The Addicts' Lounge V. Peanut butter and marijuana sandwiches
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I was never hooked up by Breaking Bad, am i a monster of a person?
So I am torn right now DD.
Should I do my usual bi-weekly buying of bud? I mean I would have like 4-5 grams to last me for two weeks....
...or I could buy battlefield 4 and have hours of endless entertainment.... but I wouldn't be high. :c
Solutions to this? Why does Battlefield 4 have to be fucking 60 bucks when it first comes out, fuck you EA.
got a Halloween themed rave this weekend, gonna do some 2cb and mdma...
wonder how the 2cb will react to all the scary people
-snip whatever I don't give a shit-
what the fuck, i had like a thousand different weed-fuelled dreams last night, one of which was: yesterday i noticed a bunch of my songs on soundcloud had been downloaded (my least favourite, worst track is like my [url=https://soundcloud.com/tylercbrown/lowrider-cypress-hill-semi]most popular what the fuck[/url]) and i went on soupman's soundcloud and realized a bunch of my beats were on his claiming they were his own. i was pretty pissed off about this but there were also a few of my tracks with him rapping on them and he was fucking beasting it goddam it sounded great.
reminds me, souplad, wheres my $$$ @
[QUOTE=ScoobyV2;42695625]Agreed.
Six Feet Under > Supernatural > Dexter > Vampire Diaries > Walking Dead[/QUOTE]
breaking bad > all
[editline]30th October 2013[/editline]
[QUOTE=acommentator;42695992]Breaking Bad > all
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whoa what the fuck i didn't even see this post
[editline]30th October 2013[/editline]
i read the other day that wake n bake is so effective because when you wake up your brain is full of some sort of chemical that works well so today when i woke up at 4:20pm i decided to test this hypothesis
my research strongly backs up this statement
[QUOTE=Joseph Smith;42699204]I was never hooked up by Breaking Bad, am i a monster of a person?[/QUOTE]
Same here man, watched the pilot and obtained the complete collection but I just can't get myself to start watching the rest :/
[t]http://cloud-2.steampowered.com/ugc/703979506405261822/0136463C480BCEEBA90E3D8D69E556D5AD729DFC/[/t]
progresso
[editline]fuck[/editline]
wrong thread whatever have it anyway DD <3
i wonder who downloaded my songs. i like to think there are people driving around in their cars playing my music, or its being played at parties or something.
[QUOTE=acommentator;42696056]Yeah its the same for my brother. In high school you pretty much half to socialize but once your done with high school/college you just kinda sit there and do nothing.
My brother uses up his time with soft drugs and music. I think he has like 3 friends tops.[/QUOTE]
I can't stand being around people, so I generally push people away from me. I still somehow have some friends I can hang out with.
I only have like maybe 3 or 4 friends
but they're all really good friends and I feel like any more than that would be too much for me so I really don't mind
[QUOTE=geogzm;42700080][t]http://cloud-2.steampowered.com/ugc/703979506405261822/0136463C480BCEEBA90E3D8D69E556D5AD729DFC/[/t]
progresso
[editline]fuck[/editline]
wrong thread whatever have it anyway DD <3[/QUOTE]
Space Engineers ftw
[editline]30th October 2013[/editline]
I've played a lot of space games and none of them were very good, none of them were what I wanted in a space game, then I saw the alpha trailer for Space Engineers and just had to get it. I mean I can literally split another spaceship in half by crashing into it, all my dreams in 1.
I don't have any close friends I dislike all of them on some level. I have to just lie to myself and say I don't give a shit about how much everything sucks so I just keep on keepin on and get my shit done because if I don't I'd only hate myself even more.
