• The Addicts' Lounge V. Peanut butter and marijuana sandwiches
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Yes. I have been inside of a state of the art isolation unit. Only problem is that it was during rehab, so not only did I not have any drugs to take beforehand, I was also in an insanely fragile mental state by that point. Both times I had to leave early because my mental illness would start to manifest itself. I fought as best I could but I could only do up to forty minutes I think. I don't think my experiences inside are really worth sharing A. Because I was so drugged up at the time I can hardly remember B. as fun as it probably is to read a schizophrenic horror story it wouldn't be what you'll experience. It's strange because I hardly remember my time inside the tank only that it ended up in a swirling ominous CLUSTERFUCKED of terror, terrifying things and other shit... And yet I vividly remember everything besides my time in the tank I remember how much of a giant stoner the owner was (great idea btw, take a bunch of rehab kids on a trip to a place with a sensory deprivation tank that smells like weed and insence and a stoner owner who I had a very long conversation with about drug use, in a good way as well like I wasn't calling him out we were agreeing on how great drugs are). I remember the packaging of the wax earplugs, the fixtures in the showers, exactly what the suds dispensers looked like, the fact that the first time I smoked four rolled cigarettes there, then the second time only two, but three bummed off a friend (we had pizza and you can't roll after that if you can't wash your hands) I also remember the number one rule, no jacking off in the tank.
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rEaPDNgUPLE[/media] [sp]time2remix[/sp]
[QUOTE=kaskade700;42544225]Don't make me think about life without my desktop PC ...[/QUOTE] You thought I was crazy when I at least had my ancient rig... I can feel it. Last night for no reason at all I had a full blown psychotic attack. Full auditory hallucinations coming from all directions from the walls inside my room. I recently had a pretty bad outburst as well, although after having the outburst I can say I feel a bit better. Eh.. Things are getting bad. I think I was really dependent upon that computer even though I've hated it for more than half the time I've owned it. I had a realization though today. Which leads me to believe this time spent without any way of plugging in I've realized something. I don't know what it is, but each day leading up to today I've felt something swelling up inside me. It was quite ominous, because I didn't know if it was a realization or another outburst or something worse. Just as I turn the corner from my street to the main I felt alive. I noticed something I hadn't before. It's still to early to put to words. But I made me want to stop right there, raise my arms and shout at the sky "IM ALIVE". At that moment more than anything and still I feel as though I've been asleep for so long. I've been so isolated I forgot that as well as being a total nerd I'm a giant party monkey. I haven't felt the urge to goto a concert in so long but at that moment I almost called someone up to try and rebuild a bridge that would lead to a rave in a matter of days. I just feel... Awake now. [editline]16th October 2013[/editline] I want to live. Even if it means I die tomorrow. I'm sick of killing time. I want to fucking live
i would die if i couldnt play cs go at least once a day
Even if I don't use my desktop computer to it's full extent just knowing that I have the freedom to play all the games and the opportunities to do something productive on it - even if I don't actually do this - brings me a bit of joy :v:
FUKING YESSSSS MDMA WITH /b/rother May you all have a fucking splendid Night guys!
[QUOTE=thejjokerr;42544554]Any of you all ever chilled in a sensory deprivation tank? Seems like a relaxing experience from what I've seen on the interwebs, might try it out some time soon.[/QUOTE] Made me think of this : [url]http://www.odditycentral.com/news/worlds-quietest-place-lets-you-hear-your-internal-organs.html[/url] worlds most quietest room, apparently and I quote : [QUOTE]it’s actually not all that great. The room gets so silent that you can actually hear your internal organs at work. And after a while, the hallucinations begin.[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Animoz;42545569]FUKING YESSSSS MDMA WITH /b/rother May you all have a fucking splendid Night guys![/QUOTE] Good luck guys! \:v:/
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;42545474]Even if I don't use my desktop computer to it's full extent just knowing that I have the freedom to play all the games and the opportunities to do something productive on it - even if I don't actually do this - brings me a bit of joy :v:[/QUOTE] This. Except its much more complex cause in actually not having a terminal I notice a shitload of other stuff I normally wouldn't realize if I did. Like I wanna write a book. I only have this iPad. Without a computer I don't have access to Microsoft excel for making character, environment, technology and other outline sheets that give all the absolute specifics to every single little thing mentioned in the story. N matter how small, even if referenced in the most passing and non specific way would still be fully fleshed out. You can't do that on an iPad. Bt on a PC you just gotta make a folder on your desktop full of subfolders full of text files and outline spreadsheets. There are just so many things I cannot do. And as I've been slowly awakening from what I can only guess is my lack of computer I gain even more of a need for one. [editline]16th October 2013[/editline] I can see the way I saw before again.
[QUOTE=TCB;42534755]someone is selling these for £5 each [IMG]http://i.imgur.com/26Uzusj.jpg[/IMG] i'm getting £10 tomorrow, i might buy the bottom one. the top one just looks like a shitty crack pipe but i like the design of the bottom one and i don't have any glass pieces, any thoughts?[/QUOTE] Seems pricey for used product. In the variety store at my corner, I had bought a red version of the Marley there, for $5.00 [i]CAD[/i]. The other piece is probably worth $15.00 at my variety store. Are you unable to purchase them at your stores, because I was able to buy mine while not even of smoking age.
i'm buying the big 2ft red bong now anyway
on a side note that was some of the best m I've ever had, and I've always had pretty good m. Still got enough left for a pretty big dose some other time. Actually had a surprisingly great time going solo despite what people think.
nooooooo[B]ooooooooooo[I]oooooooooooooo[/I][/B] partially broke my (dad's) pipe, i dropped it and the bowl disconnected from the screwing part (it's made of wood). i can screw it back together but if i do it too tightly it comes out, gonna have to be extra careful from now on.
