My sole entrenched soul, as judicator Death my name as hole, through shadows my purpose and goal I welcome the eternal foe; Mortality of the living light, however though thriving the seeds of time sprouting, filling your pond is binding, for my contract ends in drowning.
Spent entire shift on register I usually hate, have a great day anyway
I feel so natural as opposed to riddled with anxiety, time to celebrate with another bowl because I've not felt this good for a while
[editline]23rd April 2013[/editline]
[QUOTE=Memnoth;40387729]Do you know what the greatest fear in my life currently is? The mailman. If he is outside my door walking towards it and at the same time I open my door to check the mailbox, I get completely lost mentally. What is the social protocol in this situation? Do I run inside and close the door and wait for him to leave? Do I greet this unknown person and wait for him to put it in the box by just standing there staring at him? Does this mean I have to develop a friendly relationship with my mailman that require exchange of greeting phrases?
I don't want a friendly relationship with my mailman. I prefer the relationship status of non-existent.
Wait, I think I got it, I can pretend to walk away from my home instead and hide in a bush until he leaves the area. If he sees me he'll think I'm a nut-job but I'd rather have a nut-job relationship protocol than a friendly one.[/QUOTE]
if that happened to me I'd just walk outside, say hello and get it, either from him or from the mailbox if it's already in there
you don't need to develop a relationship to say hi every once in a while
[QUOTE=Faren;40388414]if that happened to me I'd just walk outside, say hello and get it, either from him or from the mailbox if it's already in there
you don't need to develop a relationship to say hi every once in a while[/QUOTE]
Good thing to know, last time I was so startled by his fast approach to my door that I jumped one feet up and froze staring at the ground. I guess I just didn't see him.
It should be noted also that I have a bad history of taking the wrong things from people. With bad history I mean a near photographic memory of me accidentally taking both my own and a friends painting we made in kindergarten home with me. As my dad picked up the first painting from my backpack he said "Ah! A miracle Picasso painting!", to which I replied "That's not mine.".
That was the last time my dad ever gave me a compliment.
Am I just really awkward, or am I the only person who doesn't know how to initiate sex?
Because I have a close friend who's also gay, pretty sure we're mutually attracted, and it's only a matter of time before it happens. But I don't know HOW.
Initiate kissing first, proceed in a sexward direction
[QUOTE=cheetahben;40388576]Am I just really awkward, or am I the only person who doesn't know how to initiate sex?
Because I have a close friend who's also gay, pretty sure we're mutually attracted, and it's only a matter of time before it happens. But I don't know HOW.[/QUOTE]
I'm 22 years old and have never been to a party, I have never been in a relationship, I farted loudly at the first Wushu practice session, remind me to take a shit before training and not after. I have an inability to make friends and will probably sit in an apartment for the rest of my life with neither friends or family left in the end.
No, you are not awkward.
Nobody's going to think you're an asshole for trying to get with someone, just don't act like a douchebag.
So I took that second ghb pill last night. I wokeup in a daze with a fucking trashed room and my parents yelling at me wtf.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;40387865][IMG]http://i.imgur.com/aCh7kgR.gif[/IMG][/QUOTE]
Excellent, a new bong emote for my collection.
[QUOTE=ATribeCalledQ;40388971]So I took that second ghb pill last night. I wokeup in a daze with a fucking trashed room and my parents yelling at me wtf.[/QUOTE]
Why did you take ghb in the first place?
Why do people take drugs in the first place?
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40389246]Why do people take drugs in the first place?[/QUOTE]
Has it got any good effects except the fact it can be used as a date-rape drug? (haven't researched it, so excuse me if I sound like a total layman)
[QUOTE=jonashappy;40389268]"Cuz there dum LOL."
Seriously though, mindtwistah is right, why do people take drugs? Because they like how it makes them feel. Its pretty simple[/QUOTE]
I just asked, because there is this social stigma around ghb and I've NEVER heard about it being used recreationally.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40389246]Why do people take drugs in the first place?[/QUOTE]
"Cuz there dum LOL."
Seriously though, mindtwistah is right, why do people take drugs? Because they like how it makes them feel. Its pretty simple
[QUOTE=cheetahben;40388576]Am I just really awkward, or am I the only person who doesn't know how to initiate sex?
Because I have a close friend who's also gay, pretty sure we're mutually attracted, and it's only a matter of time before it happens. But I don't know HOW.[/QUOTE]
Hahah! I've never heard anyone ask that question before. From my experience, the gay friends I have always seem open about casual sex with their gay friends, so were I you I'd just be upfront about it and confess your attraction and desire to sleep with him. He'll tell you what's up either way.
