The Addicts' Lounge V. Peanut butter and marijuana sandwiches
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[QUOTE=iwork3daysaweek;42424159]Man I used to think I was gonna do great in life and accomplish things. But then I realized I'm not the best at anything. And that's what capitalism needs, the best. So I just said fuck it, I'm never going to be great and I don't give a fuck what I do in life I just want the bare minimum to live and hopefully I'll be happy. Then I just kind of stopped giving a fuck about anything and doing a bunch of drugs. Frankly I hate everything and everyone; I have 2 or 3 friends that I really actually like. And now I just realized that all of my friends are passing by me and doing better in life. I hate all kinds of work. Whether it be seeking out a job, trying to make new connections with people, trying in school, excercising, eating healthy, or whatever all I want to do is the opposite. My career plan isn't to be a leader, but to just be some low level guy working in a lab.
Today I realized I've been fucking up the past year or so. My self-defeating, pessimistic attitude of "I'll never be good at anything" has made me slack off and not even try to be good at anything. I've always blamed myself for sucking at everything, [sp]still do[/sp], but goddamnit if I can't be the best at anything I'll at least lie to myself that I am. Shit man I need to look FAR ahead in life. What's the point in taking out huge college loans on getting a PhD if my plan ends with "I'll get a job" or "I'll figure it out"? Why even get a PhD if I don't have plans to pay off those huge debts.
Man I need to get out there. Start doing internships. Volunteer-work. A part time job. Studying. Socializing. I made my schedule light this year so I can do these things with my new spare time but instead I just use the time to sit around and do drugs and browse the internet. And I can't even blame drugs on this because that's the easy way out, "it's not me; it's drugs". [I]I'm[/I] the one doing the drugs, it's [I]my[/I] responsibility.
Idk why I made that rant but jesus I swear I'm going to get my shit together.[/QUOTE]
Goodluck bro. I experienced something similar at work not so long ago. I began to get tired of the job, it was becoming very monotonous and I felt like I was never going to achieve anything better within the company. Then my boss took 3 weeks off and he chose me to cover for him (in my head I was saying "helll no I can't do that") and I accepted. The time came for me to cover and the three weeks flew by, I was amazed at how well I could adapt to his position and after he returned we got the performance reports back for that month and they were the best we've ever had. This was a huge boost to my confidence at work and now I can actually see myself having a future at this company.
Just to say that I sometimes feel the way you described, what's the point when there's someone 10x better than me in the next room, but I've learned from this that there's always more to achieve and if you do it right, it can actually be quite entertaining.
Regarding drugs, I've found it can be easy to get into the position of "Oh when I get home tonight I'm just going to take x drug and forget about all of this mess", which can lead to far greater problems than you started with. Sounds like you've been there and certainly wont want a lecture, be careful dude.
just finished this :v:
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May u all have a wonderful sunday
good smoking, animoz, i'll have a hash bowl as well.
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jesus, i've got around 3000 unedited and unsorted raw files. i should fix that.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;42429405]good smoking, animoz, i'll have a hash bowl as well.
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jesus, i've got around 3000 unedited and unsorted raw files. i should fix that.[/QUOTE]
Thanks nig, up for some CS:S instead of sorting out photos? :v:
[QUOTE=Animoz;42429425]Thanks nig, up for some CS:S instead of sorting out photos? :v:[/QUOTE]
lemme hit the spoon, and ill be right there-
so I went to a pub at friday to get few beers, I got 2 contacts who promised to hook me up with some green. I am hoping they ain't bullshitting. But I also found out that the situation with weed is fucked up here, basically 2 dealers only and they sell 25 euros a gram sometimes.
[QUOTE=koppel;42429486]so I went to a pub at friday to get few beers, I got 2 contacts who promised to hook me up with some green. I am hoping they ain't bullshitting. But I also found out that the situation with weed is fucked up here, basically 2 dealers only and they sell 25 euros a gram sometimes.[/QUOTE]
i thought plenty estonians toked it up.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;42429543]i thought plenty estonians toked it up.[/QUOTE]
they do, but not many provide the goods
[QUOTE=koppel;42429577]they do, but not many provide the goods[/QUOTE]
i guess you aren't in a position where you are able to grow yourself?
[QUOTE=/B/rother;42429604]i guess you aren't in a position where you are able to grow yourself?[/QUOTE]
maybe next summer, im currently living in a dorm. but i might move to a flat in few months, so who knows.
Today I discovered my nifty fifty fits real nice reversed on the kit lens, so here is some macro bud shots of my girl.
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[QUOTE=Zeemlapje;42429980]Today I discovered my nifty fifty fits real nice reversed on the kit lens, so here is some macro bud shots of my girl.
