It's complicated...
We were best buds one day then *poof* total strangers the next.
which sucks ass 'cause our mutual friend knows i'm crazy for that girl and i don't want him to tell on me and shit
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47180085]"See Alex? Look how fucking cold it is! This is a record breaking storm! Where's your proof for global warming now?"
Stop.
Talking.
You stupid fuck.[/QUOTE]
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQlHaGhYoF0[/media]
UTI flare up, kill me kill me kill me
[QUOTE=fudge blood;47180233]UTI flare up, kill me kill me kill me[/QUOTE]
I know the pain, and I know it's typically even worse for women... Thankfully they aren't too hard to get rid of.
When games don't properly acknowledge gameplay as a part of it's story. It's like, why am I here?
[QUOTE=KinderBueno;47152962]Whole modern culture pisses me off kind of, specifically sex/nudity/dirtiness in public TV, music, ads, texts.
I think that's something that should be kept private for everyone themselves rather than being used to get attention of public and cause some hype over something specifically.
World flips and goes ape shit crazy over violent-ish games while nobody gives a crap about all of my above statements.
It may not be a big deal for some, but well I guess I can say I am a bit moved in head, whenever I see something hinting/relating to sex or nudity or has dirty context under it - I immediately lose my shit and get angry, bad mood, depression and am literally ready to flip at everyone. Idk, I think I need some help from professionals, I don't think that's normal anyway.
Recently I absolutely went crazy over the 50 shades of grey movie but not so much of movie content than the song of it. The song sang by Ellie Goulding, I used to like her and her songs but after this song - I started absolutely hating her, deleted all music I had related to her, that song she made for movie is just full of dirt context.
I know I am moved in head probably, that's what pisses me off anyway. Any comments?[/QUOTE]
I can understand this to an extent. Going to drastic lengths because of the fact that you're angered about something like that is a bit of a sign that you should get help.
[sp]let's not forget the other stuff too i mean holy crap dude[/sp]
I remember as a kid I used to always be sort of angered when my parents watched a comedy movie with sex scenes or a sex-based comedy, or just anything sexual, because I didn't like seeing sex just relentlessly flailed around on the screen without context (or something like that.). Nowadays I'm still sort of that like that in the way that I have a preference for intimate sex over casual sex. Not that I wouldn't [I]have[/I] casual sex but it's just a preference.
i dunno if that makes sense or not
People who think that appropriating X trait from the 19th-early 20th century makes them manly, whether it's wearing shit like fedoras or growing shitty handlebar mustaches, talking in a ridiculous way or treating women in a way that's unneeded, uncomfortable, and awkward as hell because you're ~respectful~ and ~know how to treat women right~.
This fucking internet. For the past few weeks, it keeps cutting out randomly, going out for hours, hell there were times when we didn't have any for almost 24 hours. What the fuck? And i live in a large city, and the weather is fine around here, they have literally no excuse. Even in the beginning when we first switched to Virgin it was shit for weeks. And let's not even talk how they block a bunch of sites, and i'm not just talking about piratebay here and yet they fail to block their proxies. Fucking useless.
Can't complain about the speed though, when it's not being shit.
my flu is pissing me off
im near choking from coughing
i can barely sleep
my nose is clogged 24/5
my stamina is nonexistant
and to finish it off i can barely talk I LOVE MY LIFE
[QUOTE=Paranoia10;47180009]Down the shitter.
Bad grades, only one friend IRL, crushes on a girl that (likely) hates me... and so many other things...[/QUOTE]
Having friends isn't always the nicest thing in the world, I understand how you feel for the crushs issue... Its a bitch
I'm ugly as fuck.
I always thought people just said it to fuck around so I just ignored them, but now I have realized that they were saying it for real.
Sometimes I wish I could just wear a mask all day or a hat so people won't be able to see my face.
I know that a mask or a hat would grab more attention than an ugly face, but honestly, I'd rather look silly than look ugly.
When I first think about it, I just hink I'm just making shit up and that I actually look better than I think.
