The Addicts' Lounge V. Peanut butter and marijuana sandwiches
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hooray for tolerance breaks, one siick spliff and i'm already a tangerine dream
[editline]12th July 2013[/editline]
when i was in Burma, i met a child in the street playing with a ruby the size of a taaangeriiiiiiine
[QUOTE=strayebyrd;41424361]ech I picked up 2 grams of coke, remember why I stopped picking up when I was 17 now. I just feel like doing it all the time. I've only done one normal sized line and a spoon bump but every time I see it I get tempted. Coke is way too easy to do[/QUOTE]
Picked up two grams and you've only done one line; musta been a fat line, aye?
Hm, is it bad I can't tell you how much I've done at this point? Went thru 2 grams~ of really high quality shit in about 5-6 hours a couple weeks ago/a month or so. Thought my heart was gonna fuckin' pop, it was great.
Pretty much at this point coke is something I try to get habitually when I get paid at the end of the month.
[QUOTE=Lebowski;41424391]Picked up two grams and you've only done one line; musta been a fat line, aye?
Hm, is it bad I can't tell you how much I've done at this point? Went thru 2 grams~ of really high quality shit in about 5-6 hours a couple weeks ago/a month or so. Thought my heart was gonna fuckin' pop, it was great.
Pretty much at this point coke is something I try to get habitually when I get paid at the end of the month.[/QUOTE]
see this is the problem, back I was 17 one of my closest friends was a coke dealer so I got it all the time and I developed a bit of an issue with it. I picked this up because my friend wanted to do it at some clubs, but now she isn't around for a month so I've just got it sitting there
[QUOTE=strayebyrd;41424468]see this is the problem, back I was 17 one of my closest friends was a coke dealer so I got it all the time and I developed a bit of an issue with it. I picked this up because my friend wanted to do it at some clubs, but now she isn't around for a month so I've just got it sitting there[/QUOTE]
Ah, bloody hell.
Good not to fall back into old habits you've kicked mind you.
I'd at the very least find a friend who is around who'd want to do some yayo, because IMO that shit isn't going to still be there in a month whether or not you think you'll be able to hold back from doing it all, and it's healthier than doing it all up your own nose.
-That is if it's technically all yours to do. Friend didn't throw down any $.
But personally I'm really generous with my coke, I know some other people aren't.
[QUOTE=Enaicavor;41424379]hooray for tolerance breaks, one siick spliff and i'm already a tangerine dream
[editline]12th July 2013[/editline]
when i was in Burma, i met a child in the street playing with a ruby the size of a taaangeriiiiiiine[/QUOTE]
i wish i had some tangerine dream left :smith:
Spoilers.
Possible spoilers for arrested development season four.
[video=youtube;YYrwTVsckmI]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYrwTVsckmI&feature=youtube_gdata_player[/video]
I was going to post about how that song plays through my head now every time I realize/think I'm dry, but after watching through it before posting, I've realized something.
I am GOB.
[I]In his mind, this realization, which should have been a source of shame and inspiration for change, was instead seen as a personal tragedy that was worthy of sympathy and on par with such things as a cancer diagnosis, a positive HIV test, or the realization that you're in the wrong part of Mexico.[/I]
elastic is such a beautiful substance
got therapy in 20 minutes.
also, i found some codeine. was curious to try it.
[Del]Therapy is a weird thing for me, my well being seems to deteriorate from the stress of counseling. I spent the majority of my life.....avoiding the very idea that I was alive, or existed at all. I just like to get lost and forget who I am, it's hard trying to deal with a complete lack of self worth, meaning that I dislike the very idea of myelf, with therapists that say things like "well that's obviously not true". I know it isn't, I do try, but it is more difficult than that. I hate the way I look, I don't care if you think I'm handsome. It's all just so much more.......I just can't hold myself together. I've spent to long inside my own head, and I'm useless in the real world. I thought I had escaped from my lonely childhood, but at the drop of a trauma or two, boom, I can't manage to keep up friendships anymore.[/del] it doesn't matter, and I'll disagree with it in at least a few ways in ten minutes, tops.
i dont know if its depersonalization or dissociation, whatever the hell its called, but i get a lot of it, especially when im stressed. I just start feeling like I'm not there, it's not real, I'm in a dream or some shit. At the same time I'm telling myself "This is real life, don't do something stupid". It's weird.
My doc wants to send me to a psychiatrist, which is probably for the best.