Anyway I need booze but I've been dry for weeks
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;42700420]Space Engineers ftw
[editline]30th October 2013[/editline]
I've played a lot of space games and none of them were very good, none of them were what I wanted in a space game, then I saw the alpha trailer for Space Engineers and just had to get it. I mean I can literally split another spaceship in half by crashing into it, all my dreams in 1.[/QUOTE]
this is exactly why i bought it
[QUOTE=iwork3daysaweek;42700498]I don't have any close friends I dislike all of them on some level. I have to just lie to myself and say I don't give a shit about how much everything sucks so I just keep on keepin on and get my shit done because if I don't I'd only hate myself even more.
Anyway I need booze but I've been dry for weeks[/QUOTE]
I'm holding out for finding the few things that do not suck in life, you just keep plodding on I guess. When the world is too much you have yourself, but when you don't take care of your worldly ties, your own mind ceases to be comfortable, and then where is left to retreat to. So I guess the only reason I deal with the world is so I can deal with myself. Balance in all things, yeah?
[QUOTE=babyarm-bat;42700845]I'm holding out for finding the few things that do not suck in life, you just keep plodding on I guess. When the world is too much you have yourself, but when you don't take care of your worldly ties, your own mind ceases to be comfortable, and then where is left to retreat to. So I guess the only reason I deal with the world is so I can deal with myself. Balance in all things, yeah?[/QUOTE]
That is literally my [i]exact[/i] thinking to the letter. If I didn't know any better I'd think I made that post myself. Exactly. The only thing that's permanent is yourself and even if you don't like it then plod along because you can't predict if the future will be good or not; all you can do is stay in shape and do your work
[QUOTE=iwork3daysaweek;42700866]That is literally my [i]exact[/i] philosophy[/QUOTE]
Ye it's kind of like having your mind in the eye of a hurricane, that is then in the eye of a larger hurricane, and there's this slow moving buffer of air between the world hurricane and your thought hurricane, and if this buffer wasn't there, the two hurricanes would tear each other apart because they're spinning in different directions.
I always wonder if it's ok to think like this, like if its healthy, is this it? Is there nothing after this basic survival existence?
I'd say yes, the problem is finding it.
No, I don't think this thinking is healthy, even if it is objectively correct (in my perspective at least). I can't find any reason not to be selfish because the only thing that matters is me. I mean Jesus just typing that made me feel like a cock but it's honestly true. The only point on being selfless is if it benefits you. And in that case you aren't being selfless you're being an asshole. You need someone to be selfless for, but I just can't find anyone like that. I hate everyone and I honestly don't think I'm capable of liking people. They all piss me off and I'm no exception. Of course that's my problem though and I'm not the only one with problems. No one wants to hear about personals problems because they've heard before. There's just no one to talk to. All I do is just drift from one day to the next and have this goal that maybe one day I'll be at peace
I'm looking forward to doing pure Psilocybin with a few friends tomorrow at a house party for Halloween. Also does green tea help get your weed tolerance down?
i've never heard of green tea lowering your weed tolerance. i drink it all the time (often while smoking) and have never heard this before.
[QUOTE=iwork3daysaweek;42701069]No, I don't think this thinking is healthy, even if it is objectively correct (in my perspective at least). I can't find any reason not to be selfish because the only thing that matters is me. I mean Jesus just typing that made me feel like a cock but it's honestly true. The only point on being selfless is if it benefits you. And in that case you aren't being selfless you're being an asshole. You need someone to be selfless for, but I just can't find anyone like that. I hate everyone and I honestly don't think I'm capable of liking people. They all piss me off and I'm no exception. Of course that's my problem though and I'm not the only one with problems. No one wants to hear about personals problems because they've heard before. There's just no one to talk to. All I do is just drift from one day to the next and have this goal that maybe one day I'll be at peace[/QUOTE]
People might not like to hear about personal problems, but there are at least a few who like to see or help others work through difficult stuff, if only to learn a lesson vicariously. But I think there is a point to being selfless, you've made someone happier. You do need someone to be selfless for, someone you can invest in, but it's OK to give freely of yourself to others. The "random act of kindness" thing can seem kind of weak, and like you're not even putting a dent in the average levels of happiness around you, But as exhausting as it is if you try on everyone's shoes and can see them all as distinct individuals, you start to realize what you do matters a whole lot, just not in the way we all vaguely expect it to.
