[QUOTE=KinderBueno;47159260]Shes not scared I will do something, she knows I wont harm her physically or anything, and she knows I had mental breakdown 2 years ago because of everything, and she keeps saying she understands why I did it even though I don't understand how she remains still calm and doesn't get revenge on me.
[editline]17th February 2015[/editline]
I know I should see therapist, but I am really scared to because I've never gone to therapists, I would love to have person (even if paid) to whom I can just tell everything knowing that nobody else will find out about it, get some kind of analysis, some treatment and recovery procedure, but :
1) I am afraid they will report me and I will get locked up, even though I have no intensions of harming anyone.
2) As long as we are seeing each other every day - I don't think any kind of therapist can help.[/QUOTE]
Big big question: Did you ever remove those pictures from that porn site?
mental harm can lead to a physical pain.
[QUOTE=Snickerdoodle;47159312]Big big question: Did you ever remove those pictures from that porn site?[/QUOTE]
Yes, I also reverse searched all pictures and wherever those pics were leaked - I requested them to be removed which they did, also made sure pics don't appear on google. Really I am trying my best to remove everything, I am getting all fake profiles closed too, that's literally what I've been doing for the past few months. For now I think everything is clear. I am still doing search from time to time to make sure nothing pops up.
the fact that it's like "why is she NOT trying to completely ruin my life" really says a lot on its own about why you did what you did
[QUOTE=Cone;47159447]the fact that it's like "why is she NOT trying to completely ruin my life" really says a lot on its own about why you did what you did[/QUOTE]
I am not sure I get what you mean?
[QUOTE=KinderBueno;47159339]Yes, I also reverse searched all pictures and [B]wherever those pics were leaked - I requested them to be removed which they did, also made sure pics don't appear on google.[/B] Really I am trying my best to remove everything, I am getting all fake profiles closed too, that's literally what I've been doing for the past few months. For now I think everything is clear. I am still doing search from time to time to make sure nothing pops up.[/QUOTE]
as if that matters.
once a picture's uploaded on the internet it's staying there.
kinderbueno you're insane jesus christ. i don't even know where to begin with. what you've done is terrible and what you're doing right now (NOT GOING TO COLLEGE FOR THREE MONTHS) is even more pathetic. it's like you're living her life instead of yours now.
seek help ffs.
[QUOTE=MenteR;47159491]kinderbueno you're insane jesus christ. i don't even know where to begin with. what you've done is terrible and what you're doing right now (NOT GOING TO COLLEGE FOR THREE MONTHS) is even more pathetic. it's like you're living her life instead of yours now.
seek help ffs.[/QUOTE]
Well I am just trying to avoid showing up near her so she doesn't get frustrated.
also why would you ever share this on the internet??? you're lucky you didn't post this on a forum where the community would take "justice" for the girl and doxx you or whatever.
[QUOTE=KinderBueno;47159453]I am not sure I get what you mean?[/QUOTE]
well i mean your response to her mocking you was to put her pictures on porn sites, and now you're confused why she hasn't done a similar thing in response. it seems very clear that you just don't understand how a normal person is supposed to respond to such a thing, which is both why you acted like such a massive creep and also why she hasn't done as you expected
[QUOTE=MenteR;47159503]also why would you ever share this on the internet??? you're lucky you didn't post this on a forum where the community would take "justice" for the girl and doxx you or whatever.[/QUOTE]
well I am not sure to be honest why I posted it, irl responses from even mutual friends with her were completely different, but I guess I am stupid in the first place if I thought people on forums == in real life people.
how were they completely different? did they support your actions? because if they did tell me where you live so i can avoid that place completely during my lifetime.
[QUOTE=KinderBueno;47158996]I had that happen to me once,
Crush and her bf would talk shit about me and she tortured me morally by telling what she does with her bf, I flipped and and broke into her fb, [B]downloaded private pics and put on porn site.[/B]
2 years later (recently) she found out about it, information war began, I won. Because she couldn't do shit to me or she didn't let him to shit to me - he dumped her.
Such life. But that was worst case when I was mad, that's why I am gonna try avoiding girls now, I have this thing where if I like someone really I will fall into friendzone and suffer badly.[/QUOTE]
By the way... that's illegal now, pretty sure it was then too, but now it's very illegal.
Now that we've spent a page and a half getting our kicks by reminding someone how horribly sick and fucked up they are can we resume normal thread programming
[QUOTE=KinderBueno;47159260]
I know I should see therapist, but I am really scared to because I've never gone to therapists, I would love to have person (even if paid) to whom I can just tell everything knowing that nobody else will find out about it, get some kind of analysis, some treatment and recovery procedure, but :
1) I am afraid they will report me and I will get locked up, even though I have no intensions of harming anyone.
2) As long as we are seeing each other every day - I don't think any kind of therapist can help.[/QUOTE]
1) A therapist can only report you if they think you're a danger to others and yourself, so basically if you're a murderer, arsonist and/or rapist and are murdering, arsoning (yes I know) and raping at the time they're seeing you. At least here in merry old England it's that way.
2) Trust me they can.
Dad got into a car accident, for the first time I know of. Lost control of the car on the ice and plowed into oncoming traffic.