But then I remember what people have told me, it's not just one guy calling me names, it's a lot of people who do, people who are somewhat close to me too. It wasn't only once, but a lot of times in the past too.
If it's frequent and constant among different persons in different events then it must be true.
It pisses me off when I get mixed feelings whenever my significant other talks to a cousin of his ex's. I'm not, jealous per say, I don't think?? I don't really know, it seems like it, but he's just the only person I ever really talk to, online, and probably irl too sooo yeah. I mean, short conversations with my friends yeah, but I never hang out with them anymore, and I barely ever talk with my online ones that I at least used to have. I guess it can be called loneliness which is really freaking petty of me. Telling my bf is definitely a no go, wouldn't want him thinking any less of me, haha. [B]EDIT: [/B] And ironically, he's invited me to a call with her, and him. Huh.
[QUOTE=magicactus;47183691]It pisses me off when I get mixed feelings whenever my significant other talks to a cousin of his ex's. I'm not, jealous per say, I don't think?? I don't really know, it seems like it, but he's just the only person I ever really talk to, online, and probably irl too sooo yeah. I mean, short conversations with my friends yeah, but I never hang out with them anymore, and I barely ever talk with my online ones that I at least used to have. I guess it can be called loneliness which is really freaking petty of me. Telling my bf is definitely a no go, wouldn't want him thinking any less of me, haha. [B]EDIT: [/B] And ironically, he's invited me to a call with her, and him. Huh.[/QUOTE]
I don't think any less of you <3.
On topic though my step-dad recently decided to move the modem, router and other stuff of that nature to my room due to the Ethernet cord going from my computer all the way to his room being crudely put out the way, so of course all of that works fine and unfortunately my Ethernet connection is fucked until then because we have no idea what's causing it to not recognize the cord.
Working off wireless for now, better than nothing.
[QUOTE=VietRooster2;47183716]I don't think any less of you <3.
On topic though my step-dad recently decided to move the modem, router and other stuff of that nature to my room due to the Ethernet cord going from my computer all the way to his room being crudely put out the way, so of course all of that works fine and unfortunately my Ethernet connection is fucked until then because we have no idea what's causing it to not recognize the cord.
Working off wireless for now, better than nothing.[/QUOTE]
WHy hOw did you-- never mind you go on this forum all the time, omg I'm just (cue explosion)
Thank you though <33
Um I'm sorry you had to stumble upon this, and yeah we need better technology in the future for real.
Why is it recommendation systems always seem to suck ass? They only seem to take account what you did in the past 5 minutes. Oh, I see you watched a video of something on a talk show, let me flood your recommendations with talk shows. Or hey, I see you watched a Skyrim mod showcase, let me shove your recommendations full of pornographic skyrim mod showcases from creepy teenagers for months on end, no matter what you're watching!
Steam isn't much better. Trying to find games I might like and because I played Hitman and Insurgency this week apparently I'm all about that stealth and co-op shooters babyyyyyyyyyy
'Well gee, you want to talk to someone while verifying game data files?
too bad fuck you, you get ding sound"
thx steam
"Oh hey! Let's meet up tomorrow!"
"Yeah, sure! I would love to"
Don't reply to calls and messages.
I'm really noticing that the little bubble that is my world right now is a certainly a little bubble, and it's about to get burst, the other day some distant family members genuinely thought I was sexist because they watch a far right news channel and found out I'm into computer games.
Out there are people who are opposed to vaccinations, people that are adamant that global warming is a myth and morons who want LGBT people to be 'cured' of their 'disease'.
I really hope all this shit dies when my generation are the ones controlling politics, education and the media. But I know it won't, stupid people are stupid, no matter what world they were brought up in.
[QUOTE=Araknid;47184189]'Well gee, you want to talk to someone while verifying game data files?
too bad fuck you, you get ding sound"
thx steam[/QUOTE]
sucks, but you can use steamcommunity.com/chat when that happens if it's important.
