• The Addicts' Lounge V. Sniff Triznits err' day
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Just do it its pretty chill at all of those doses lol
It's time to sploke a toke another phat spliffy bowl doodz. [img]http://images.mzzt.net/smilies/emot-350.gif[/img]
[QUOTE=NeoSeeker;40451695]uhh.... go with the original, not the remake... then after you watch the original watch Stalker [editline]28th April 2013[/editline] subbed not dubbed, duh.[/QUOTE] I first heard the story on a bbc drama show on the bbc world radio station, that was the shit buzzed me right the fuck out. I never even liked the stalker game are you sure I will like the movie :v:
the movie is nothing like the games
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;40451179]use rc sites not dealers otherwise youll probs get ripped off [editline]28th April 2013[/editline] [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1T4lXfEfyQ[/media][/QUOTE] I have a hard time telling which ones aren't shit, most of them look the same just reskinned
you use safeorscam.com to see if they are legit
[QUOTE=Flash_Fire;40441719]I'm going camping in some field for a party and it's just started chucking it down and hailing eeeeeeeehhhhh[/QUOTE] It went really quite well its a privately owned field so I got to sit in the trailer of a quadbike car thing while this guy who does stock car racing drove it around
[QUOTE=NeoSeeker;40451258]you don't have to apologize. i'm an asshole sometimes what can i say, although i'll never specifically admit to it, i won't completely deny it. i'll admit i do care for specific people, but really it takes a while for me to care about anyone. so most social situations i'm that kind of person just because it makes life easier if you're an at least semi-extroverted nice guy. did i mention the acting takes quite a toll and leaves me completely drained and exhausted to an inhumane degree after the day is over and i can stop pretending? also as for me being high functioning it's not a certainty. i've had many traumatic events in the past and a bunch of unrepressed and repressed ptsd and other shit. not to mention what i'll just call my crazy or something vauge like that because really no one has any fucking idea what name or names to put to whatever's wrong with my head. schizophrenia has a nice ring to it and is pretty much the closest but it's best not to use in public. i mean i remember myself before i went through therapy and all that shit. i wasn't even homophobic but if someone had schizophrenia i'd stay away from them. kind of a buzz word that rings a stay away bell. i could just be simply shell shocked, not on the spectrum. trust me it's been that bad, but i'm not complaining or wallowing in self pity so there's that.[/QUOTE] wall of text bro yo man I feel ya, my psych doesn't know what to diagnose me with; apparently it's a toss up between ADHD, bipolar, and high functioning aspergers or possibly any mix of the three etc etc, but could still possibly something else. But I think you have to accept that, whatever your quirk in life may be, it's yours to rock. You could be down in the dumps about having a fabulous mind that works differently to others or you could take advantage of it, do all the shit you want to do, try to make it as best through life and just enjoy yourself along the way. The more time you spend down about your own issues as opposed to living life the worse of a position you put yourself in, i'm not saying that's what you're doing, just saying this as a generic reminder to yourself and I. I personally think I may be the bipolar more than likely, sure my minds fabulous and aware but it's mostly just me letting myself over think, I used to be really hypochondriac back in the day and was able to convince myself I had cancer, for that reason alone i'm not too confident on getting diagnosed because in all honestly, other than the fact that I do have peaks of depression and seemingly manic states, my biggest issue is that I just don't apply myself when I know I can because i'd rather be doing something within my own comfort zone; ala smoke weed erry day. I don't want to talk myself into believing I have this or that, because it is a bit of a feedback loop and fuck that, i'd rather just deal with the issues as they come and just try to live my life rather than be labeled as say, high functioning aspergers with bipolar depression and ADHD for my entire life in the eyes of society; I'd just use it as a cop out to do nothing some more, the fact that i've gotten myself "semi diagnosed" with the high functioning aspergers has already opened up avenues for me to just dick around pretty much, it's fucking ridiculous, it's like my minds never learnt how to actually do work because I manage to bullshit my way through with minimal effort then rely on the compassion of others to convince them it's because there's something wrong with me. And now it's just self perpetuating, i'm given special consideration at college because of it and that gives me room to dick around and because of how my mind is it'll take advantage of that all it can. I end up fucking shit up and then blaming the issues some more, which just leads to deeper states of depression and anxieties etc... the solution is easy, I just gotta start doing the work and going more often, but I get lazy as fuck especially once I throw daily smoking into the mix, sometimes I can cope with it, sometimes it just takes over as the only thing I do. I consider those to be my depressed phases, i'm still smoking every day but i've been in the best fucking mood for the past few days and weed has done next to nothing to bring it down, hence why if anything i'm leaning towards the bipolar (this has happened for a while). I have taken breaks in the past and the phases still come and go, regardless of if i'm smoking weed or not, but I find it next to impossible to moderate myself in the bad phases which is what really fucks me over As far as the introvert extrovert thing goes, I feel ya on that, I came from a pretty introverted background simply because that's how I was, but now i'm putting a huge focus on actually putting myself out there, stepping out of my comfort zone and interacting with people. It feels like an act at times but the more I do it the more I get used too it, it's good to have a close friend that's fairly extroverted though to act as a catalyst for conversation, takes away the edge of "acting the part". The reason I do it though is because even though i'm more naturally introverted through upbringing and all that, For some reason the only way I can find happiness is through other people, so i've got this weird introverted behavior but extroverted neediness that's a real fucking pain in the ass to try to cope with
