• The Addicts' Lounge V. Peanut butter and marijuana sandwiches
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Aww yeah taught myself how to continuously play my didgeridoo without stopping for a breath; a victory bowl shall be had!
[QUOTE=valkery;42694182]Is it to late to get an apprenticeship in some trade?[/QUOTE] Coming from the military i'm in the proccess of trying to join the Service, but due to the Government shutdown all my papers are getting proccessed extra slow and i'm already very very stressed for a 19 year old. I don't know how much that would cost I don't even have a car yet and about ~200 to my name. [editline]30th October 2013[/editline] I feel like i'm going to go fucking crazy my head is fucking pounding, listening to my parents make comments about the TV in the other room make me wanna punch holes in the wall, bang my head against the wall, oh my fuck
[QUOTE=TheChantzGuy;42694260]Coming from the military i'm in the proccess of trying to join the Service, but due to the Government shutdown all my papers are getting proccessed extra slow and i'm already very very stressed for a 19 year old. I don't know how much that would cost I don't even have a car yet and about ~200 to my name. [editline]30th October 2013[/editline] I feel like i'm going to go fucking crazy my head is fucking pounding, listening to my parents make comments about the TV in the other room make me wanna punch holes in the wall, bang my head against the wall, oh my fuck[/QUOTE] Breathe man. Just breathe. Get a solid night's sleep, then wake up tomorrow and start looking around for different entry-level positions you might be able to get at a machinists shop or repairman's building. If you can't find anything, try looking at your local technical center. They might be able to get you something while you wait for your papers to get processed, and anything will be better than sitting at home stressing over intangibles. Other ideas: Try to get an internship anywhere, anywhere at all. Even if there is shitty or no pay, if you do a decent enough job, you can move up the ladder, and you won't get anything ever if you just sit at the bottom and refuse to even try climbing. Try to get in at a local post office or newspaper. Maybe there's something open that you can do. If a car is to much, use that last 200 to buy a decent bike, so at least you have some sort of transportation. It all depends on your location and what's available in your area. There's a shitload of things a 19 year old can do, and there's a ton of time in which to do them before you get to old to start. Get going man. You got this. Just breathe.
Fuck this, fronting fucks. I hate it when people tell me they have something, and then never answer me when we're supposed to meet up, just fucking tell me it's a no go, have that much common decency. Here's to being sober... fuck being sober.
ugh amphs make me too anxious. i was thinkin too much so i put on adult swim, feelin pretty chill. I used to watch adult swim almost every night like a year or 2 ago. damn its been so long.
[QUOTE=TCB;42691214]the walking dead is boring[/QUOTE] Agreed. Six Feet Under > Supernatural > Dexter > Vampire Diaries > Walking Dead
Anybody else here had at least one panic attack? I'm an amateur, only been smoking for a couple months now. I had my first one yesterday. I was just listening to music on my chair when I felt my heart start pounding so fast and I just melted down to my bed. My mind could recognize that it was a panic attack and was trying to think rationally through it, but my body felt like it was dying and my arms were going numb so it was still pretty scary. It eventually went away and I fell asleep. How do you guys deal with this sort of thing?
Take slow, controlled breaths in through your nose and out through your mouth, and try to think of something other than what you're feeling
[QUOTE=ScoobyV2;42695625]Agreed. Six Feet Under > Supernatural > Dexter > Vampire Diaries > Walking Dead[/QUOTE] Breaking Bad > all [editline]30th October 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=Mr._N;42695710]Anybody else here had at least one panic attack? I'm an amateur, only been smoking for a couple months now. I had my first one yesterday. I was just listening to music on my chair when I felt my heart start pounding so fast and I just melted down to my bed. My mind could recognize that it was a panic attack and was trying to think rationally through it, but my body felt like it was dying and my arms were going numb so it was still pretty scary. It eventually went away and I fell asleep. How do you guys deal with this sort of thing?[/QUOTE] I have been smoking for 2 years now and i had my first a couple days ago when i smoked spice. To get over it, you need to understand that its only the drugs effects on you and nothing is wrong with your body. Play some video games and dont think about it, that always helps.
damn i just realized how much time i spend sitting around alone
[QUOTE=soupman345-2;42696036]damn i just realized how much time i spend sitting around alone[/QUOTE] Yeah its the same for my brother. In high school you pretty much half to socialize but once your done with high school/college you just kinda sit there and do nothing. My brother uses up his time with soft drugs and music. I think he has like 3 friends tops.
