Holy shit man I wondered what the hell happened to you! I'm damn glad that you're alive and you're trying to get it together. Good luck bro
...How are you even still alive? I hope you can stave off that addiction fast bro.
DD isnt the same without you man
get better
xoxo
great story man good luck in your challenge, hope you pull through
tldr
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[QUOTE=Rediscover;39250958]DD isnt the same without you man
get better
xoxo[/QUOTE]
You mean it's more peaceful around here right? But none the less I hope you can fight off the addiction for good if not then more than likely it will be the death of you. I wish you the best blazed in your life endeavors, especially what your facing now.
woah u made smod:tactical? i had a love-hate relationship with that mod
[QUOTE=Zeemlapje;39255588]woah u made smod:tactical? i had a love-hate relationship with that mod[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Blazed.I.Stay;39245845]i didnt make tactical phatcat did we just worked on shit together[/QUOTE]
I'm glad you've made it over these bumps Stayblazed.
It's a lot better having you out here than in there.
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;39256223]quotes[/QUOTE]
i was already confused
wtf was i thinking
[QUOTE=Blazed.I.Stay;39260733]im not me anymore. back to my old self. B&E's, search for drugs, looking for someone to jack, ready to off a motherfucker. literally. im either psychotic or about to go to jail
contemplating armed robbery on the pharmacy here. their drugs are two feet behind the counter. i think i just lost my mind
[editline]18th January 2013[/editline]
holy fuck people EXPRESS AS OFTEN AS U CAN NOT TO EVER TOUCH OPIATES HLOLY FUCKING CHRIST IM A MOTHERFUCKING MANIAC. NEED TO GET BACK TO MY HOMETOWN.. THINK IM SMACK TALKING ALL U WANT BUT I GOT BUDDIES IN H.A. AND N.S. ... GONNA HOOK UP WITH THEM THE SECOND I GET BACK AND DO A BIG SCORE
[editline]18th January 2013[/editline]
wtf wrpmg wotj ,e[/QUOTE]
lol what?
[QUOTE=Blazed.I.Stay;39260733] looking for someone to jack, ready to off a motherfucker.[/QUOTE]
bitch ass nigga
Ahh, stayblazed. The guy who was an asshole, dumbass, genius, and nice, all at once. Never even heard of budder before you talked about it nonstop, unfortunately never smoked any still.
[QUOTE=Blazed.I.Stay;39260733]im not me anymore. back to my old self. B&E's, search for drugs, looking for someone to jack, ready to off a motherfucker. literally. im either psychotic or about to go to jail
contemplating armed robbery on the pharmacy here. their drugs are two feet behind the counter. i think i just lost my mind
[editline]18th January 2013[/editline]
holy fuck people EXPRESS AS OFTEN AS U CAN NOT TO EVER TOUCH OPIATES HLOLY FUCKING CHRIST IM A MOTHERFUCKING MANIAC. NEED TO GET BACK TO MY HOMETOWN.. THINK IM SMACK TALKING ALL U WANT BUT I GOT BUDDIES IN H.A. AND N.S. ... GONNA HOOK UP WITH THEM THE SECOND I GET BACK AND DO A BIG SCORE
[editline]18th January 2013[/editline]
wtf wrpmg wotj ,e[/QUOTE]
Please tell me you're not serious StayBlazed, we don't want you to be living like this.
Those are probably the worst possible things you can be doing right now. Try to find some way to get admitted to treatment, honestly its the only thing I've ever seen help an addict.
[QUOTE=Blazed.I.Stay;39260733]im not me anymore. back to my old self. B&E's, search for drugs, looking for someone to jack, ready to off a motherfucker. literally. im either psychotic or about to go to jail
contemplating armed robbery on the pharmacy here. their drugs are two feet behind the counter. i think i just lost my mind
[editline]18th January 2013[/editline]
holy fuck people EXPRESS AS OFTEN AS U CAN NOT TO EVER TOUCH OPIATES HLOLY FUCKING CHRIST IM A MOTHERFUCKING MANIAC. NEED TO GET BACK TO MY HOMETOWN.. THINK IM SMACK TALKING ALL U WANT BUT I GOT BUDDIES IN H.A. AND N.S. ... GONNA HOOK UP WITH THEM THE SECOND I GET BACK AND DO A BIG SCORE
[editline]18th January 2013[/editline]
wtf wrpmg wotj ,e[/QUOTE]
Get signed up for methadone man.. I know it costs money but at least you wouldn't have to be considering robbing a pharmacy or people to support your habit.
[QUOTE=Blazed.I.Stay;39260733]im not me anymore. back to my old self. B&E's, search for drugs, looking for someone to jack, ready to off a motherfucker. literally. im either psychotic or about to go to jail
contemplating armed robbery on the pharmacy here. their drugs are two feet behind the counter. i think i just lost my mind
[editline]18th January 2013[/editline]
holy fuck people EXPRESS AS OFTEN AS U CAN NOT TO EVER TOUCH OPIATES HLOLY FUCKING CHRIST IM A MOTHERFUCKING MANIAC. NEED TO GET BACK TO MY HOMETOWN.. THINK IM SMACK TALKING ALL U WANT BUT I GOT BUDDIES IN H.A. AND N.S. ... GONNA HOOK UP WITH THEM THE SECOND I GET BACK AND DO A BIG SCORE
[editline]18th January 2013[/editline]
wtf wrpmg wotj ,e[/QUOTE]
nigga don't do it
I already lost a person I look up to because he got swallowed by the opis and I don't wanna go through that shit again
man, you're like the first thing that comes to mind when I think of Durgs Discussion. You're the guy who wrote the definitive guide to not getting fucked in a drug test for weed. You're above this. I know you're stronger than that, because you're the fucking guru here. You have personally kept me out of deep shit with your advice and your willingness to lay the smackdown on people who spread bullshit and disinformation. Come on man, if you can do 20 days you can finish the month. If you finish the month you can finish another, and it only gets easier from there as the poison wears off.
