i got/have now bad derealization from bud and i don't smoke anymore but i miss the culture please heart rate me
[QUOTE=NotTomSawyer;40461958]i got/have now bad derealization from bud and i don't smoke anymore but i miss the culture please heart rate me[/QUOTE]
If you ever get the desire to try it again, try smoking ludicrously small amounts instead of keeping up with your buds. Seriously, weed has a huge effect on me, so unless I purposefully build up a tolerance, one gram can easily last me a month or more (with daily smoking).
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If you like the smoking aspect of it (can't stand taking the world's shortest and tiniest hits of specks of weed) you could cut it with some kind of herb (but it's better for your lungs just to do the tiny amounts)
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Like you wouldn't believe how tiny, like it doesn't make sense that it could get you high. I had to double and triple check the first time I came off a tolerance break to that tiny of an amount of weed to believe that I was actually high, but unless I build up a tolerance, I can really get high off of basically nothing.
i've always had a strong effect from pot, where most my friends would chill I would get really stimulated and the high was extremely intense. i have smoked a few times since, little amounts like 2 puffs from a joint and it was a relaxing high with little adverse effects. but until i recover i'm not going to get back into the swing
Yeah, some people are just hit real hard by pot, but, on the bright side, it can save you a shitton of money if you let it.
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[QUOTE=Inzalonus;40452331]wall of text bro[/QUOTE]
and how. just joking... that wasn't funny at all. especially because it seems like there are a few of us on here with somewhat similar... how do you say... quirks in our modus operandi?
as for it being mine to rock i'm pretty sure i have a carrer in photography ahead of me. also i've been making some pictures that come out really personal and mean something really deep to me.
i wish i could get a separate quiet room to take the DMV test... i've taken it like 14 times already. can't do amphs because even a medium latte is to much. and it really sucks because having all these mental problems make it so i can't do drugs that would even be helpful to me.
for me if there's ever a defined goal i go for it as best i can. really the way i see it i'm out on my own now and i gotta get for myself. like for example i planned out this summer so i could get a job, i know the exact date to register for summer classes, and i'm also getting a membership at a rock climbing gym. if there's one thing i've learned it's that keeping yourself legitimately busy really does wonders for your mental health.
i always kinda was the sort of wingman person. i hardly ever was with my pack of friends all together, most of the time it was just the both of us. and in group situations there's always one person who's my wingman. i can't really do a whole group by myself, but with a real good buddy i can practically take center stage and take lead.
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[QUOTE=OutOfPop;40459357]This is how I feel. I can't think of any haunting memories though. I can only think of crude shit my dad's done and has taught me.
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I have a very tight circle of people I actually trust and can hang around, even still it's only in bursts. Everyone else, I just kind of put on a mask and [i]try[/i] to fit in. I don't understand small talk, or other means of pointless conversation, I trust no one, and I automatically assume everything people are telling me is bullshit.[/QUOTE]
i never liked having a tight circle. the times in my life when i had gaggles of friends it was mostly loose and i'd be closer to one or two at a time. i guess we were all like that.
i was the one who did lan parties all the time though. i'm pretty sure i was the only one and noone else really even tried to behind my back because the like two times my friends did lan parties at their houses they failed horribly.
that's sorta what brings me around to being nice and stuff. the problem with the lan parties is that they didn't prepare properly. most of the time spent at their place was used rearranging furniture, then realizing it was a stupid place to put it and moving it again. maybe having to change rooms because of siblings, parents, technical difficulties.. they hardly thought forward with anything. i'd do the works. and i'd fuckin do it all for them.
for me i obligated those people who were going to bring a system, so there'd be enough for everyone, to come early. but they'd arrive and pretty much everything was set up. all the TVs were in place and arranged for easy hookup. furniture masterfully placed. refreshments, obviously, and shitloads more in the kitchen. and always some kind of actual food like order some pizzas or something later on. sound system also setup. only thing was that it can only take CDs so it kinda became a hassle to use later on. my lan parties were the bomb. really if i'm missing anything else that's good for lan parties it was probably there (we were young we didn't openly do drugs with each other... yet, so don't go "lol missing hookah and brick o weed")
Smoke trees.
lol my boss has been to like every good restruant in my city cause hes loaded as fuck so im getting his advice on where to take a girl out and what to order
life hacks all the way :v:
Wake n' Trip
fuck so those headphones I lost on the train have not been returned. I'm fairly sure some fucking German tourist took them. Welp, we had a fun time Ultrasone but I guess I have to find some new cans.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40463951]Wake n' Trip[/QUOTE]
What are you indulging in today?
