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Yeah I've always been a huge tea drinker, but I've recently started drinking coffee (never really bothered with it) and I love it haha. Haven't slept in 46 hours...
...more coffee
coffee and a smoke at 5pm, followed by some mad dota, followed by my friend hopefully calling me after he's finished work so i can go toke up [editline]29th July 2013[/editline] life plans yo
smerked some beerwls
dealer's finally getting me back tomorrow for some money I left him with a while ago apparently we'll see.
And speaking of drinking too much coffee, I just made more. fuck
i'm really goddamn hungover, but i still managed to clean my mothers car for some pocket change.
Oh man this girl is motivating me in such a good way, I actually am starting to care about myself again, I was slowly before I met her, but this made it spike up... Did I mention she smokes weed too. :v:
Same thing happened to me with the last girl I met, before I met her I was slowly building my confidence/self worth back up, then suddenly she comes along and it just has a huge spike and throws me back into full swing things didn't quite work out between us, at least not yet.. Tried organizing another date recently but then she lost all her hair because of a bleach incident and is now too ashamed/embarrassed to go out :( I mean i'm attracted to the person, not the hair, but this might just be the end of that chance, at least for now..
[QUOTE=Consciousness;41637749]Same thing happened to me with the last girl I met, before I met her I was slowly building my confidence/self worth back up, then suddenly she comes along and it just has a huge spike and throws me back into full swing things didn't quite work out between us, at least not yet.. Tried organizing another date recently but then she lost all her hair because of a bleach incident and is now too ashamed/embarrassed to go out :( I mean i'm attracted to the person, not the hair, but this might just be the end of that chance, at least for now..[/QUOTE] Naw mang, that's not the end of that chance at all! Once she finds a wig she's comfortable with or extensions she'll be down for another date. Funnily enough, I was in almost the same exact situation with a girl a few months back. She literally fried half her head of hair and has now become the master of wearing extensions. Seriously, she looks like a different person without them and wouldn't see me for a couple weeks til she figured it out.
We don't talk too regularly but we see eachother on occasion, i'm into her and already let her know that and she's still okay with seeing me (she's even made surprise visits after that) so i'm taking it as the chance isn't lost. The plus side of not talking too regularly is it keeps the in person stuff interesting as there's still plenty to talk about when I see her, lots of things to get to know, and there isn't that over-exposure as a result of neediness from my behalf. I'll stay confident, but this longer-term dating kinda stuff is so foreign to me, it's been over 3 years since i've been at this stage and I'm so lost with it all but i'll just keep trying to push forward, as if I know where it's leading too even though I can barely see the path, so to speak Actually realistically I should be leading more rather than following a path, but some shit like that. speaking of which, she might make an appearance at one of the parties i'm going too this saturday so i'll use the first party as a social momentum builder then hopefully, if she's at the other one, I wont have any issues being myself.
[QUOTE=MrBacon;41637524]And speaking of drinking too much coffee, I just made more. fuck[/QUOTE] I drink a pot or two of coffee on average daily. Get on my level scrub.
[QUOTE=Consciousness;41637938]We don't talk too regularly but we see eachother on occasion, i'm into her and already let her know that and she's still okay with seeing me (she's even made surprise visits after that) so i'm taking it as the chance isn't lost. I'll stay confident, but this longer-term dating kinda stuff is so foreign to me, it's been over 3 years since i've been at this stage and I'm so lost with it all but i'll just keep trying to push forward, as if I know where it's leading too even though I can barely see the path, so to speak Actually realistically I should be leading more rather than following a path, but some shit like that. speaking of which, she might make an appearance at one of the parties i'm going too this saturday so i'll use the first party as a social momentum builder then hopefully, if she's at the other one, I wont have any issues being myself.[/QUOTE] 3 years? Last year (right about a year and some change as of now) my ex and I of 3 years broke up. Getting back into the swing of dating was surprisingly easy for me, generally I'm fairly confident provided I'm sober and well rested. I've been on dates with countless girls in the past year, but haven't really met anyone I feel worth keeping around for a long time. I gotta admit though, I enjoy dating more than I enjoy being in a relationship.
