• The Addicts' Lounge V. Peanut butter and marijuana sandwiches
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I got so much I gotta do and think about and it's so overwhelming my brain is not letting me think at all. First off I woke up this morning by getting a call from mom who had recieved a call from my teacher saying that if I don't reduce the amount of absence in school and pull my shit together I'll be kicked out, so just because that's what I woke up to, it's been nagging me all day. Second, the actual assignments I gotta do for school. Third, I'm dry and need to get some stuff before the weekend preferbly, but the only money I [I]know[/I] I'm gonna get this friday is gonna go to a certain thing for a friend - and I'm pretty much relying on my friends to help me get hooked up anyway so that's also another thing I need to consider. Fourth, I'm waiting for some people to contact me about tuning their pianos for some money, that's also putting me on edge. Apart from that I got mushrooms drying under my bed and I really want to try that. I feel like I'm gonna explode, but it's 9 pm and I gotta sleep soon. [editline]24th September 2013[/editline] The worst part of it all is probably that my parents can't understand why I'm so anxious and why I haven't been able to do anything productive this day and I can't explain to them why cause it involves a big deal of drugs :v:
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;42295425]I got so much I gotta do and think about and it's so overwhelming my brain is not letting me think at all. First off I woke up this morning by getting a call from mom who had recieved a call from my teacher saying that if I don't reduce the amount of absence in school and pull my shit together I'll be kicked out, so just because that's what I woke up to, it's been nagging me all day. Second, the actual assignments I gotta do for school. Third, I'm dry and need to get some stuff before the weekend preferbly, but the only money I [I]know[/I] I'm gonna get this friday is gonna go to a certain thing for a friend - and I'm pretty much relying on my friends to help me get hooked up anyway so that's also another thing I need to consider. Fourth, I'm waiting for some people to contact me about tuning their pianos for some money, that's also putting me on edge. Apart from that I got mushrooms drying under my bed and I really want to try that. I feel like I'm gonna explode, but it's 9 pm and I gotta sleep soon. [editline]24th September 2013[/editline] The worst part of it all is probably that my parents can't understand why I'm so anxious and why I haven't been able to do anything productive this day and I can't explain to them why cause it involves a big deal of drugs :v:[/QUOTE] If you could, I'd try not doing any drugs at all until all your work is complete. I'm in college, and I force myself to complete any assignment, project, or study material I have before I smoke. Makes the high much more relaxed. I feel guilty whenever I choose weed over school work.
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;42295425]I got so much I gotta do and think about and it's so overwhelming my brain is not letting me think at all. First off I woke up this morning by getting a call from mom who had recieved a call from my teacher saying that if I don't reduce the amount of absence in school and pull my shit together I'll be kicked out, so just because that's what I woke up to, it's been nagging me all day. Second, the actual assignments I gotta do for school. Third, I'm dry and need to get some stuff before the weekend preferbly, but the only money I [I]know[/I] I'm gonna get this friday is gonna go to a certain thing for a friend - and I'm pretty much relying on my friends to help me get hooked up anyway so that's also another thing I need to consider. Fourth, I'm waiting for some people to contact me about tuning their pianos for some money, that's also putting me on edge. Apart from that I got mushrooms drying under my bed and I really want to try that. I feel like I'm gonna explode, but it's 9 pm and I gotta sleep soon. [editline]24th September 2013[/editline] The worst part of it all is probably that my parents can't understand why I'm so anxious and why I haven't been able to do anything productive this day and I can't explain to them why cause it involves a big deal of drugs :v:[/QUOTE] I've read this as "drugs are causing me unhappiness and I am allowing this to continue." I also read that you're really anxious and want to try shrooms soon. That sounds like a bad idea. Really, you should try and find a reliably satisfied outlook independent of the use of drugs. I'm not hating on you here, and I support the use of drugs in general, but you're not happy and you've said that it's because of drugs. I see an easy way to fix it. [editline]24th September 2013[/editline] Read that as: find happiness; take drugs. You seem to be doing the take drugs; find happiness approach.
I get what you guys are saying but I haven't done any drugs since I last smoked, five days ago. While I'm generally not very happy I'm nervous atm, not necessarily depressed. While I definitely find happiness in drugs, that's not necessarily why I want them atm, we're celebrating my friends birthday this weekend so that's mostly why I'm worried about getting some cannabis. About the Shroom thing, yeah I wouldn't try them if I was anxious, but I usually am not, I just have so much on my mind atm. [editline]24th September 2013[/editline] I did some messing around in paint cause I felt like getting my mind off things. [img]http://i.imgur.com/AAno7ES.png[/img]
No extra money for my efforts but still, $20. 8D I can get more weeeeeeeeed
my friend took some "black stuff" (probably hash) from some stranger in a bus stop (who is the brother of my friend and my brothers friend) and smoked it no questions asked. i'm pretty annoyed with him because that's a fairly dumb thing to do when you know literally nothing about it at all [sp]plus around here people put plastic and shit in hash[/sp]
New haircut It seems to be a hit with the ladies. Probably because I look like Damon albarn in his blur days. Only burnt the fuck out. Which I guess is another plus nowadays for some reason
fun little experiment for you guys to play around with, especially if you're on any kind of trip based a little on the phenomena where you repeat a word til it loses meaning, try doing so with a letter like the letter I but at the same time as you say it or imagine it, focus on picturing another letter and feel your brain get fucked as you break down the symbolic spacial, llanuage interpretation/meaning and abstractly apply another temporarily kind of like when you try to decipher "secret codes" or whatever but in combination with the repetition to really fuck with the associated meaning temporarily
I tripped every weekend for almost the entire summer and I can hardly look people in the face anymore without my peripheral vision just getting warped to hell and back. People's faces look so fucking scary to me sometimes.
