• The Addicts' Lounge V. Peanut butter and marijuana sandwiches
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[QUOTE=SuperNatural;41536370]Benzos make me social, chill(but not tired), removes your inhibitions, stimulates me in a strange way, etc.[/QUOTE] I drink a monster if I feel tired on them. How long does the pill last, effect wise.
got blaszed in a playground with someone blasting linkin park; get on my level of class
[QUOTE=kherbyne;41536387]I drink a monster if I feel tired on them. How long does the pill last, effect wise.[/QUOTE] I don't know Ativan well as it never had much of an effect on me due to my tolerance. I'd think something like 6-8 hours similar to other benzos. [editline]20th July 2013[/editline] Sorry for my lack of info on that. I just asked my sister and she told me it was never enough of an effect for her too. (Heavy benzo/alcohol users)
[QUOTE=kherbyne;41536364]The high , the dependence, anything really. I was given it to help me loosen up and be able to talk to people because of the years I have been building up a wall to people and was unable to talk hardly any at all. I take these and then I just don't give a fuck and talk away[/QUOTE] damn bro sounds like i could use some too
people who don't have anxiety disorders in my experience have to eat a shit ton for any sort of pleasurable high people who do are like "WHAT THE FUCK WHY WOULD YOU KEEP THESE FROM ME UNTIL NOW" and will make the lowest mg ativan (babby droogs) last for as long as possible
[QUOTE=slashsnemesis;41536219]I would never forgive myself if I chose to get high rather than spend time with my mom on her birthday.[/QUOTE] it's not actually her birthday tho. Her birthday is on Monday but she'll have to work so we have a little celebration today. Ironically, it is my sister's birthday today.
Came downstairs to find my brother pan frying a bunch of dumplings, guy made me a whole plate worth. What a bro, also bump. Picked up $50 worth o' green, dealer warned me it was heavy shit but dayum, some you things just underestimate too much.
get crunK
ro, requestin' that video of me saying 'jesse we have to smoke'
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;41535911]I enjoy my HPPD. But that's just me.[/QUOTE] I see aura's over lights when it's not even winter. That never used to happen. I like it really, seeing the spectrum of light all the damn time. The grainy vision makes me enjoy the thought of the biology of the eye. The little floaters can get in the way, but I've always had them even before I did drugs.
bong hits 4 jesus
[QUOTE=mrmr;41533012][MEDIA]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MuOvqeABHvQ[/MEDIA] This one?[/QUOTE] No it was more like everyday stuff with someone describing it in the background and kind of dramatic music. It's around 20 minutes...
Well my girlfriend of 1 and a half years just broke up with while I was really stoned. Fuck lol
what a buzzkill..
Currently on day 4 of a week long tolerance break. It's a lot harder than I thought it was going to be, and not because I can't stop thinking about smoking weed, but because there's been so many times the past four days where nobody has been at home and I could have been getting totally blazed. Fuck.
drank as fuq
did speed, was sober driver for my friends for 12 hours straight, now its 9 am and i cant get sleep coz i feel like i have just woken up
[QUOTE=geogzm;41536945]ro, requestin' that video of me saying 'jesse we have to smoke'[/QUOTE] it's on your YT account you scrubby scrub. also, seeing as i got some, once i'm done moving all my shit over to my mum's we need to toke up again also also cigarettes and coffee at 8am because why the fuck not?
Been up for 2 days, and im high as fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
god getting up early feels good why did no-one tell me about this shit, its like another kind of high
DMT is ever fascinating, using a vaporiser seems to be a very good way to go. [editline]21st July 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=Joseph Smith;41533171]Listen to some trip hop.[/QUOTE] Dude I love trip hop, Bonobo and Emancipator are awesome [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyqnUtL28Wc[/media] [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWhIpYfapQ8[/media]
How the fuck did I get into skybar holyshit
'nother bump, spent most of the night playing GTA4 and I'm about 2 missions away from the end. Aiming to get the 'Liberty City Minute' achievement for beating the story in under 30 hours. Only in about 14 so far.