yeah, about half a year ago now my ex and I broke up. But because of the way things happened (she cheated on me multiple times, we stayed together afterwords, then she broke up with me. I was essentially the bitch of the situation) my self worth, esteem, confidence etc went way out my date's with this girl have gone great when i'm sober but because of all that bull shit it's like learning how to fucking interact with girls all over again, she's understanding of that from what I can tell but i'm pretty sure she wants me to be more decisive/leading, essentially filling the stereotypical man's role so to speak without just trying to fuck her. Thankfully, this is pretty much what i'm working on as a self development thing so regardless how it goes it'll all be worth while I too enjoy dating more than a relationship, i'm not sure if i'm ready to get back into something like that again, at least not until i'm more self actualized as a person and capable of doing it right by myself, not just trying to please them etc. I don't want to have to change myself for someone again, fuck that. Next relationship i'll also just accept cheating to be a possibility so as to not get so fucking butthurt about it should it happen, of course I wouldn't /want/ it to happen and whether or not I forgive them/stay with them would depend entirely on my relationship with them and the situation, but I want to be able to hold my integrity about it either way instead of literally being a bitch about it
[QUOTE=Consciousness;41638039]yeah, about half a year ago now my ex and I broke up. But because of the way things happened (she cheated on me multiple times, we stayed together afterwords, then she broke up with me. I was essentially the bitch of the situation) my self worth, esteem, confidence etc went way out my date's with this girl have gone great when i'm sober but because of all that bull shit it's like learning how to fucking interact with girls all over again, she's understanding of that from what I can tell but i'm pretty sure she wants me to be more decisive/leading, essentially filling the stereotypical man's role so to speak without just trying to fuck her. Thankfully, this is pretty much what i'm working on as a self development thing so regardless how it goes it'll all be worth while I too enjoy dating more than a relationship, i'm not sure if i'm ready to get back into something like that again, at least not until i'm more self actualized as a person and capable of doing it right by myself, not just trying to please them etc. I don't want to have to change myself for someone again, fuck that. Next relationship i'll also just accept cheating to be a possibility so as to not get so fucking butthurt about it should it happen, of course I wouldn't /want/ it to happen and whether or not I forgive them/stay with them would depend entirely on my relationship with them and the situation, but I want to be able to hold my integrity about it either way instead of literally being a bitch about it[/QUOTE] As someone who has both cheated and been cheated on, I can't consider a relationship that contains cheating to be a healthy one for either party. When you cheat, you cheat for a reason, and it's almost always selfish in intent. I cheated because I wanted to be promiscuous, when in reality I should have quit the relationship and achieved that goal honestly. She cheated because I was emotionally mute and unable to provide her with the attention she felt she deserved. There's almost always underlying problems, and the best thing to do is go separate ways (for at least a while) until those problems can be resolved, if possible. Tbh her cheating on you probably plays a large role with why you have difficulty wearing the pants now. You're definitely on the right track though, and since you mentioned it, at some point you better make the move to have sex with her or she's probably going to assume you're not interested or lose her inhibitions of you playing the lead role. Man, women suck. Men suck too, but women are just so damn confusing.
[video=youtube;S9Iq6LA7sZI]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9Iq6LA7sZI&list=PL30BFB50685A0252B[/video]
yeah for sure, the problem is that coming out of that situation I just couldn't even picture a "healthy relationship" as a possibility, but i'm starting to see more and more that they're both possible and a normal thing again, not quite to the point where I want to really be in one though. Though I would definitely consider it with this girl, and i'm sure if I did have sex with her it'd probably be the selling point for me anyway. Bit worried i'll end up getting hurt (she's told me she's not ready for a relationship on account of her ex, so we're both kinda in the same boat, what if I end up "Ready" but she ends up the exact opposite?) suppose I shouldn't really ponder that though. here's to life adventures
[QUOTE=Consciousness;41638343]yeah for sure, the problem is that coming out of that situation I just couldn't even picture a "healthy relationship" as a possibility, but i'm starting to see more and more that they're both possible and a normal thing again, not quite to the point where I want to really be in one though. Though I would definitely consider it with this girl, and i'm sure if I did have sex with her it'd probably be the selling point for me anyway. Bit worried i'll end up getting hurt (she's told me she's not ready for a relationship on account of her ex, so we're both kinda in the same boat, what if I end up "Ready" but she ends up the exact opposite?) suppose I shouldn't really ponder that though. here's to life adventures[/QUOTE] I'm both blessed and cursed when it comes to sex, I can have casual sex without emotional attachment and still have an amazing time, but this also makes it difficult for me to be in a committed relationship because I enjoy it so much. After a while I just stopped trying for anything and kinda take life day by day, and if a girl throws herself at me, cool. Until then, Mary Jane and I have something special that we're trying not to let any ladies get in the way of.