Alternate option, I can smoke weed occasionally to unload the stress. Too bad everyone except my parents are cool with that. I'll get kicked out of the house if they even find a lighter.
what is the best place to buy glass pipes online for you guys?
i remember a really nice site with beautiful bowls and spoons, with a low selection
etsy?
[QUOTE=polarbear.;41425690]i dont know if its depersonalization or dissociation, whatever the hell its called, but i get a lot of it, especially when im stressed. I just start feeling like I'm not there, it's not real, I'm in a dream or some shit. At the same time I'm telling myself "This is real life, don't do something stupid". It's weird.
My doc wants to send me to a psychiatrist, which is probably for the best.
Alternate option, I can smoke weed occasionally to unload the stress. Too bad everyone except my parents are cool with that. I'll get kicked out of the house if they even find a lighter.[/QUOTE]
I had that for a week or two after NYE 2012, I took a rediculous amount of mephedrone, weed and a shitton of sudafed + lemsip capsules (I had a cold and didn't want to miss the party :v:) and drank about 2 litres of cider.
Took me maybe about 3-4 weeks to get my mind screwed back into place, I genuinely thought i'd died or something and was in a coma or something and kept getting panic attacks maybe a few times a day.
The cure in the end for me was to be completely sober for a week or two and then I started to have the occasional beer to calm my nerves and chill and sure enough it gradually went away.
As far as I can tell it's directly linked to depression and the anxiety that comes with it.
Got exactly what I wanted from my psychiatrist, a prescription for Lithium. :)
Now I'll be "cured" of my bipolar symptoms ;)
Read up on erowid. Apparently hallucinogens on Lithium cause seizures.
Not real happy at the moment.
[QUOTE=polarbear.;41425690]i dont know if its depersonalization or dissociation, whatever the hell its called, but i get a lot of it, especially when im stressed. I just start feeling like I'm not there, it's not real, I'm in a dream or some shit. At the same time I'm telling myself "This is real life, don't do something stupid". It's weird.
My doc wants to send me to a psychiatrist, which is probably for the best.
Alternate option, I can smoke weed occasionally to unload the stress. Too bad everyone except my parents are cool with that. I'll get kicked out of the house if they even find a lighter.[/QUOTE]
sometimes if i stay up for a few nights smoking weed my body doesn't feel like my body. like if i touch my face i'll feel it but i won't think it's me, it's hard to explain.
[editline]12th July 2013[/editline]
i'm gonna rewatch breaking bad
[QUOTE=polarbear.;41425764]etsy?[/QUOTE]
Yes! that's the one! Thank you!
I sometimes feel like psychiatric help isn't geared towards those who collapse in on themselves, and that it is more concerned with those who act out.
Not to impinge on the mental health communities reputation, but not all of the professionals you run into will be more concerned about getting you the right treatment/diagnosis, even if it takes some time, and some would rather diagnose/treat you quickly for [I]something[/I], possibly based on whatever assumptions they made about you when you walked in the door.
So, be careful kids. Don't be afraid to speak up. Well, of course you might be afraid, but give a shot at trying anyway if you can. It'll be worth it...but you already know that.
[QUOTE=Appellation;41426314]I sometimes feel like psychiatric help isn't geared towards those who collapse in on themselves, and that it is more concerned with those who act out.
Not to impinge on the mental health communities reputation, but not all of the professionals you run into will be more concerned about getting you the right treatment/diagnosis, even if it takes some time, and some would rather diagnose/treat you quickly for [I]something[/I], possibly based on whatever assumptions they made about you when you walked in the door.
So, be careful kids. Don't be afraid to speak up. Well, of course you might be afraid, but give a shot at trying anyway if you can. It'll be worth it...but you already know that.[/QUOTE]
I'm going to quote the character Dr Cox from the TV-show Scrubs here: "Turns out we can't save people from themselves, newbie. We just treat 'em. We're gonna treat that kid with a respiratory problem, and when he comes back with cancer, go ahead and treat that too."
Seems to me that as a kid becomes the victim of bullying in early age, we set the stage for autistic related disorders. This victim, so young, gets forged with neurosynaptic patterns that will make him intrinsically link communication with difficulty and despair for the rest of his life. Just the same as the tragic scenario where a kid was left in a dark room for the first four years of his life leading to his brain never fully developing the areas necessary for sight.
We are more disconnected than ever in this modern world.
