're very nice but rather than wanting to be with them I find myself wanting to be them. I wouldn't want to sleep with one anymore, wouldn't want to take on such a male role right now.
Gay guys would be really bad too, they're gay so why would they want to be with a female inside such as me? They wouldn't, if they just wanted me for my body that would be awful.
[QUOTE=Jennifer...;37827549]Thanks for trying but that's not how I'd say things are for me, girls are definitely not ew. They're very nice but rather than wanting to be with them I find myself wanting to be them. I wouldn't want to sleep with one anymore, wouldn't want to take on such a male role right now.
Gay guys would be really bad too, they're gay so why would they want to be with a female inside such as me? They wouldn't, if they just wanted me for my body that would be awful.[/QUOTE]
Think my point flew by, girls ew as in sexually attracted. They're awesome and I want to be them, and I understand all that stuff, what works and what doesn't. Also the guy I was with was pretty cute, and he treated me alright, just was weird about the whole thing since he was closeted. When he wasn't worried about getting caught, he was super cute, and kind and treated me the way I needed to be. Buuuuuut yea, every other time it was kinda either cold shoulder, or get out of my life.
[QUOTE=l l;37825087]HoN made my eyes hurt.
If anyone here is ever up for dota add me on Steam. :h:
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I'm not bad!![/QUOTE]
Just let him go BH and watch the tears stream from the other team B)
[QUOTE=Jennifer...;37827549]Thanks for trying but that's not how I'd say things are for me, girls are definitely not ew. They're very nice but rather than wanting to be with them I find myself wanting to be them. I wouldn't want to sleep with one anymore, wouldn't want to take on such a male role right now[/QUOTE]
I want to be one and sleep with one :v:
of course I'd rather be all romantic n stuff.
thought about making an alt for this but, eh, fuck that.
Ok so here it goes, I kind of feel trans but I'm not sure. Like I definitely feel like I would be happier... but at the same time I tend to doubt myself.
[editline]28th September 2012[/editline]
Well, I'm talking to my friend about it and I'm not gonna lie, I'm fucking shaking
[editline]28th September 2012[/editline]
EVERYTHING WENT BETTER THAN EXPECTED
[QUOTE=Jennifer...;37827549]Gay guys would be really bad too, they're gay so why would they want to be with a female inside such as me? They wouldn't, if they just wanted me for my body that would be awful.[/QUOTE]
My boyfriend says that he is gay, but still considers me female and wants to be with me. There are people like that out there.
It all turned out great guys, I told two of my girl friends and they're completely awesome about it. I'm fucking holding back tears.
[QUOTE=Tomo Takino;37829453]Operation Pantyraid Kmart V.2.
[IMG]http://i.imgur.com/Lt6BF.jpg[/IMG]
Mission successful.[/QUOTE]
i guess you didn't miss the...
[img]http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_luz21oTIWs1r2g1vz.png[/img]
pantyraid
[QUOTE=Gar~;37829457]the purple/pink white striped ones are the best![/QUOTE]
I have those on now.
It would be nice if the next thread would have the most informative introduction ever, including guides to crossdressing and info regarding hormones, blockers and other related things :3
Since I guess it's something which people ask themselves quite often, yet some may be too shy to ask.
[QUOTE=Jawyen;37829765]It would be nice if the next thread would have the most informative introduction ever, including guides to crossdressing and info regarding hormones, blockers and other related things :3
Since I guess it's something which people ask themselves quite often, yet some may be too shy to ask.[/QUOTE]
I know where to get all that from :o
[QUOTE=don818;37826600]just girls are eww.
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I SEE HOW IT IS.
[editline]28th September 2012[/editline]
[QUOTE=Tomo Takino;37829453]Operation Pantyraid Kmart V.2.
[IMG]http://i.imgur.com/Lt6BF.jpg[/IMG]
Mission successful.[/QUOTE]
LOVE the black and orange ones
[editline]28th September 2012[/editline]
Oh geez I found a great deal on some Prismacolor markers online, I'm so happy now <3. I also begin a week break from college, so I can draw my little heart out and continue to study Japanese & Swedish when I have free time from working on college projects c;
Speaking of all my arty languagey stuff, what do you guys do in your free time/for hobbies? (hardmode: unless it involves sock puppet shows NO MENTIONS OF SOCKS c;)
How do I real life?
Yay, another day off school due to Migraines.
Jesus fuck, I need to go to the doctors.
[QUOTE=Liamhailhail2.0;37830950]Yay, another day off school due to Migraines.
Jesus fuck, I need to go to the doctors.[/QUOTE]
Dont die
[QUOTE=Liamhailhail2.0;37830950]Yay, another day off school due to Migraines.
Jesus fuck, I need to go to the doctors.[/QUOTE]
My mom and Sister have chronic migraines.
Try drinking some Caffeine. I've heard it helps.
[QUOTE=Jawyen;37829765]It would be nice if the next thread would have the most informative introduction ever, including guides to crossdressing and info regarding hormones, blockers and other related things :3
Since I guess it's something which people ask themselves quite often, yet some may be too shy to ask.[/QUOTE]
And this guide should be crafted piece by piece by us all!
If a guy started hormones before puberty, would they have the smallest dick imaginable?
I'd say it depends on one's imagination ;)
It would go so small, it'll end up turning into a vagina.
That was a joke.
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