[QUOTE=MrBacon;41637524]And speaking of drinking too much coffee, I just made more. fuck[/QUOTE] All this coffee talk made me crave some too, even though I don't drink coffee often at all. Brb boiling water
I just had the best worst idea I might actually have a tab before those parties this saturday... it feels so wrong, but so right. My interest in tripping has been building up and now I really fucking want too and it'd be nice to explore different social environments without the usual mental boundaries, it's been forever since i've tripped around people but I find I have really good experiences when I do thing is one of the parties will be full of people I went to highschool with, possibly my ex... the other will be full of people I don't know (and that girl maybe) it would be a hell of a trip. An experience I am actually craving to have
[QUOTE=Consciousness;41638605]I just had the best worst idea I might actually have a tab before those parties this saturday... it feels so wrong, but so right. My interest in tripping has been building up and now I really fucking want too and it'd be nice to explore different social environments without the usual mental boundaries, it's been forever since i've tripped around people but I find I have really good experiences when I do[/QUOTE] One tab of some good stuff would probably make it a fairly enjoyable experience. I'd probably talk a buddy into tripping with you though, just in case.
more than one estonian in one page.. woah
[QUOTE=koppel;41638698]more than one estonian in one page.. woah[/QUOTE] what are you on about, there's tons of estoners here
[QUOTE=AppleJackson;41637968]I drink a pot or two of coffee on average daily. Get on my level scrub.[/QUOTE] So do I actually if I feel like making a pot.
I make a pot in the morning like maybe one time a week, but when I do I'm the only one drinking, so I end up drinking 5+ cups untill it's all gone. Every other day I don't drink coffee at all.
[QUOTE=Sweet Berries;41635175]Thanks for the correction buddy<3 Dxm comedowns feels weeeird[/QUOTE] The after glow is pretty relaxing though, it lasts a whole day
[QUOTE=koppel;41638698]more than one estonian in one page.. woah[/QUOTE] yo
Friend from Alberta came out to BC to visit. The only downside is beer at noon.
i bought a new lighter because my other ones got stolen and the ones i have are all outta gas it disappeared last night too ;-;
[QUOTE=Creid;41627996]i let my sister borrow my car and my grinder and she left the grinder in the console and got my switchblade stolen my mom found my grinder she then went on a parade of searching through my bags while i was asleep and found an old bag full of tobacco and rolling paper from when one of my friends was rolling spliffs and almost got found out so i had taken it off his hands in the confusion. my parents mistook the tobacco for weed, and continued searching through my things. they found a couple bottles of cough syrup, which i passed off as allergy medication, which i'm quite sure they believed. my mom went off telling me how my uncle is a 15 year old in terms of maturity and then said it was because of drugs, she then went on to tell me all her opinions on drugs and how she thought weed wasn't a gateway drug. she dropped it, told me not to smoke anymore. she's still under the mentality that "drugs are bad mmmkay" but it's very softened due to my sister and i's extensive history of drug use i was in no position to keep up conversation or argument with her as i had just woken up after a night of heavy dxm use. the best i could do was keep us not focused on myself. my dad stayed out of the picture per-usual. i'm going to buy a lockbox, and i am hiding it out of sight.[/QUOTE] [editline]29th July 2013[/editline] Mommy Loves You! XXOOXXOO I am sorry you lied to me
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