• Does humanity really matter at all?
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[QUOTE=Droogie;25781757]You are being heavily influenced by emotions, whatever you perceive as your own cold, logical analysis could just as well be deluded and dulled by emotion.[/QUOTE] Sorry if I come off as cold, this whole thread was the cause of sleep deprivation as well as a bad mood. I still don't know if this was a good idea or not. But I guess its dealt its cause.
[QUOTE=Ghibli;25780970]What with all this technology advancements and bullshit like that I kinda get the feeling we don't even matter when it all finally ends. Maybe I'm just a pessimistic fuck but who gives a damn. I hate the fact that I might die before we even contact other life, I like to think that there could be a chance that I could possibly be reincarnated or some goofy thing like that to make myself feel better about coming out of the womb. I'd give anything to see more than what limited time I got on this earth right now. I mean, fuck I might study and become a world renowned genius like Einstein or Tesla or Newton and still I'd be dead before I even saw my life's work realized. I sometimes fantasize about just freezing my brain, I wouldn't care if I was on the sidelines watching all the secrets unfold before me and I can't interact with anything, I just wanna be there when it happens. Everyday I kick myself for not being able to control my own birth. Science fucked my brain up man, I wanna know whats gonna happen a thousand, a million, a billion years from now. Even if all we ever amount to turn into is a heap of dust, I'd still would like to see the ending chapters of human history. I hate religion, I hate Atheist, they're all assholes fighting over the most trivial thing, then they all look back at you and say "enjoy your life", well how can I when all you're telling me is I'm going to die, who cares if there is a god or not. I think about death more than a man thinks about sex, and I'm fucking angry about it. I wish I was a kid again, when I wanted to be a astronaut president riding dinosaurs with lasers strapped to their face. I know it was stupid but at least I was happy back then, current civil war in Africa be damned. I liked being scared of ghosts, I like thinking there were monster under my bed, I thought aliens would land in my backyard any day now after I taped that coat hangar together to my little battery radio. Now everything is slim statistical chances and a scouting robot looking at space rocks. I wish I was dumber than I am now, before I was interested in books and played video games and basketball all day. I don't have self esteem issues, but it may seem like it if you we ever talked face to face. Just before I pissed you off on purpose or something we'd probably have a meaningless conversation about our world views. Tl:Dr I'm sorry If I seem like a jerk when you read this but I can't sleep even when I'm tired. Anxiety and stuff And sorry if the format I write in bothers you.[/QUOTE] I feel you 100% man. I've realized (or am still realizing) that the only thing in life that matters is what you love. Whatever the fuck makes you happy, do it. Humanity is fucked for sure. There are so many problems in the world that nobody will ever be able to fix until some crazy reset button is hit with a massive chaotic event. Just do life for you. Nobody else.
Might as well lock this fucker up. I'm bored.
I think you will like reading this: [url]http://futuretimeline.net/[/url]
Hey, this is just what I needed, this thread was to let time pass through my insomnia but I think I'll read this instead. Thanks, (wo/)man
The point of life is to live it to the fullest. To enjoy it and have fun. Some people take most pleasure knowing that they are leaving something for next generations but you're taking it to a new level. Fell in love and your stupid attitude will change. Also stop being so worried about death. There is no point worrying so much about things you can't change.
I don't fear death. Also, I am in love. I'm a messed up person.
Just another idiot with an existensial crisis, move on.
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