[editline]23rd April 2013[/editline]
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40389246]Why do people take drugs in the first place?[/QUOTE]
Entertainment, relaxation, stress relief, it's an icebreaker and excellent social tool. I personally smoke weed on the daily for a myriad of reasons, not limited to my moods, attitude, and general outlook on life. Other recreational drugs I occasionally simply get the desire for, and sometimes I'm just bored and hey, drugs are fun.
[QUOTE=Hammerz;40389265]Has it got any good effects except the fact it can be used as a date-rape drug? (haven't researched it, so excuse me if I sound like a total layman)
I just asked, because there is this social stigma around ghb and I've NEVER heard about it being used recreationally.[/QUOTE]
It has plenty of recreational value. It's like a hornier version of alcohol without the hangover.
Isn't GHB really addictive?
it's alcohol's sexy sister
[QUOTE=Satansick;40389387]Isn't GHB really addictive?[/QUOTE]
As addictive as alcohol or benzo.
[QUOTE=Hammerz;40389233]Why did you take ghb in the first place?[/QUOTE]
Every time I hold a GABA-stimulating substance in the form of a pill, powder or liquid in my hand I ask myself the following question: "Why not?"
I have woken up naked on the floor countless times during my time with alcohol. Entire body shivering with being cold, the entire room smells of farts for some reason.
I have achieved the highest amount of chore productivity during long blackouts on benzodiazepines, like cleaning my entire apartment, doing laundry, buy groceries, assure the cashier that I'm fine and played through entire games without remembering shit.
Do you know what that means? That means that I have a problem, but more to the point: I like the feeling of being affected by GABA-agonists, it makes everything so much easier, and sometimes, it just feels so damn good.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40389346]It has plenty of recreational value. It's like a hornier version of alcohol without the hangover.[/QUOTE]
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It was like xanax, fucking mexican who sold it to me was all "eyy ese I got these two ghb pills for $5, take one and you'll be feeling good like a roll".
But I just cleaned my room and I still feel like I'm in a daze. I like it better than benzo's in the fact that benzo's make me a pissed off bastard.
Bought this yesterday at the Dr
[t]http://i.imgur.com/USaQ41T.jpg[/t]
Much easier to carry around than a paper with your prescription
[QUOTE=Dougz;40389654]Bought this yesterday at the Dr
[t]http://i.imgur.com/tSisR2W.jpg[/t]
Much easier to carry around than a paper with your prescription[/QUOTE]
wtf your names not doug
lol nope. Dougz is short for my previous username. Mcdougle69, who is permanently banned.
[editline]23rd April 2013[/editline]
long live Mcdougle69!
[QUOTE=Dougz;40389799]lol nope. Dougz is short for my previous username. Mcdougle69, who is permanently banned.
[editline]23rd April 2013[/editline]
long live Mcdougle69![/QUOTE]
shh, must keep of secret.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;40388641]I'm 22 years old and have never been to a party, I have never been in a relationship, I farted loudly at the first Wushu practice session, remind me to take a shit before training and not after. I have an inability to make friends and will probably sit in an apartment for the rest of my life with neither friends or family left in the end.
No, you are not awkward.[/QUOTE]
Memnoth I would be your friend, I too am in a similar position though not as bad in terms of anxiety. You're a very kind person and who wouldn't love that? You're more unique than any member on DD I can recall, the way you present yourself over text is intriguing but you put yourself down too much. You're one of the people on DD I will probably remember years after discontinuing my visits here. If I was a master of words like you this response may have been more charming.
[QUOTE=Hammerz;40389265]Has it got any good effects except the fact it can be used as a date-rape drug? (haven't researched it, so excuse me if I sound like a total layman)
I just asked, because there is this social stigma around ghb and I've NEVER heard about it being used recreationally.[/QUOTE]
The majority of GHB manufactured is for medical or recreational use not date rape. Pretty much any downer can be used for date rape. GHB has a similar high to alcohol, Benzos and imo it has a few effects similar to MDMA though you can't compare them. I haven't done it in forever so I can't explain it too well so here: [URL]http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/ghb/ghb.shtml[/URL] I used it in party situations otherwise it isn't that great alone, though you can still have some fun and fucked up times(Or chill with someone you wanna fuck even better).
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;40390231]Memnoth I would be your friend, I too am in a similar position though not as bad in terms of anxiety. You're a very kind person and who wouldn't love that? You're more unique than any member on DD I can recall, the way you present yourself over text is intriguing but you put yourself down too much. You're one of the people on DD I will probably remember years after discontinuing my visits here. If I was a master of words like you this response may have been more charming.[/QUOTE]
That's the kindest thing anyone's ever said to me. We share pain and identify ourselves with each other in unification bound by perseverance in the brotherly bliss of empathy. I call thee brother, for it is in the Buddhist way we unite through the thrones before our own computer desks, windows as tools to reach out and touch.
Man, anyone that tokes a bowl I would gladly be friends with.
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