If you can know others as you know yourself and still say you hate them, then I'd say there's no hope, but as of now I don't think you've been able to make the case to yourself that people are actually a worthwhile endeavor.
I KILLED A MAN
CUZ HE KILLED MAH GOATTTTTT
[editline]Edit:[/editline]
IT'S JUST THE CURL OF THE BURLLLLLL
put a gun against his head
Back in copenhagen, i might go for a walk to christiania to buy myself a big blue dot joint :v:
So I caved and bought bud instead of battlefield 4.
It was an awesome decision because this stuff is some [B][I]good good[/I][/B].
I think my dealer called it lamb's bread or something, weirdest fucking name.
[QUOTE=Maximoon;42701547]I KILLED A MAN
CUZ HE KILLED MAH GOATTTTTT
[editline]Edit:[/editline]
IT'S JUST THE CURL OF THE BURLLLLLL[/QUOTE]
i need to get drunk and sing along to all the classics
it's been too long
[QUOTE=babyarm-bat;42701476]People might not like to hear about personal problems, but there are at least a few who like to see or help others work through difficult stuff, if only to learn a lesson vicariously. But I think there is a point to being selfless, you've made someone happier. You do need someone to be selfless for, someone you can invest in, but it's OK to give freely of yourself to others. The "random act of kindness" thing can seem kind of weak, and like you're not even putting a dent in the average levels of happiness around you, But as exhausting as it is if you try on everyone's shoes and can see them all as distinct individuals, you start to realize what you do matters a whole lot, just not in the way we all vaguely expect it to.
If you can know others as you know yourself and still say you hate them, then I'd say there's no hope, but as of now I don't think you've been able to make the case to yourself that people are actually a worthwhile endeavor.[/QUOTE]
Thanks for that man, I found that post really inspirational. And you know I really don't ever hate people on a basic level. Like I would never do any harm to anything because I'd always feel bad for whoever it could affect. But at the same time I never go out of my way to help anything. I'm always in these conflicting states of being really optimistic with a go-getter attitude and staring off into space ignoring everything and feeling like a melodramatic cunt.
I suppose that's why I function better drunk. I don't second guess myself, I just do what I need to get done and I do it with an amiable goddamn attitude.
Honestly my emotions are the most annoying things ever. All they do is cloud judgement and make me anti-social, it's just best when I ignore them, but I guess they just broke out today.
Sorry if I shit up the thread DD
Basically had to scrape the very last of my grinder but managed to get a single bong hit of kief, about to just ghost the shit out of this
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smarked
[QUOTE=Animoz;42701782]i might[/QUOTE]
smoke weed
and yea, im totally going to do that
[QUOTE=iwork3daysaweek;42702025]Thanks for that man, I found that post oddly inspirational. And you know I really don't ever hate people on a basic level. Like I would never do any harm to anything because I'd always feel bad for whoever it could affect. But at the same time I never go out of my way to help anything. I'm always in these conflicting states of being really optimistic with a go-getter attitude and staring off into space ignoring everything and feeling like a melodramatic cunt.
I suppose that's why I function better drunk. I don't second guess myself, I just do what I need to get done and I do it with an amiable goddamn attitude.
Honestly my emotions are the most annoying goddamn things ever. All it does is cloud judgement and make me anti-social, it's just best when I ignore them, but I guess they just broke out today.
Sorry if I shit up the thread DD[/QUOTE]
Yo if we're dealing with the same shit, and I can help give you perspective, then I'm almost cosmically obligated
[QUOTE=babyarm-bat;42702109]Yo if we're dealing with the same shit, and I can help give you perspective, then I'm almost cosmically obligated[/QUOTE]
And it was a rather interesting discussion.
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