[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;41743306][img]http://img594.imageshack.us/img594/692/tzk.png[/img][/QUOTE]
if thats real thats pretty crazy
so i'm pretty sure i'm suffering from narcissism
it'd explain a lot of what i've been going through based on stuff i'm reading, but I don't want to make any assumptions
"NPD is considered to result from a person's belief that they are flawed in a way that makes them fundamentally unacceptable to others.[14] This belief is held below the person's conscious awareness; such a person would, if questioned, typically deny thinking such a thing. In order to protect themselves against the intolerably painful rejection and isolation that (they imagine) would follow if others recognized their (perceived) defective nature, such people make strong attempts to control others’ views of them and behavior towards them."
sounds like me, that last relationship really fucked with my head, I wonder if i'll actually get through it all or not. I've already started accepting that I am flawed and trying to view it from the point that everyone is flawed, but I still lack self confidence and have a high necessity to gain validation from others in order to prove to myself that i'm a normal person
it's fucked
[QUOTE=Consciousness;41743377]so i'm pretty sure i'm suffering from narcissism
it'd explain a lot of what i've been going through based on stuff i'm reading, but I don't want to make any assumptions
"NPD is considered to result from a person's belief that they are flawed in a way that makes them fundamentally unacceptable to others.[14] This belief is held below the person's conscious awareness; such a person would, if questioned, typically deny thinking such a thing. In order to protect themselves against the intolerably painful rejection and isolation that (they imagine) would follow if others recognized their (perceived) defective nature, such people make strong attempts to control others’ views of them and behavior towards them."
sounds like me, that last relationship really fucked with my head, I wonder if i'll actually get through it all or not. I've already started accepting that I am flawed and trying to view it from the point that everyone is flawed, but I still lack self confidence and have a high necessity to gain validation from others in order to prove to myself that i'm a normal person
it's fucked[/QUOTE]
rotip: most people don't give a damn about your flaws, anyone who does isn't worth being around, hell, i've met some people whom i'd never thought i'd be friends with but if you just be yourself, most people understand and accept that :v
i've been building reference points in my mind regarding that fact and it's getting there, but there's still that deep rooted sense of lack of value that i'm trying to compensate for
it might be something to do with my childhood.. I remember I first noticed I had behaviors/thought processes of someone narcissistic while I was still with my ex, Might hit my psych up and see what she reckons instead of building further assumptions/self diagnosing.
[QUOTE=Consciousness;41743512]i've been building reference points in my mind regarding that fact and it's getting there, but there's still that deep rooted sense of lack of value that i'm trying to compensate for
it might be something to do with my childhood.. I remember I first noticed I had behaviors/thought processes of someone narcissistic while I was still with my ex, Might hit my psych up and see what she reckons instead of building further assumptions/self diagnosing.[/QUOTE]
good plan, in the meantime just take it easy yo, do not be stressings of self :>
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQdPFmMyryc[/media]
Damn it its 549am and I haven't gone to sleep. At least I have no schedule I guess.
[QUOTE=Consciousness;41743377]so i'm pretty sure i'm suffering from narcissism
it'd explain a lot of what i've been going through based on stuff i'm reading, but I don't want to make any assumptions
"NPD is considered to result from a person's belief that they are flawed in a way that makes them fundamentally unacceptable to others.[14] This belief is held below the person's conscious awareness; such a person would, if questioned, typically deny thinking such a thing. In order to protect themselves against the intolerably painful rejection and isolation that (they imagine) would follow if others recognized their (perceived) defective nature, such people make strong attempts to control others’ views of them and behavior towards them."
sounds like me, that last relationship really fucked with my head, I wonder if i'll actually get through it all or not. I've already started accepting that I am flawed and trying to view it from the point that everyone is flawed, but I still lack self confidence and have a high necessity to gain validation from others in order to prove to myself that i'm a normal person
it's fucked[/QUOTE]
i know that feeling, and im pretty sure im a narcicist too, my dad technically had that too. Use it to your best and work on making yourself happy, and not giving a fuck what it amounts to, just pour your heart out for the point of making yourself happier, and everything will fall in place
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[QUOTE=gav618;41743657]Damn it its 549am and I haven't gone to sleep. At least I have no schedule I guess.[/QUOTE]
hah same here i should wake up early incase i work tomorrow, but whatever
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and ive always felt like i dont firt in / not good enough for others, socially crippling me. now that im out of high school i just said fuck it and realized i can make my future, i dont need to give one shit what others want. when you be yourself, and put yourself out there the friends that you need (people thhat share your passion) will eventually come if you just believe in it.
ay soupman
[url]https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/58951386/dike.mp3[/url]
lmfao I found the person giving my interview tomorrow on facebook, she is on the left
[img]http://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc1/1005213_10153041931430088_1595273399_n.jpg[/img]
Somehow I feel less nervous :v:
you know what you have to do storm
flash your tits
it's the only way
life would be really good with this,pull up to the scene with one of these with a fat blunt.