[QUOTE=Zeemlapje;40463993]fuck so those headphones I lost on the train have not been returned. I'm fairly sure some fucking German tourist took them. Welp, we had a fun time Ultrasone but I guess I have to find some new cans.[/QUOTE]
People normally return things they find on the train??
[QUOTE=Hamm0;40464018]What are you indulging in today?[/QUOTE]
2c-p + mxe again, feel like exploring this wonderful combo :)
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40464041]2c-p + mxe again, feel like exploring this wonderful combo :)[/QUOTE]
Ive never taken MXE with 2CP but MXE seems to throw a mental spanner in the works under heavy doses of other drugs, a positive one though. Enjoy!
Yeah, that's why I'm keeping to fairly low doses. High doses of mxe is too much weirdness and confusion, I don't like it by its own and I'm not sure how it will do with a psychedelic substance in the mix, but with bumps I'm trying out the waters and gradually getting there!
Thanks, I sure will :D
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;40464021]People normally return things they find on the train??[/QUOTE]
I'll pretty much do anything I can to try and return shit
called contacts on a phone I found once until someone answered and was able to organise a way for him to get it from me, guy actually gave me a $40 voucher for Amazon in return which was a nice surprise
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The company overseeing trains in my city these past few years is such absolute shit, they never give you any information, always talking about increasing ticket inspectors and more fines to fare evaders but never fucking do anything to actually help their passengers
man maybe im a terrible person but the first thing I do when I find the phone is remove the simcard then figure out how much I should sell it for :v:
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this makes me want to visit sweden :v:
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[QUOTE=Inzalonus;40452331]As far as the introvert extrovert thing goes, I feel ya on that, I came from a pretty introverted background simply because that's how I was, but now i'm putting a huge focus on actually putting myself out there, stepping out of my comfort zone and interacting with people. It feels like an act at times but the more I do it the more I get used too it, it's good to have a close friend that's fairly extroverted though to act as a catalyst for conversation, takes away the edge of "acting the part". The reason I do it though is because even though i'm more naturally introverted through upbringing and all that, For some reason the only way I can find happiness is through other people, so i've got this weird introverted behavior but extroverted neediness that's a real fucking pain in the ass to try to cope with[/QUOTE]
you pretty much just described me perfectly
It's always nice being reminded other people feel the same stuff you do
I lost my wallet on the train once, ticket dude found it and phoned me up saying that I should come get it from him because if he hands it into lost property they will take all the money. When I collected it from him I offered him some money for being so cool and he turned it down, nice chap.
trying to return shit just feels right to me I guess, keeping it would bug me because I'd just be thinking about how I'd feel if I lost my phone
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;40464227]man maybe im a terrible person but the first thing I do when I find the phone is remove the simcard then figure out how much I should sell it for :v:
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this makes me want to visit sweden :v:
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Roflmao I didn't know that was a thing. Now that I think of it I have done this quite a few times (responded to a group of people screaming)
Hey mindtwistah have you tried 2-meo-ketamine?
Na, but I've heard it's an extremely mild dissociative compared to ketamine and mxe, and it's rather expensive dose-wise atm which is why I haven't tried.
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i fucking love smoking weed in a forest.
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;40464021]People normally return things they find on the train??[/QUOTE]
depends man, over here no one turned my phone in (put out a lost and found form), but i've left my laptop on before and the most derelict looking drugged up guys out gave it back to me, was a lucky day
I like how with large doses of snorted 2c-p there's always a second push after like 3-4 hours because no matter how hard you try some of the stuff always runs down your throat, making for a splendid surprise boost due to the long-as-fuck oral come-up with this substance.
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I don't think I've been sober in a forest for 4 years now
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Oh man is this the truth. "hey dad we're going to the park" (the park around here is a huge wooded area with trails and such) "what for?" "Oh you know, go walk and stuff"
"stuff"
Man I just watched the movie triangle
mindtwistah if you can watch that movie while tripping without getting paranoid you are in a loop then you are amazing, It is my challenge for you :v:
Just done having a nice 8cm long, highly packed J.
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