[editline]12th July 2013[/editline]
Time to power down with some ethanol and clonazepam.
What's yall's favorite time of day to smoke? I personally like lazy afternoon bowls when there's not much going on, nighttime bowls, and of course 4:20.
[QUOTE=WoodenSpoon;41428615]What's yall's favorite time of day to smoke? I personally like lazy afternoon bowls when there's not much going on, nighttime bowls, and of course 4:20.[/QUOTE]
Well my favourite session is my first session of the day but my favourite time of day to get high is the evening because I can smoke however much I want without worrying about getting too high to function 'cause I'll have already completed my daily plans.
[QUOTE=WoodenSpoon;41428615]What's yall's favorite time of day to smoke? I personally like lazy afternoon bowls when there's not much going on, nighttime bowls, and of course 4:20.[/QUOTE]
Anytime is a good time to smoke to me.
but yea, the first smoke of the day is always going to be the best.
[QUOTE=Creid;41418420]honestly guys administering eye drops is like chinese water torture
it's awful man
fuck[/QUOTE]
It's not that bad. I have the annoying habit of dropping them like a foot above my eye. I rarely miss, but it hits the eye harder than it needs to. I'm always thinking, fuck why did I do that. I figure at least it's probably spreading over the entire eye though. I find it's easier to use them before getting high, due to your eye being completely open at the time.
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;41428675]Well my favourite session is my first session of the day but my favourite time of day to get high is the evening because I can smoke however much I want without worrying about getting too high to function 'cause I'll have already completed my daily plans.[/QUOTE]
This is exactly how I explain to people what I do.
[QUOTE=Cureless;41422948]Bump, that's what we all think when we first learn how to play an instrument/write material.. Good times.[/QUOTE]
Then you realize, this is a corporate world, and most art and things involving creativity have been shut out.
Now it's just easier to slap together a 4/4 beat, and get some plastic slut to sing some half assed lyrics about the same old shit (getting high and fucking everyone at a club), and pump that out a million times over.
Besides that, I don't know anyone who buys CDs, everyone just pirates shit now. I think most artists would be a hell of a lot better off if they'd just record at a studio, and sell their own music on their own digital distribution site. Hosting is pretty cheap these days. There should just be a network on TV that plays music videos for these people to get their names out. That way people only have to download what they like, and they don't have to pay big media company prices. The media industry is killing music, and charging you a premium to do so (all the while shitting ads in your face for further revenue).
that moment when you bust into your new quarter ounce
take the smallest bud, (stuff is really sticky and sweet smelling) break open the bud.. Next thing you know after 2 small buds you got a pile of seeds.
I've never dealt with this kind of weed.
Gets you high, and looks great, but has sooo many seeddsss
this is like schwag all over again but it tastes sooo goooood
i don't often smoke in the morning because sometimes i get pretty nauseous with really fat joints. but i do like hitting the pipe after being awake for half an hour or so, it makes the next few hours feel great and the comedown isn't often noticeable.
so I have this universe that I write short stories in and I keep a file full of fictional foods and drugs, thought y'all would like this one
TRIZNITS:
Triznits were small, shiny pills fashioned with a metal outer casing to house their incredibly potent active ingredient, Trizannalithinol (TLN), which had immense effects on one's brain. Initially believed to be a fable, they rose to popularity as a chill-out drug amongst the middle-class residents of Keon II. The metal casing wrecked havoc on many people's internal organs, however – causing Triznits to be sectioned as an ADDA-10 level drug. One notorious dealer of Triznits was Mockan Skalla, who was infamous for introducing populations of students to the drug shortly before perishing after intruding on another dealer's territory in the northern reaches of Awuea.
[QUOTE=geogzm;41429170]so I have this universe that I write short stories in and I keep a file full of fictional foods and drugs, thought y'all would like this one
TRIZNITS:
Triznits were small, shiny pills fashioned with a metal outer casing to house their incredibly potent active ingredient, Trizannalithinol (TLN), which had immense effects on one's brain. Initially believed to be a fable, they rose to popularity as a chill-out drug amongst the middle-class residents of Keon II. The metal casing wrecked havoc on many people's internal organs, however – causing Triznits to be sectioned as an ADDA-10 level drug. One notorious dealer of Triznits was Mockan Skalla, who was infamous for introducing populations of students to the drug shortly before perishing after intruding on another dealer's territory in the northern reaches of Awuea.[/QUOTE]
I'll take eight.