Apparently the car is totaled, so we have to get a loan, get a new car, etc. No one else was in the car at the time, which was pretty lucky considering the side of the car that got smashed was the passenger side. Lucky, no one was hurt. What a pain this is going to be, all due to an accident.
Damn
8 loses in csgo so far :x
I guess I take a break from this game for weeks, if not months.
Wow I'm so sorry guys, didn't think that would start up something.
[QUOTE=Davidn64;47160309]8 loses in csgo so far :x
I guess I take a break from this game for weeks, if not months.[/QUOTE]
Bro don't take a break from CS:GO you'll get worse. The best advice I can give you is to take a break from comp. Go to DM servers or aim servers. Just practice and listen to some music to relax you. If you take a break you will be rusty.
[QUOTE=doomevil;47160804]Wow I'm so sorry guys, didn't think that would start up something.[/QUOTE]
I doubt you could have predicted it. It's not common for someone to just drop in and mention something like that out of nowhere.
[QUOTE=Vantes14;47160857]Bro don't take a break from CS:GO you'll get worse. The best advice I can give you is to take a break from comp. Go to DM servers or aim servers. Just practice and listen to some music to relax you. If you take a break you will be rusty.[/QUOTE]
Just like me when I dropped TF2 for a good 3 weeks. The best way to get better is to get at least a little rest like 1 or 2 days and then comeback.
I'm the audio technician for a film project (THE film project) this semester and literally everything everyone has left to do before production rides on the locations manager getting his shit done, and he's buggered off and doesn't respond to anybody ever.
Production is supposed to be March 2-5 and we're all set and ready to go, but I need to go in and test the acoustics of the locations, our DOP needs to check it for lighting so he knows which film to buy (we're using 16mm film for this), which the producer also needs for the budget book, the assistant director needs all this shit to write up a schedule and call sheet for all the crew and unpaid interns (red: first years)
I mean, everyone is literally all done except for things that require locations to be locked in to do, we've got two weeks minus a day until production, and it takes a week for our film to be shipped. WE WERE DOING SO WELL UP UNTIL NOW.
The worst part is that we ran into this problem two production meetings ago and our teacher told us that our art department girl would have to pick up the slack, which she was more than willing to do, but the locations guy came in the week after and had made decent progress, so we figured he was still there. Now he's gone AWOL and even if we decided to say fuck it and send our art department girl in, we'd have to start from square 1 and the fucking bureaucracy we have to contend with to film AT A CAMPUS BELONGING TO OUR OWN SCHOOL is unbelievable.
I am having the worst case of explosive diarrhea
[b]explosive[/b]
my butthole is on fire right now
What's up with post officers and not wanting to get out of their truck? I shoveled a path through the snow specifically for them, and when the lady drove up she told me I was crazy. Are you that lazy that you can't walk 5 feet to my mailbox? I even made sure to put a little more salt in that area so it wouldn't ice up. She even asked me to put the mail in my neighbor's box(which was also clear). 2nd time this has happened. Come on.
[QUOTE=fudge blood;47161408]I am having the worst case of explosive diarrhea
[b]explosive[/b]
my butthole is on fire right now[/QUOTE]
Apply dairy products to the inflammated area.
In other news, I just broke TWO scissors trying to cut a zip tie. GRGHGHGRR
[QUOTE=ProtoMob;47161757]Apply dairy products to the inflammated area.
In other news, I just broke TWO scissors trying to cut a zip tie. GRGHGHGRR[/QUOTE]
what kind of terrible scissors do you have that you broke [I]two[/I] trying to cut a zip tie? :v:
[QUOTE=Waffle Lord;47161677]What's up with post officers and not wanting to get out of their truck? I shoveled a path through the snow specifically for them, and when the lady drove up she told me I was crazy. Are you that lazy that you can't walk 5 feet to my mailbox? I even made sure to put a little more salt in that area so it wouldn't ice up. She even asked me to put the mail in my neighbor's box(which was also clear). 2nd time this has happened. Come on.[/QUOTE]
Next time that happens, ask her to pay you.
She's expecting you to do part of her job, expect her to give you part of her pay!
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47161029]Holy fucking shit, it just didn't stop snowing last night.
[img]https://fbcdn-sphotos-e-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpa1/v/t1.0-9/q81/s720x720/10991412_10155266849750574_3279461679917909686_n.jpg?oh=fca1336e328694b66fdabd69c31e80c9&oe=55853E0C&__gda__=1434927754_9da9df3b4f53cfe30dafc21b267dcbf4[/img]
4 fucking hours outside shovelling.[/QUOTE]
You are joking with that picture right? Holy shit, i mean i didn't know snow that high can exist even though i have a childhood picture where i'm standing in snow up to my neck.
I'm getting pissed.
My mom wont give me any of the fucking internet password and account stuff so I can activate this shit. Also, apparently she is saying that she is canceling it again. It was already supposed to be reactivated like a month and a half ago. This is fucking retarded and I'm at the end of my rope.
I've been using my neighbors internet going on [I]almost 6 months now[/I]. How they haven't found out I don't know. Also, I'm too broke to afford my own high speed line so I'm fucked if they find out, I would basically fail my class this semester since it is for web design and I have like zero free time to go to the library because of work.
Oh and I almost called the cops because that bitch grabbed the fucking hammer again.
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