So 3 or more months ago I preordered GTA V PC retail. Then, about a month later, I sent an e-mail trying to cancel the order so I could preorder on Steam instead because of stuff like not having to mess with discs and keys.
I still haven't gotten my money back. What the fuck is this shit? Isn't this illegal?!
My mom is like a human crackpot theory generator. Latest theory: all the chemicals in our food these days is what's making all these gay people be gay.
both of my parents are sick with what may be the flu and they don't understand that being close to someone who [I]isn't[/I] sick will just end up getting [I]them[/I] sick as well.
Man I really hate when you're stuck on a tough puzzle in a video game and are looking for solutions online, but all you ever find is the direct answer without ever learning HOW they figured it out
I'm playing AC Brotherhood alot lately and all of those cipher puzzles stump me and I've been forced to resort to this
[QUOTE=Sgt. Nikolai;47183300]I'm ugly as fuck.
I always thought people just said it to fuck around so I just ignored them, but now I have realized that they were saying it for real.
Sometimes I wish I could just wear a mask all day or a hat so people won't be able to see my face.
I know that a mask or a hat would grab more attention than an ugly face, but honestly, I'd rather look silly than look ugly.
When I first think about it, I just hink I'm just making shit up and that I actually look better than I think.
But then I remember what people have told me, it's not just one guy calling me names, it's a lot of people who do, people who are somewhat close to me too. It wasn't only once, but a lot of times in the past too.
If it's frequent and constant among different persons in different events then it must be true.[/QUOTE]
I know how you feel. I got called ugly alot in school growing up and it really hit me hard. I don't think I look great either. :C
Well we unfucked our locations situation, but I feel like our DOP is irritated with me because I'm not going with him and the director today because, quite frankly, there isn't much for me as the audio director to do there. Gathering acoustics information won't take very long, and setting up audio equipment even less so, especially when I'm going to have first-years there to help me.
Stupid anxiety.
[QUOTE=Sgt. Nikolai;47183300]I'm ugly as fuck.
I always thought people just said it to fuck around so I just ignored them, but now I have realized that they were saying it for real.
Sometimes I wish I could just wear a mask all day or a hat so people won't be able to see my face.
I know that a mask or a hat would grab more attention than an ugly face, but honestly, I'd rather look silly than look ugly.
When I first think about it, I just hink I'm just making shit up and that I actually look better than I think.
But then I remember what people have told me, it's not just one guy calling me names, it's a lot of people who do, people who are somewhat close to me too. It wasn't only once, but a lot of times in the past too.
If it's frequent and constant among different persons in different events then it must be true.[/QUOTE]
let them have their cosmetic beauty, they're fucking rotten inside
be a better person than them
[QUOTE=Smallheart;47185233]My mom is like a human crackpot theory generator. Latest theory: all the chemicals in our food these days is what's making all these gay people be gay.[/QUOTE]
The romans must've drank pure food colouring rather than wine.
[QUOTE=Richardroth;47185748]I know how you feel. I got called ugly alot in school growing up and it really hit me hard. I don't think I look great either. :C[/QUOTE]
I like how you look :( , Your actually quite handsome (No homo)
[QUOTE=Smallheart;47185233]My mom is like a human crackpot theory generator. Latest theory: all the chemicals in our food these days is what's making all these gay people be gay.[/QUOTE]
"But mom, if you eat the food too, why aren't [i]you[/i] gay?"
"Don't be stupid, honey, women can't be gay!"
She also believes that being gay can only stem from some kind of traumatic event in someone's childhood, specifically some kind of sexual abuse.
Today she said she's uncomfortable with my gay friend being alone with/babysitting my son, because, and all she would say is, "abuse begets abuse," implying that my gay friend [I]who can only possibly be gay because someone sexually assaulted him when he was young[/I] is gonna rape my son the first chance he gets.
She's getting crazier and crazier every time I see her. I know in her weirdly hyper-religious way she means well, but she's kicked the logic she once had to the curb.
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