What with all this technology advancements and bullshit like that I kinda get the feeling we don't even matter when it all finally ends. Maybe I'm just a pessimistic fuck but who gives a damn. I hate the fact that I might die before we even contact other life, I like to think that there could be a chance that I could possibly be reincarnated or some goofy thing like that to make myself feel better about coming out of the womb. I'd give anything to see more than what limited time I got on this earth right now.
I mean, fuck I might study and become a world renowned genius like Einstein or Tesla or Newton and still I'd be dead before I even saw my life's work realized. I sometimes fantasize about just freezing my brain, I wouldn't care if I was on the sidelines watching all the secrets unfold before me and I can't interact with anything, I just wanna be there when it happens.
Everyday I kick myself for not being able to control my own birth. Science fucked my brain up man, I wanna know whats gonna happen a thousand, a million, a billion years from now. Even if all we ever amount to turn into is a heap of dust, I'd still would like to see the ending chapters of human history.
I hate religion, I hate Atheist, they're all assholes fighting over the most trivial thing, then they all look back at you and say "enjoy your life", well how can I when all you're telling me is I'm going to die, who cares if there is a god or not. I think about death more than a man thinks about sex, and I'm fucking angry about it.
I wish I was a kid again, when I wanted to be a astronaut president riding dinosaurs with lasers strapped to their face. I know it was stupid but at least I was happy back then, current economical devastation.
I liked being scared of ghosts, I like thinking there were monster under my bed, I thought aliens would land in my backyard any day now after I taped that coat hangar together to my little battery radio. Now everything is slim statistical chances and a scouting robot looking at space rocks. I wish I was dumber than I am now, before I was interested in books and played video games and basketball all day.
I don't have self esteem issues, but it may seem like it if you we ever talked face to face. Just before I pissed you off on purpose or something we'd probably have a meaningless conversation about our world views.
Tl:Dr
I'm sorry If I seem like a jerk when you read this but I can't sleep even when I'm tired. Anxiety and stuff
And sorry if the format I write in bothers you.
no humans suck go shoot up your school or something
So you're saying we should just stop trying because we're all going to die?
Well tough, I'd like to keep moving forward even if you don't see the point.
Yeah we may all kill each other in the end, but until that day I'd like to keep advancing
[QUOTE=Ghibli;25780970]I wish I was a kid again, when I wanted to be a astronaut president riding dinosaurs with lasers strapped to their face. I know it was stupid but at least [B]I was happy back then[/B], current civil war in Africa be damned.[/QUOTE]
And now you're not? You're a sad person. Heart.
[QUOTE=En-Guage V2;25780998]So you're saying we should just stop trying because we're all going to die?
Well tough, I'd like to keep moving forward even if you don't see the point.
Yeah we may all kill each other in the end, but until that day I'd like to keep advancing[/QUOTE]
I really doubt we'd kill each other in the end
You never know
oh boo hoo you lost your innocence. now go read catcher in the rye or something.
Thought about this alot, I have come to the conclusion that it's best to not give a fuck.
Faggot
[QUOTE=En-Guage V2;25781019]You never know[/QUOTE]
And we never will, and that's what sucks
No.
There is not point to anything, we don't matter, we have no purpose. Purpose is a human creation. Everything we've ever done collectively will one day be erased and the universe won't even flinch.
Now get over it and go back to work.
[QUOTE=Ghibli;25781036]And we never will, and that's what sucks[/QUOTE]
Deal with it bitch, that's life
Nobody should know the future, and you're no exception
[QUOTE=Ghibli;25780970]
I wish I was a kid again, when I wanted to be a astronaut president riding dinosaurs with lasers strapped to their face. I know it was stupid but at least I was happy back then, current civil war in Africa be damned.
I liked being scared of ghosts, I like thinking there were monster under my bed, I thought aliens would land in my backyard any day now after I taped that coat hangar together to my little battery radio. Now everything is slim statistical chances and a scouting robot looking at space rocks. I wish I was dumber than I am now, before I was interested in books and played video games and basketball all day.
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So what you're saying is, you'd rather be ignorant? Imagine if you were ignorant, but still had the awareness you have now. It'd be even worse than the feeling you feel now, because you'd know even less. Sure man, ignorance may be bliss, but it's not the best way to go.
Life is what you make of it OP. Just do what you think is best and try and make the most of it. The way I see it if you spend time worrying about what you've lost then you'll just wind up losing even more.
I belive the trick to not thinking about it is to think of what you've already got. Compare now to our past.
2000 years ago there weren't any toilets!
We are far of into the technological advancement that you want to witness and just that i can talk to you is proof of that. Try to marvel yourself of what you already have.
[QUOTE=Aries;25781085]So what you're saying is, you'd rather be ignorant? Imagine if you were ignorant, but still had the awareness you have now. It'd be even worse than the feeling you feel now, because you'd know even less. Sure man, ignorance may be bliss, but it's not the best way to go.[/QUOTE]
Wouldn't last too long I guess, since awareness means you'd just gather information up, I'd eventually be the same as I am now. But for a brief moment I wouldn't be so depressed I guess.
[QUOTE=Extinct;25781103]2000 years ago there weren't any toilets![/QUOTE]
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[QUOTE=Extinct;25781103]I belive the trick to not thinking about it is to think of what you've already got. Compare now to our past.
2000 years ago there weren't any toilets!
We are far of into the technological advancement that you want to witness and just that i can talk to you is proof of that. Try to marvel yourself of what you already have.[/QUOTE]
I don't want to appreciate, I just want to know, I'd appreciate it If I could see what the future holds rather than experience it, I know its odd.
when you get down to it, nothing really matters. so just try to enjoy life because once you die theres nothing else.
If every human thought the way you did, we would still be cavemen.
Also OP
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the meaning of life is to make bad threads in gd. op is doing very well.
[QUOTE=Ghibli;25781132]I don't want to appreciate, I just want to know, I'd appreciate it If I could see what the future holds rather than experience it, I know its odd.[/QUOTE]
"A strong man doesn't need to read the future, he makes his own."
[QUOTE=haloguy234;25781148]If every human thought the way you did, we would still be cavemen.[/QUOTE]
I'm sorry but that just doesn't make sense.
[QUOTE=haloguy234;25781164]"A strong man doesn't need to read the future, he makes his own."[/QUOTE]
The concept of man is trivial bullshit. We're just a species that gathers information.
[QUOTE=Kybalt;25781156]the meaning of life is to make bad threads in gd. op is doing very well.[/QUOTE]
Shut the fuck up, man, he is just expressing his thoughts, if you don't like it, get the fuck out, nobody is keeping you.
I like to think of life as a series of games. As any of you who have played too much TF2 know, playing just one game can make you tired of games in general.
If you're getting tired of life, pick a new hobby.
[QUOTE=Ghibli;25781186]The concept of man is trivial bullshit. We're just a species that gathers information.[/QUOTE]
when you put it that way it's shit
why do we need that kind of perspective, does that perspective count/matter?
[QUOTE=haloguy234;25781148]If every human thought the way you did, we would still be cavemen.[/QUOTE]
You pulled that outta your ass just to sound intelligent.
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