• The Addicts' Lounge V. Sniff Triznits err' day
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[QUOTE=jonashappy;40444609]That doesnt make sense lol, if you had the kilo of coke, you wouldnt be thinking about eating because you'd be all coked out with your appetite supressed. It would be so shitty to do drugs in prison, like youve got the high but you have nothing to do with it.[/QUOTE] I dunno man, sitting in that room all day, I'd rather be high than sober, well then again It'd really depend on the drug and how I was feeling etc. Curses memnoth, makin me double post, cutting my auto-merge!
last night was fun, drank and smoked with my friends. We played ping pong and l4d2, there was one point where i put sunglasses on because i felt like the screen was too bright and played a whole survival round with them on. I felt like it helped.
I watched that jap film, "Mindgame" with a couple friends while just kinda stoned. I watched it on acid last monday, funny thing I've been told to never watch movies on acid because it's unpleasant, but we weren't feeling like the acid had hit us that hard yet. During the film it did, and quite hard. It was an intense experience and all of the scenes, their sequential following and the way in which they are graphically presented felt hella wack.
memnoth i kinda have the same thing. you know what it is though don't you? it's a lack of proper mental obligation to respond properly to people. when i say kinda i mean i pretty much ignore everyone by default. well normally. i try really really hard to fake being an awesome, helpful and mindful person. but to be honest it's an act most of the time. [editline]27th April 2013[/editline] also mem a good way to get around people hassling you is to just make it very apparent that you have both headphones in and music turned up. that way they think, "why bother asking him he can't even hear me"
[QUOTE=NeoSeeker;40446889]memnoth i kinda have the same thing. you know what it is though don't you? it's a lack of proper mental obligation to respond properly to people.[/QUOTE] A failure in mirroring peoples emotions emphatically can be defined as autistic behavior, as this is what you describe, you may have high functioning autistic behavior as well. [QUOTE=NeoSeeker;40446889]when i say kinda i mean i pretty much ignore everyone by default. well normally. i try really really hard to fake being an awesome, helpful and mindful person. but to be honest it's an act most of the time.[/QUOTE] Acting is part of life, the fact that you even bother to act this way shows you really care about others. [QUOTE=NeoSeeker;40446889]also mem a good way to get around people hassling you is to just make it very apparent that you have both headphones in and music turned up. that way they think, "why bother asking him he can't even hear me"[/QUOTE] That's a good idea, I have considered the same. By the way, sorry for calling you arrogant a couple of months ago, it's been tormenting me as I understand you better now, so I apologize.
think its time to smoke a bowl
I know I have a hard time feeling emotion, I lack an understanding of the concept. My apathy for people seems to only grow over time, although I try to put on a mask. You can only be called an emotionless robot for so many years before you start to look for means to blend in. I once almost hugged my crying mother.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;40447172]By the way, sorry for calling you arrogant a couple of months ago, it's been tormenting me as I understand you better now, so I apologize.[/QUOTE] Not to be mean to NeoSeeker but I don't believe you have anything to apologize for, he was being very arrogant in that discussion. Also what; [QUOTE=Zarjek;40438511]I return my friends. [highlight](User was permabanned for this post ("Alt of perma'd user ATribeCalledQ" - Orkel))[/highlight][/QUOTE] He wasn't an alt of ATribeCalledQ, he was an alt of Zarjk :v:
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40447435]Not to be mean to NeoSeeker but I don't believe you have anything to apologize for, he was being very arrogant in that discussion. Also what; He wasn't an alt of ATribeCalledQ, he was an alt of Zarjk :v:[/QUOTE] what did i say, everyone who makes one of those pathetic ban me threads always come back. Talking all that hot shit a second ago, lol.
[QUOTE=Enaicavor;40443953][IMG]https://fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/12024_367108063409868_1843673704_n.jpg[/IMG] Work was good today, got a ton of cash i can totes blow on ganja. [highlight](User was banned for this post ("image macro" - postal))[/highlight][/QUOTE] post an amusing picture, get banned facepunch logic?
shit the mods are closing in on DD i fuckin knew it it's a raid who narced on us
i did sorry
[QUOTE=$$>MUFFIN<$$;40441940]Dude, how the fuck do you do that so well?[/QUOTE] i'll record a high quality video guide at some point.
[QUOTE=geogzm;40448005]shit the mods are closing in on DD i fuckin knew it it's a raid who narced on us[/QUOTE] It's only just begun, they're gathering intel. They must have someone on the inside. Quick, hide the drugs!