What is armed robbery even going to solve? Your face is gonna be on the cameras and in the minds of the witnesses. You're gonna get sent back to the cage and all your opi rewards from the heist are just gonna be taken away by the big 5-0, no matter how good your delirious mind thinks you are at covering the tracks. I know it's tough, but you've made it so far. Farther than most people in your position can. Don't pussy out now.
He probably could have done it until he talked about doing it, sparrow meet me at the cuckoos nest were taking the turkey out of the oven
[QUOTE=rnate;39262644]Ahh, stayblazed. [B]The guy who was an asshole, dumbass, genius, and nice,[/B] all at once. Never even heard of budder before you talked about it nonstop, unfortunately never smoked any still.[/QUOTE]
Well you got the first two right at least. He might have had experience and knowledge, more than the average guy, but he was far from genius.
More often than not he had the most condescending attitude in arguments, resorting to personal insults and flaming as a means to boost his own ego and strengthen his position as the "alpha-male" in DD, instead of actually presenting proper counter-arguments and facts.
Another thing; his ways of "owning the noobs" every time someone inexperienced would ask a question was, imo, very improper behavior and not exactly the best way to welcome new users to the warmth and set a chill atmosphere. It was the complete opposite to the spirit of a chill DD and just another excuse for him to project his sense of superiority.
I might've liked him more if he was a bit more humble and open-minded, but he was as prideful and stubborn as a goat.
What's even worse is that most DDers worshiped him for this.
I wasn't saying I liked him, maybe I was throwing around 'genius' a little lightly, I've had my fair share of arguments with him as well. He did fuck up the atmosphere usually though, about every time he posted. That's just what some people do.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;39265578]Well you got the first two right at least. He might have had experience and knowledge, more than the average guy, but he was far from genius.
More often than not he had the most condescending attitude in arguments, resorting to personal insults and flaming as a means to boost his own ego and strengthen his position as the "alpha-male" in DD, instead of actually presenting proper counter-arguments and facts.
Another thing; his ways of "owning the noobs" every time someone inexperienced would ask a question was, imo, very improper behavior and not exactly the best way to welcome new users to the warmth and set a chill atmosphere. It was the complete opposite to the spirit of a chill DD and just another excuse for him to project his sense of superiority.
I might've liked him more if he was a bit more humble and open-minded, but he was as prideful and stubborn as a goat.
What's even worse is that most DDers worshiped him for this.[/QUOTE]
WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST LOVE HIM AS HE WAS OH GOD WHY
I don't know you, but I wish you the best in overcoming your addiction.
Roughly how much did you weigh in that picture?
130lbs and i think the dxm was fucking with me. ima stay away from that when im feeling depressed. im gonna just snip that post cuz woooww thats stupid
[editline]19th January 2013[/editline]
btw im 150 now
[editline]19th January 2013[/editline]
i was also very angry that i dropped my wallet in the hospital and wasn't aware for like FIVE MINUTES and somehow one of the 5 indians inside stole all of my cash taking away any chance of scoring some green.
wow man seriously play some video games and bash some cunts in gta or something
do something other than think about drugs
Realistically, you should just drop them all all together for now, even with weed and dxm you're still chasing the high...
There's people you can talk too, get help if you need it. Don't let yourself slide, take advantage of whatever motivation you managed to muster up to quit in the first place
hay man.
hope you can fix your stuff. i believe in you. just stay strong
Was feeling down, decided to write some shit down and then make it rhyme.
Here's to not wanting to do drugs and having my mindset changed from when i originally made this thread and wanted to shoot up when i got back!
[quote]
Dear old [stayblazed] - You fucking suck
why you always gotta cause problems and run a muck?
why'd you have to stop giving a fuck - let yourself get stuck in these ruts?
why did you have to stress out your fam,and why'd you go farther and let the drugs get the best of you man?
why didn't you try harder, when you were given that second chance
and when your brother gave you that third and fourth try why didn't you put on your big boy pants?
it's time to shut the fuck up - time to grow the fuck up - time to give it all you got and no matter what never give up
it's time to make something of yourself - it's time to give it all up and get on with something else
ditch that psycho bitch and never look back, and when she cries to you that she wants you back
look at your arm - look at that track, and remember what was the root of your problems that had caused all of that..
Dear new [stayblazed] - i wish you the best of luck[/quote]
[QUOTE=Blazed.I.Stay;39326114]Was feeling down, decided to write some shit down and then make it rhyme.
Here's to not wanting to do drugs and having my mindset changed from when i originally made this thread and wanted to shoot up when i got back![/QUOTE]
Ya know, music is a great outlet for these kind of things. And that's not bad at all.
I don't know you, but welcome back mate. I hope you're here to stay<3
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