[QUOTE=geogzm;40448159]please oh god yes or make a text guide with images [editline]28th April 2013[/editline] because photography[/QUOTE] yeah, thought about that as well, but i've been wanting to do some weed related youtube guides for a while now. i'm also going to record a bunch of smoke seshes and various other bullshit recordings of me and my friends doing dumb shit, edit everything together and upload that as well.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;40452352]yeah, thought about that as well, but i've been wanting to do some weed related youtube guides for a while now. i'm also going to record a bunch of smoke seshes and various other bullshit recordings of me and my friends doing dumb shit, edit everything together and upload that as well.[/QUOTE] sounds good mang a lot of joint rolling guides on youtube are kinda off and forget things like 'get a circular consistency' which is why I couldn't roll for shit for like a year
had an amazing day yesterday. gathered a bunch of my friends at the local skate park. we drank, smoked and just had a really good time. when it got colder we all went to this cottage that a friends grandmother owns and just restarted our whole drinking and smoking thing :v: ~merge [editline]28th April 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=geogzm;40452429]sounds good mang a lot of joint rolling guides on youtube are kinda off and forget things like 'get a circular consistency' which is why I couldn't roll for shit for like a year[/QUOTE] yeah, i'll try my best not forgetting vital parts like that. maybe i should let some of you guys look it over, before i upload it. - it's going to be a little while though, cause i have to borrow a mates dslr for recording it all.
other tutorials also forget things like which way to have the paper before rolling, which papers to use, just how close to the edge of the paper your mix needs to be etc
Thanks for posting that 0AD game, it's ace.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40450105]ooooh my gods this is the most beautiful drum loop ever, all packed into jazzy deliciousness [video=youtube;Nunsr0RCQNM]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nunsr0RCQNM[/video] why have I not heard this before :o[/QUOTE] st germain ye boii jazzy house grooves [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBYYzK-xLF4[/media]
I dont understand what I just watched http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1JyqRn/:1prs$l-h6:HaH-rRxq/www.ashido.com/mother3/mother3loop.swf/
[QUOTE=Lukeo;40452784]st germain ye boii jazzy house grooves [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBYYzK-xLF4[/media][/QUOTE] So let it be written So let it be house [video=youtube;r7YZqD7dZcQ]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7YZqD7dZcQ[/video] On the first day of this groove, music was sent to make you move, and you loved it
Depresssing talks with the girl I like... I need a pick me up. J-away.
Just watched city of god, fuck me that was a good movie
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;40454768]Just watched city of god, fuck me that was a good movie[/QUOTE] That reminds me, I have that one downloaded and on my to-watch list. I always save brilliant movies and shows for tripped watching as it puts me in a state of constant analyzing where I can notice the subtleties and deeper meanings much easier on the first watch as well as become much more emotionally immersed into it, but this behavior results in me having like 1TB of shit on my HDD that I've saved for later :v:
Dude it might be a bit intense when you are tripping, theres like a scene were a kid gets forced to kill another kid etc :v: Just watch it when you're high haha
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;40454905]Dude it might be a bit intense when you are tripping, theres like a scene were a kid gets forced to kill another kid etc :v: Just watch it when you're high haha[/QUOTE] "Why didn't he kill me?" -cuts to Ze- "Wait, why didn't I kill that fucker?" gud movie
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;40454905]Dude it might be a bit intense when you are tripping, theres like a scene were a kid gets forced to kill another kid etc :v: Just watch it when you're high haha[/QUOTE] Naa man nothing on screen is intense in a bad way when tripping for me, I become an emotional analytic if anything :) Watching when high is all fun but you don't really gain much from it, and tend to forget most details. I do this with average shows and movies so I can rewatch it later and see it as new, but for brilliant shows it just seems like such a waste. But that's just me :v: edit: I also do this with books lol
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40454957]Naa man nothing on screen is intense when tripping for me, I become an emotional analytic if anything :) Watching when high is all fun but you don't really gain much from it, and tend to forget most details. I do this with average shows and movies so I can rewatch it later and see it as new, but for brilliant shows it just seems like such a waste. But that's just me :v:[/QUOTE] Oh im fine with disturbing shit when im tripping as well, I cranked dead space 2 whilst peaking on shrooms :v: I just like to warn people thats all haha
[QUOTE=thejjokerr;40454959]Supermarket stole my car while I was blazn' with a mate ;([/QUOTE] Are you saying your car got towed?