Can you guys honestly say that everything happens for a reason? Because I've got something I need to say... I can't go into too much detail because I don't want to say something that can be used against me in court but...I killed a man the other day. Car accident, I t-boned him in my non-airbag project car of 5years and was left with a broken sternum (which leaves me almost crippled in itself, I can't breath deep and can't lift more than a coke can, let alone roll out of bed and could have killed me if I was sitting a different way), two cracked/fractured ligaments in my lower spine which could have left me paralyzed, and various cuts and bruises all over such as lines running across my chest and waist from the seatbelt that are raw and swollen and a nasty fucked up bump on my forhead where I literally twisted the steering wheel back around it's shaft. I've been in the intensive care unit for 3 days and was just recently moved to my own room where I got to get up and walk for the first time...barely. I don't know anything about the other guy other than that he rolled and died on the scene...if I make it out of this without spending the next half of my 20 year old life in jail for manslaughter my life will never be the same...and for what? Because, if there is a god, he wanted it that way? What possible reason could there be for this happening to me? I've been told countless times that I'm lucky to be alive, let alone walking. But why? Now I get to live with this the rest of my life? I'm under a fake name in the hospital right now so that the other family can't come in and try to kill me...I mean, ffs...
That's really fucked man. I don't even know what to say.
[QUOTE=justin1992;41539530]Can you guys honestly say that everything happens for a reason? Because I've got something I need to say... I can't go into too much detail because I don't want to say something that can be used against me in court but...I killed a man the other day. Car accident, I t-boned him in my non-airbag project car of 5years and was left with a broken sternum (which leaves me almost crippled in itself, I can't breath deep and can't lift more than a coke can, let alone roll out of bed and could have killed me if I was sitting a different way), two cracked/fractured ligaments in my lower spine which could have left me paralyzed, and various cuts and bruises all over such as lines running across my chest and waist from the seatbelt that are raw and swollen and a nasty fucked up bump on my forhead where I literally twisted the steering wheel back around it's shaft. I've been in the intensive care unit for 3 days and was just recently moved to my own room where I got to get up and walk for the first time...barely. I don't know anything about the other guy other than that he rolled and died on the scene...if I make it out of this without spending the next half of my 20 year old life in jail for manslaughter my life will never be the same...and for what? Because, if there is a god, he wanted it that way? What possible reason could there be for this happening to me? I've been told countless times that I'm lucky to be alive, let alone walking. But why? Now I get to live with this the rest of my life? I'm under a fake name in the hospital right now so that the other family can't come in and try to kill me...I mean, ffs...[/QUOTE] There are no reasons for anything and everything is meaningless
sad times, brother. There isn't any higher power influencing anything other than chaos, the chaos of everything falling into place at the wrong time and place and resulting in who and what we all are today. Chances are if it was a T-bone he pulled out in front of you, at which point most people would understand that you were not in the wrong. Good luck, and I hope things get less bad brah.
[QUOTE=justin1992;41539530]Can you guys honestly say that everything happens for a reason? Because I've got something I need to say... I can't go into too much detail because I don't want to say something that can be used against me in court but...I killed a man the other day. Car accident, I t-boned him in my non-airbag project car of 5years and was left with a broken sternum (which leaves me almost crippled in itself, I can't breath deep and can't lift more than a coke can, let alone roll out of bed and could have killed me if I was sitting a different way), two cracked/fractured ligaments in my lower spine which could have left me paralyzed, and various cuts and bruises all over such as lines running across my chest and waist from the seatbelt that are raw and swollen and a nasty fucked up bump on my forhead where I literally twisted the steering wheel back around it's shaft. I've been in the intensive care unit for 3 days and was just recently moved to my own room where I got to get up and walk for the first time...barely. I don't know anything about the other guy other than that he rolled and died on the scene...if I make it out of this without spending the next half of my 20 year old life in jail for manslaughter my life will never be the same...and for what? Because, if there is a god, he wanted it that way? What possible reason could there be for this happening to me? I've been told countless times that I'm lucky to be alive, let alone walking. But why? Now I get to live with this the rest of my life? I'm under a fake name in the hospital right now so that the other family can't come in and try to kill me...I mean, ffs...[/QUOTE] things just happen, the only reason there is, is the one you make yourself
and in the end we're just a lifeform floating through space on a giant rock
[QUOTE=Hamm0;41540074]and in the end we're just a lifeform floating through space on a giant rock[/QUOTE] Sometimes I think about this a little too much and get weirded out [editline]21st July 2013[/editline] I mean I'm posting on a computer communicating with people all around the world, and that's just something humans have made for ourselves, the same way a bird makes a nest, and a beaver makes a dam [editline]21st July 2013[/editline] aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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