[video=youtube;dGnnxAivEhA]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGnnxAivEhA[/video]
[video=youtube;bVWVMrzQrOM]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVWVMrzQrOM[/video]
my back is really bothering me so i'm gonna see about getting a couple of vicodin and doing a CWE
may also extract some dxm polistirex
So I'm running away to Germany
That was weird, for a while I didn't have a reply box on FP, there was just a blank area, same if I tried to post a visitor message or anything
how the fuck do you get something like opium from a poppy and how did we discover its effects, seriously i'm watching a documentary about heroin and i'm wondering how we discovered opium
people probably made tea out of it
Who was the first person to look at a cow's udder and think "I'm going to squeeze those dangly things"
not to be a buzzkill but the fact that animals can make milk probably wasn't a surprise
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seeing as we do it :v:
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and calves would've been suckling on them dangly bits
[QUOTE=TCB;41744730]how the fuck do you get something like opium from a poppy and how did we discover its effects, seriously i'm watching a documentary about heroin and i'm wondering how we discovered opium[/QUOTE]
opium literally just leaks out of the poppy pods
[QUOTE=Cypher_09;41744254]So I'm running away to Germany[/QUOTE]
what's going on, buddy?
[QUOTE=TCB;41741538]all of my rap mashups are made with nothing but audacity, if you know how to use the <-> (i forgot the name) tool and change tempo correctly then it'll work fine. sometimes it can be best to just speed up parts of the acapella (or slow down) rather than change the overall tempo of the whole thing.[/QUOTE]
You guys know you can just set the latency, right? Don't ask me how, I looked it up, but it's possible and I think you set it somewhere around 132 whatever the value is.
[QUOTE=Faren;41744863]not to be a buzzkill but the fact that animals can make milk probably wasn't a surprise
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seeing as we do it :v:
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and calves would've been suckling on them dangly bits[/QUOTE]
Still though the first guy had balls to do it.
I sure as Hell wouldn't squeeze those things on an animal that's easily three times the size of me.
blasting techno while cleaning my room. i just wish i had some amphetamine, that would make me want to clean up the whole house instead of just finishing up my own room.
also, i found half a joint in a closet, so i'll smoke that and then probably go hang out with some mates.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;41745120]what's going on, buddy?[/QUOTE]
basically me and my girlfriend love each other but our parents and our friends are doing everything they can to stop us being together. but she's starting uni in september and is worried about dropping out.
[QUOTE=slashsnemesis;41745205]Still though the first guy had balls to do it.
I sure as Hell wouldn't squeeze those things on an animal that's easily three times the size of me.[/QUOTE]
i would. i'd be like "hey guys watch me squeeze this soft embarrassing bit of flesh found on the underbelly of a large creature that could easily crush you."
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what the fuck am i talking about
[QUOTE=/B/rother;41745951]blasting techno while cleaning my room. i just wish i had some amphetamine, that would make me want to clean up the whole house instead of just finishing up my own room.
also, i found half a joint in a closet, so i'll smoke that and then probably go hang out with some mates.[/QUOTE]
I swear you're always finding drugs in your closest, is it like narnia?
[QUOTE=mrmr;41746466]I swear you're always finding drugs in your closest, is it like narnia?[/QUOTE]
it is in many ways like narnia, yes.
by the way, i'm sorry we haven't played borderlands 2 yet :(
guys.
guys.
i got a girl that likes weed, ciggies and is pretty awesome.
also the tits jesus fuck.
but jackson warned me not to bang her until she's 15 so
[QUOTE=Zarjk;41746550]guys.
guys.
i got a girl that likes weed, ciggies and is pretty awesome.
also the tits jesus fuck.
but jackson warned me not to bang her until she's 15 so[/QUOTE]
She also has a who nose.
[IMG]http://www.freewebs.com/fxmonster/images/ccanewho.jpg[/IMG]
Like real talk she's like a chubby, white version of this.
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