[QUOTE=/B/rother;40448123]i'll record a high quality video guide at some point.[/QUOTE] please oh god yes or make a text guide with images [editline]28th April 2013[/editline] because photography
[QUOTE=Mac2468;40448059]i did sorry[/QUOTE] snitches get stitches
is it just the ganjas or is this gif fucking crazy [IMG]http://filesmelt.com/dl/smilingdoggy.gif[/IMG]
i'm sober so i'll say 20% gif 80% marijuano
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40447435]Not to be mean to NeoSeeker but I don't believe you have anything to apologize for, he was being very arrogant in that discussion.[/QUOTE] I'd rather show that it's possible to forgive anything just for the sake of being kind. It can't hurt to teach benevolence, as it can't hurt to learn acceptance and tolerance.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;40448494]I'd rather show that it's possible to forgive anything just for the sake of being kind. It can't hurt to teach benevolence, as it can't hurt to learn acceptance and tolerance.[/QUOTE] take that, print it, frame it, trademark it, copyright it, sell it, ship, release it. technologic, technologic but seriously, that would make an awesome quote. [QUOTE=geogzm;40448270]i'm sober so i'll say 20% gif 80% marijuano[/QUOTE] i am high and i think this is true i love this right now [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3cnQCk0u49w[/media]
[QUOTE=OutOfPop;40447401]I know I have a hard time feeling emotion, I lack an understanding of the concept. My apathy for people seems to only grow over time, although I try to put on a mask. You can only be called an emotionless robot for so many years before you start to look for means to blend in. I once almost hugged my crying mother.[/QUOTE] This is an emotional post, I wouldn't think of you as an emotionless robot as you are reaching out to other human beings. Know that we all share pain, we can connect to each other by affirming its existence, it creates a companionship that we all have within us. A force that creates a purpose to stand beside other people rather than standing alone. A foundation of brotherhood, where the pillars of fondness is stronger than the void of sadness.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;40448716]This is an emotional post, I wouldn't think of you as an emotionless robot as you are reaching out to other human beings. Know that we all share pain, we can connect to each other by affirming its existence, it creates a companionship that we all have within us. A force that creates a purpose to stand beside other people rather than standing alone. A foundation of brotherhood, where the pillars of fondness is stronger than the void of sadness.[/QUOTE] I think something in me has snapped at some point in the last couple years. Because not once did I tell anyone about anything, or even want to begin a discussion. But then I started talking to people and mentioning problems. My condition has always just been getting worse, and even though I've gained a bit of a voice, I'm still very much stuck in my own head. I have to try really hard even to type this out, and if I don't type/say it the moment the words come to mind, they'll never escape. I think a part of me just stepped up and is pushing me to either try to change, or just die already.
ugh there's this girl i like and on facebook she always goes on and offline at random times, or it'll say she's online when she isn't. i haven't spoken to her for a while because i don't wanna be like "ayyyo gurl" only for her to go offline 5 seconds later. i've refrained from saying anything to her all day because i expected her to not see the message, but she's been online all night. i still don't want to say anything in case i might have awful luck and timing, tho
[QUOTE=OutOfPop;40449015]I think something in me has snapped at some point in the last couple years. Because not once did I tell anyone about anything, or even want to begin a discussion. But then I started talking to people and mentioning problems. My condition has always just been getting worse, and even though I've gained a bit of a voice, I'm still very much stuck in my own head. I have to try really hard even to type this out, and if I don't type/say it the moment the words come to mind, they'll never escape. I think a part of me just stepped up and is pushing me to either try to change, or just die already.[/QUOTE] No one ever wants to expose their vulnerability, especially when they drown in the inability to cope with exposing their true self. I feel that what you describe constitutes a lowered quality of life, have you considered seeking professional care? If not, tell them what you stated here, you have a human right in the modern society to not feel this way. [editline]28th April 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=TCB;40449071]ugh there's this girl i like and on facebook she always goes on and offline at random times, or it'll say she's online when she isn't. i haven't spoken to her for a while because i don't wanna be like "ayyyo gurl" only for her to go offline 5 seconds later. i've refrained from saying anything to her all day because i expected her to not see the message, but she's been online all night. i still don't want to say anything in case i might have awful luck and timing, tho[/QUOTE] That's the downside of social technology, they can never fully represent human communication. Misinterpreting the signaling of conversation is therefore an inevitable event. It shouldn't be awkward to talk to someone on Facebook though, we are just wired for direct verbal communication. Just be aware of that and talk anyway, the only difference between a real life conversation is that it is a fluid motion of reactions in real time, where as on Facebook the rules are completely different.
Bump for mxe + 2c-p we have liftoff
Went to the store to buy some robopills, the cashier gave me the "I know what you're up to" look :v: Btw, Robotussin Long-Acting coughgels are the shit. They contain just DXM Hbr, and they're in gelcap form which makes it the best way of robotripping
I normally buy it when Im in a work uniform so they just tell me not what to take it with and make sure that I've got the right product and then ask me how my day is going :v: The times Ive been wearing my normal clothes I get that awkward stare, uniforms are a powerful thing :v:
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40449704]Bump for mxe + 2c-p we have liftoff[/QUOTE] That's a pretty cool combination brother. Methoxetamine have been the cause for an emotional breakthrough for me one time when I was tripping for three days straight. The only thing I focused on was forcing myself to see life through the eyes of other human beings. For 72 straight hours I intensely focused on this task. After that, I suddenly understood other people on a higher level and communicating got much easier, that was about 2 years ago. Dissociatives are the weirdest drugs in my opinion, nothing can get you as fucked up as a large dose of methoxetamine can.
Yeah bro, MXE is some funky, mysterious shit and can really give you powerful introspective insights and do some major mental redecorating. I could never imagine tripping for three days straight on it though haha :D I've never fancied m-hole doses. Always makes me feel uncomfortable and weird, it lacks emotion and replaces it mostly with weirdness, a state of mind I don't really belong in. But on lower doses it's a great lighter-dissociative-opiate blanket drug, when DRI action is more pronounced and not overpowered by intense dissociation. And it's great cocktail-material as well, mixes really good with a lot of drugs! Just a few days ago I added it on top of a jediflip and damn that was awesome, really enhanced the trip and euphoria when I was starting to come down :)
I love dissociatives (more specifically DXM) because I feel more "open-minded" when under the influence. The way I think drastically changes, I think in concepts instead of in languages. Hard to explain, but I'm sure you guys know what I mean
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