I went to go volunteer at a church and my friend who worked there jacked some nitrous oxide. Then I took a fifteen minute break for five hours and got high and then went home. Welp
haha fuckin napoleon dynamite [video=youtube;Oyoc9rRSGl4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oyoc9rRSGl4[/video] haha [video=youtube;C5G3XKsq7Ic]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C5G3XKsq7Ic[/video]
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;40452331]wall of text bro yo man I feel ya, my psych doesn't know what to diagnose me with; apparently it's a toss up between ADHD, bipolar, and high functioning aspergers or possibly any mix of the three etc etc, but could still possibly something else. But I think you have to accept that, whatever your quirk in life may be, it's yours to rock. You could be down in the dumps about having a fabulous mind that works differently to others or you could take advantage of it, do all the shit you want to do, try to make it as best through life and just enjoy yourself along the way. The more time you spend down about your own issues as opposed to living life the worse of a position you put yourself in, i'm not saying that's what you're doing, just saying this as a generic reminder to yourself and I. I personally think I may be the bipolar more than likely, sure my minds fabulous and aware but it's mostly just me letting myself over think, I used to be really hypochondriac back in the day and was able to convince myself I had cancer, for that reason alone i'm not too confident on getting diagnosed because in all honestly, other than the fact that I do have peaks of depression and seemingly manic states, my biggest issue is that I just don't apply myself when I know I can because i'd rather be doing something within my own comfort zone; ala smoke weed erry day. I don't want to talk myself into believing I have this or that, because it is a bit of a feedback loop and fuck that, i'd rather just deal with the issues as they come and just try to live my life rather than be labeled as say, high functioning aspergers with bipolar depression and ADHD for my entire life in the eyes of society; I'd just use it as a cop out to do nothing some more, the fact that i've gotten myself "semi diagnosed" with the high functioning aspergers has already opened up avenues for me to just dick around pretty much, it's fucking ridiculous, it's like my minds never learnt how to actually do work because I manage to bullshit my way through with minimal effort then rely on the compassion of others to convince them it's because there's something wrong with me. And now it's just self perpetuating, i'm given special consideration at college because of it and that gives me room to dick around and because of how my mind is it'll take advantage of that all it can. I end up fucking shit up and then blaming the issues some more, which just leads to deeper states of depression and anxieties etc... the solution is easy, I just gotta start doing the work and going more often, but I get lazy as fuck especially once I throw daily smoking into the mix, sometimes I can cope with it, sometimes it just takes over as the only thing I do. I consider those to be my depressed phases, i'm still smoking every day but i've been in the best fucking mood for the past few days and weed has done next to nothing to bring it down, hence why if anything i'm leaning towards the bipolar (this has happened for a while). I have taken breaks in the past and the phases still come and go, regardless of if i'm smoking weed or not, but I find it next to impossible to moderate myself in the bad phases which is what really fucks me over As far as the introvert extrovert thing goes, I feel ya on that, I came from a pretty introverted background simply because that's how I was, but now i'm putting a huge focus on actually putting myself out there, stepping out of my comfort zone and interacting with people. It feels like an act at times but the more I do it the more I get used too it, it's good to have a close friend that's fairly extroverted though to act as a catalyst for conversation, takes away the edge of "acting the part". The reason I do it though is because even though i'm more naturally introverted through upbringing and all that, For some reason the only way I can find happiness is through other people, so i've got this weird introverted behavior but extroverted neediness that's a real fucking pain in the ass to try to cope with[/QUOTE] Get diagnosed with ADHD, and get a prescription for amphetamine. It'll help you a lot.
Went on a bunch of tinychat chat rooms last night. Don't remember much of what I said, but I do remember being banned from every single one of them :v:
[QUOTE=AaronTAB;40455492]Get diagnosed with ADHD, and get a prescription for amphetamine. It'll help you a lot.[/QUOTE] I've toyed with the idea of getting prescribed anti-depressants to help through the downs, as in have something to turn to other than chasing a high, i've also thought about giving the adhd meds a go because I never feel like getting shit done, there's a sort of... inertial drive lacking that I never really built up properly, always seem to get half way there and then it flops thing is i'd rather be in control of my own mind sort of thing, but it's gotten to a point where i'm considering medication to help me on through, definitely getting back to my psych to help me deal with it though
Shit, it appears my weed supply is running dangerously low, I must fix this...
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