I had a crazy experience last Sunday at 2am. I smoked weed for the first time in months, and got really high and started meditating. I ended up visualizing/seeing myself, my thought process, and my different roles and identities that I have been during my life. And this vision happened by itself, and there was no stopping it from taking place. I saw how the roles/identities that I imposed upon myself limited my thinking, and how my experiences and memories have created my sense of self. After seeing all this, I saw who I really am (not the different roles/identities I've been such as son, brother, student, cook, salesman, caretaker, yogi, receptionist, programmer, etc.). What I really am is the awareness behind my thoughts, memories, and past experience. And that is what I became, or to be more exact, this is what I remembered that I truly am. Awareness.
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finished psychonauts again yesterday, I have to say it's my favorite game, really gets to me deep down on a psychological level. best part IMO in the game is the milkman conspiracy. hopefully gonna get some vic for friday if I can find someone.
I'm climbing up a hill near where I live because when you get to the top and lie down on your back, all you see is the night sky. I'm gonna get blazed and feel like I'm floating in space.
Bump, just smoked a bowl with my brother and I'm loading another one for us. I love smoking with other people, especially my bro. Not beats smoking with bud bros. [editline]Today, guess when, I don't know I'm high man hahaha[/editline] And another one [editline]I still don't know the date I'm drunk as fuck and higher than the international space station[/editline] Loading up a last bowl with kief after versing off with vodka shots, gon get baked like a potato
[QUOTE=Anven11;42294500]Sounds like you're suffering from [url=http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Derealization]derealization[/url]. "Cannabis, psychedelics, dissociatives, antidepressants, caffeine, nitrous oxide, and nicotine can all produce feelings resembling derealization, particularly when taken in excess." [sp]"Derealization can also be a symptom of mental disorders."[/sp][/QUOTE] Wow, this article was very helpful because I have experienced the same symptoms of anxiety, bizarre thoughts and visual confusion while sober. It was very frightening because I had no idea what was going on and thought I was going insane.The article leads me to believe this episode was a result of alcohol withdrawal. Luckily this episode was months ago, but I was still worried it would happen again. I am now aware of a new danger of my alcoholism and I will definitely think twice before going on another bender. Thank you very much for sharing your knowledge.
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derealization can be kinda cool if you're mentally capable of handling it without losing your shit I get it a bit post trips, but I find it's a very liberating feeling
I thought this was a very interesting article, and its perfect to show those people who still believe bullshit "Above the Influence" propaganda such as, "One joint of marijuana is equal to (insert number of cigarettes, lets say four) in tar content". "Cannabis and tobacco smoke are not equally carcinogenic" [URL]http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1277837/[/URL]
We need more unbiased research into recreational drugs, its such a taboo that its hard to find consistent information on stuff like marijuana because studies, articles and people contradict eachother and say different things all the time.
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;42300860]We need more unbiased research into recreational drugs, its such a taboo that its hard to find consistent information on stuff like marijuana because studies, articles and people contradict eachother and say different things all the time.[/QUOTE] Yeah, I think that if the rest of the USA doesn't follow the lead of Colorado and Washington and legalize within the next 5 years, a lot of good research will come out of those states because for once there will actually be people with large amounts of money from being pioneers of the first legal smokage who will be more than willing to dump money into getting more concrete information on the positives vs. negatives of Cannabis.
I feel like with marijuana especially, you get the argument of "it's not addictive at all, it's good for you" against "marijuana is the root of all evil in modern society." I'm not a stupid person. I believe that marijuana is not necessarily addictive, but the state of being high definitely is. I'll be sitting in class or be at home while dry and desperately wish that I were high instead. I'm aware that all the drugs I've done have consequences and have risks attached, but they aren't as bad as anti-drug media makes them out to be.
I did some funky self portraits [t]http://i.imgur.com/gwIgl5c.png[/t][t]http://i.imgur.com/yUoxpxJ.jpg[/t]
Started toking up my pipe indoors at school I "kinda" have my own private video-editing room with 2 amazing speakers, a 27" iMac, some other random filmmaking gear, a window (where i toke) and i can lock the door. So basically no one knows about it. [sp]except you guys :D[/sp] Hope you all have a great day :v: btw, page king :rock:
[QUOTE=Animoz;42301907]Started toking up my pipe indoors at school I "kinda" have my own private video-editing room with 2 amazing speakers, a 27" iMac, some other random filmmaking gear, a window (where i toke) and i can lock the door. So basically no one knows about it. [sp]except you guys :D[/sp] Hope you all have a great day :v: btw, page king :rock:[/QUOTE] hahaha, that's why the doors were locked when me and amin just tried going down there :v:
[QUOTE=/B/rother;42301965]hahaha, that's why the doors were locked when me and amin just tried going down there :v:[/QUOTE] u are free to join from now on :v:
I'm completely sober but I just had a thought that I think a lot of you might appreciate. If trees could talk... the stories they'd have. Can you imagine all of the crazy shit that must have gone on around some trees considering how long they live? "So I was just kind of existing then some war broke out, then later on some people came along and built an [I]entire fucking city[/I] around me."
[QUOTE=sltungle;42302092]I'm completely sober but I just had a thought that I think a lot of you might appreciate. If trees could talk... the stories they'd have. Can you imagine all of the crazy shit that must have gone on around some trees considering how long they live? "So I was just kind of existing then some war broke out, then later on some people came along and built an [I]entire fucking city[/I] around me."[/QUOTE] "Silly humans, always so hectic and stressed."
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