Upgraded my ghetto bong from a socket to a broken bong bowl. The bowl is intact but the attachment part is gone, the hole in the center fits the pen downstem I made perfectly
[QUOTE=acommentator;42696056]Yeah its the same for my brother. In high school you pretty much half to socialize but once your done with high school/college you just kinda sit there and do nothing. My brother uses up his time with soft drugs and music. I think he has like 3 friends tops.[/QUOTE] pretty much how i am.. sometimes it just gets to me
[QUOTE=acommentator;42695992]Breaking Bad > all [editline]30th October 2013[/editline] I have been smoking for 2 years now and i had my first a couple days ago when i smoked spice. To get over it, you need to understand that its only the drugs effects on you and nothing is wrong with your body. Play some video games and dont think about it, that always helps.[/QUOTE] I haven't had a panic attack in years, the last one I can remember would have been in my first year of smoking. I vaguely remember taking adderall or some other ADHD med the same day too, in hindsight that was fucking dumb cause I knew nothing about drugs then. I got stuck in a thought loop of my parents finding out about me doing drugs and shit and getting kicked out/disowned etc. I forced myself to pass out after like 15 minutes
[QUOTE=Sweet Berries;42693906]Time to smoke the koosh[/QUOTE] [IMG]http://www.trainerswarehouse.com/images/KOOSHL2.jpg[/IMG] ?
welp pretty sure imma get drug tested so we'll have to change the regimen a little I gather this much: most inhalants are shit fucking stupid that get you high by fucking your brain apart, but nitrous oxide is not nearly as bad so I'll look into that
ADHD meds are like anxiety magnets, especially dexmethylphenidate mixed with cafffiene. Which sucks because I was just getting into coffee.
[QUOTE=Elecbullet;42696415]welp pretty sure imma get drug tested so we'll have to change the regimen a little I gather this much: most inhalants are shit fucking stupid that get you high by fucking your brain apart, but nitrous oxide is not nearly as bad so I'll look into that[/QUOTE] [URL="http://www.quickfixurine.com/"]This stuff[/URL] Is a better option than risking your safety imo It does work, A friend of mine just got a job at a Best Buy as a security officer using one of these. Another friend's dad used it to get back into trucking.
[QUOTE=acommentator;42695992]Breaking Bad > all [/QUOTE] I was going to put Breaking Bad after Walking Dead. I watched the first two seasons, and none of it captivated me. I think it's overrated, but I guess I should probably atleast watch the rest of it, but I have no motivation to do that. And I'm guessing you haven't seen Six Feet Under, there's so much symbolism, deep thinking, melancholic drama, very involving. It was a masterpiece, and underrated. But then again it aired in 2001-2005 so I guess not many Facepunchers were old enough to watch it, I wasn't either, watched the whole series in 2011 or 2010, not sure.
Breaking bad S3 is where it really takes off IMO, you see more of Heisenberg and less of walter for sure
Early 4:20 bump, wearing several layers and gonna go for a walk around town with my MP3. It's about 3* C out right now (38* F)
today is gonna be fucking boring @ school with /b/rother atm
Watership Down is a fucked up movie, especially when you're baked. It's just got this seriously creepy/eerie vibe.
Stayed up all night smoking bud and watching Breaking Bad. I guess its a cool, chill melancholy, reflective, spinny drift vision high.
I'm staying home from school today because I feel under the weather. I've had perfect attendance up till this point so I'm kind of disappointed in myself, but I really don't feel like going into that workplace-esque environment when my stomach feels awful like this. At least I've got some weed left.
[QUOTE=Animoz;42697499]today is gonna be fucking boring @ school with /b/rother atm[/QUOTE] days like these are a fucking chore. Just smoked a bowl of hash as I got out and now I'm chilling in a warm bus ready to take nap or something haha
[QUOTE=Flash_Fire;42675058]I need to know what this cereal I ate last night at somebodies house was[/QUOTE] I've given up on this, nobody seems to know what it was, not even the girl who was spoon feeding me it because I was totalled in the kitchen maybe I was imagining it but it was the best cereal ever [editline]30th October 2013[/editline] I started watching breaking bad last night for the first time and I dunno why I didn't start sooner, it's hilarious
[QUOTE=Flash_Fire;42698270] I started watching breaking bad last night for the first time and I dunno why I didn't start sooner, it's [b]hilarious[/b][/QUOTE] Just you wait.
[QUOTE=cheetahben;42698290]Just you wait.[/QUOTE] I watched like 4 episodes and got hooked, I presume it gets even better?
I'm almost done with season 2, I was just finishing season 1 at the beginning of last night 6PM or so. Its good.
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