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holy cockballs :v:
Ate a firecracker with about a gram and a half of hash in it. What a night, I was completely gone. Ended up feeling horrible and puking. I think I got a migraine, it felt like there were blades coming through my skull. Very unpleasant.
That passed and I went to bed with some nice music on. I had crazy CEV's, it was insane. Slept extremely well, still feeling the effects from last night, haha.
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Overall the night was great though!
[QUOTE=FoodStuffs;42427464]Get out storm. You showed your true colors and they are fucking garish. Will people stop snapping and resorting to being incredibly childish?
Also I'm watching resident evil and apparently outside the windows of an underground facility is the skyline of Raccoon city... Which is apparently a large metropolitan city instead of a small town, and also shares the skyline with San Francisco
Come on people, I can see the trans am building
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And is it just me or is that Michelle Rodriguez a total badass? Not only that but she's kinda adorable.
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Milla johvich's eyes are fucking hot
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HOYL FUCK MILLA IS SO GOD DAMN HOT.
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Both of them, johvich and kunis
Slavic girls are the best yo.
Seriously it's eerie. I'm incredibly more attracted to women of slavic heratige more than anything else. I don't even know they're Slavic but I can tell. Probably cause I am really British and really polish. Like there are specific facial features only people of Slavic heritage have, and I must say they are my favorite.[/QUOTE]
My girls got Slav in her, shes got the eyes c;
Wake n' bake ya'll. I wish everyone a peaceful Sunday.
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/B/rother inspired me to bust out my camera again; gonna get baked and go do a shoot. In the mean time though I have to let my battery packs charge.
Wake 'N Bake
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I hope my mom goes somewhere today so I can roll a joint.
If not a bowl will have to do.
I've been wanting to roll a joint lately; mostly out of nostalgia since that was a regular thing while living in Greece even though I'm not even that big of a fan of joints. :v:
There's nothing a wake n' bake can't fix.
got fucked up at a party on friday and fell over multiple times, next day i stayed at a friends house with a few other people and now i'm feeling pretty goddam good
Smokenze weeden ist bien everze dayzanen.
I'm going to shave my head one day just to show off the massive hole in my skull. Seriously though this cannot be normal and all they do is tell me it's normal.
A LARGE PORTION OF MY HEAD IS LITERALLY MISSING.... HOW THE FUCK IS THIS NORMAL
Though it is a good excuse for being an idiot. Sounds like a good one too. Every time I fuck up from now on I'll just say I have a hole in my head. That normally gets people to shut up, and if they don't they do after they fuckin feel it.
Should have done some english assignments today but something came inbetween so I'm sitting down doing them now. I've finished one already with some frustration, moving on to the next one.
Basically I gotta write a page or something on this:
[quote][B]Your final assignment is to write/voice record/film a balanced comparison of a phenomenon in an English speaking country and Sweden and your own experiences. Please see the knowledge requirements below.[/B]
Students discuss in detail and in a balanced way some features in different contexts and parts of the world where English is used, and can also make well developed and balanced comparisons with their own experiences and knowledge.
In written communications of various genres, students can express themselves in ways that are
varied, balanced, clear and structured.
Can express themselves in written form with fluency and adaptation to purpose, recipient and
situation.[/quote]
Any ideas?
[QUOTE=koppel;42429486]so I went to a pub at friday to get few beers, I got 2 contacts who promised to hook me up with some green. I am hoping they ain't bullshitting. But I also found out that the situation with weed is fucked up here, basically 2 dealers only and they sell 25 euros a gram sometimes.[/QUOTE]
either of them picking up their phone ... agghhh
[QUOTE=Bredirish123;42431255]I've been wanting to roll a joint lately; mostly out of nostalgia since that was a regular thing while living in Greece even though I'm not even that big of a fan of joints. :v:[/QUOTE]
Joints and blunts are the best way to smoke IMO, roll raws all day and have no regrets
Also I gotta write an argumentative speech, no idea what to write about there either to be honest, may just use my old Pro-Cannabis speech from Swedish class and translate it.
is anybody here from london
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;42432015]Should have done some english assignments today but something came inbetween so I'm sitting down doing them now. I've finished one already with some frustration, moving on to the next one.
Basically I gotta write a page or something on this:
Any ideas?[/QUOTE]
Drug use
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;42432441]Drug use[/QUOTE]
I don't really know enough about drug use in any country not even here, and I certainly don't wish to talk about my personal experience with it to my teacher.
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I transalted my old speech about cannabis and used that for the argumentative speech though.
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i would tie your avatar up and anally penetrate it with the force of a thousand thermobaric bombs[/quote]
i get some weird fuckin visitor messages
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