Berkin' after Werkin' is the best
remember this [t]http://oi39.tinypic.com/29biu1f.jpg[/t] So today in class we were talking about jails and prisons and the professor asked if anyone had been in one and/or arrested and the black kid behind me told us how he had been arrested for a heroin charge and had to stay in one for a week before he got bailed out. Later on in the class he asked me for a pen or pencil to complete the in class project and I decided to lend him that one. We had a good laugh about it. Since I finished early I told him to just keep it till next class.
I just ordered a Sony SW2 for the sheer aspect of fucking around during Building / Development meetings at work. :v:
Nothing beats amphetamine and classical music for some late-night statistics project number crunching.
I don't know man, have you tried depriving yourself of sleep for 2 weeks, huffing jenkem until you puke and them huffing more before performing brain surgery on yourself? Sounds like my kinda good time, yo.
[QUOTE=Sweet Berries;42549141]I don't know man, have you tried depriving yourself of sleep for 2 weeks, huffing jenkem until you puke and them huffing more before performing brain surgery on yourself? Sounds like my kinda good time, yo.[/QUOTE] Actually I did try two weeks of sleep deprivation. I made it six days before my body said no more haha. But I don't talk about my jenkem habits...
Welp, I'm dry, my friends who partake are either out too or busy and I have no hookups at the moment. I feel so desperate scraping out my bowl for resin
Got myself a bottle of vodka for the first time in over a year. I forgot how much more I like mixed drinks than cans of beer.
Can You make your avatar Ricky again
[QUOTE=Mac2468;42550152]Got myself a bottle of vodka for the first time in over a year. I forgot how much more I like mixed drinks than cans of beer.[/QUOTE] How about cans of mixed drinks [thumb]http://www.anheuser-busch.com/s/uploads/Straw-Ber-Rita-8-oz.-can-2013-03-25.jpg[/thumb]
Vodka makes me vomit, I had some bad experiences with it. It's only really good in White Russians, god I love that cocktail so much.
I've posted this like three times. Last time was understandable as I took 300mg of DPH tonight, because I couldn't roll and my best friend never texted/called back. [editline]17th October 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=babyarm-bat;42550300]How about cans of mixed drinks [thumb]http://www.anheuser-busch.com/s/uploads/Straw-Ber-Rita-8-oz.-can-2013-03-25.jpg[/thumb][/QUOTE] I tried the Lime Margarita one a couple of times. Good stuff. [editline]17th October 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=NeoSeeker;42544938]Yes. I have been inside of a state of the art isolation unit. Only problem is that it was during rehab, so not only did I not have any drugs to take beforehand, I was also in an insanely fragile mental state by that point. Both times I had to leave early because my mental illness would start to manifest itself. I fought as best I could but I could only do up to forty minutes I think. I don't think my experiences inside are really worth sharing A. Because I was so drugged up at the time I can hardly remember B. as fun as it probably is to read a schizophrenic horror story it wouldn't be what you'll experience. It's strange because I hardly remember my time inside the tank only that it ended up in a swirling ominous CLUSTERFUCKED of terror, terrifying things and other shit... And yet I vividly remember everything besides my time in the tank I remember how much of a giant stoner the owner was (great idea btw, take a bunch of rehab kids on a trip to a place with a sensory deprivation tank that smells like weed and insence and a stoner owner who I had a very long conversation with about drug use, in a good way as well like I wasn't calling him out we were agreeing on how great drugs are). I remember the packaging of the wax earplugs, the fixtures in the showers, exactly what the suds dispensers looked like, the fact that the first time I smoked four rolled cigarettes there, then the second time only two, but three bummed off a friend (we had pizza and you can't roll after that if you can't wash your hands) I also remember the number one rule, no jacking off in the tank.[/QUOTE] I understand you very well. I was hospitalized January 2012. I'm schizoaffective.
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;42547571]remember this [t]http://oi39.tinypic.com/29biu1f.jpg[/t] So today in class we were talking about jails and prisons and the professor asked if anyone had been in one and/or arrested and the black kid behind me told us how he had been arrested for a heroin charge and had to stay in one for a week before he got bailed out. Later on in the class he asked me for a pen or pencil to complete the in class project and I decided to lend him that one. We had a good laugh about it. Since I finished early I told him to just keep it till next class.[/QUOTE] [media]http://soundcloud.com/tylercbrown/drop-it-like-its-d-a-r-e-snoop[/media] [sp]reposting[/sp]
[img]http://www.digipendence.com/images/the_movies_stunts_and_effects.jpg[/img] Installed, heck yes
any other fellow skaters baffled by the totally random shit you get from motorists? Lol I was just skating down my street and some dude riding past the other way in a ute yells "DICKHEEAAD" haha mind you this is late at night and the roads are nearly empty, weird shit yeah?
The doors of reality never had room for me, Nearly lost to miscarriage, birth defects and the soon to be; insanity, creeping up on me like a ninja in the shadows only I can see gotta keep it real, keep it on my feet, lose myself to the world lose myself to the beat edit: another 2 weeks of no work building stages is fun but not really something that can keep you in constant supply of cash it seems :( might have to get back on the dole along side until I find another job
[QUOTE=Animoz;42545569]FUKING YESSSSS MDMA WITH /b/rother May you all have a fucking splendid Night guys![/QUOTE] you've gotta be so trashed today, haha :v: we had an amazing night, brormand <3
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