The Addicts' Lounge V. Peanut butter and marijuana sandwiches
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Reporting in live from 2 posts ago, final report: high
[QUOTE=babyarm-bat;42701476]People might not like to hear about personal problems, but there are at least a few who like to see or help others work through difficult stuff, if only to learn a lesson vicariously. But I think there is a point to being selfless, you've made someone happier. You do need someone to be selfless for, someone you can invest in, but it's OK to give freely of yourself to others. The "random act of kindness" thing can seem kind of weak, and like you're not even putting a dent in the average levels of happiness around you, But as exhausting as it is if you try on everyone's shoes and can see them all as distinct individuals, you start to realize what you do matters a whole lot, just not in the way we all vaguely expect it to.
If you can know others as you know yourself and still say you hate them, then I'd say there's no hope, but as of now I don't think you've been able to make the case to yourself that people are actually a worthwhile endeavor.[/QUOTE]
i'd have you as my therapist any day
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DgONUbBtXj4[/media]
whoaoaaaaaaao
the intro takes me back to when i used to listen to nothing but gnr, years ago. it's like i'm back years ago playing half-life 2, listening to this album during ravenholm because the game sounds scared me and the songs motivated me to kill zombies and shit.
[editline]30th October 2013[/editline]
i just tried to put contact lenses in but holy shit my eyes
[QUOTE=ZenX2;42696426]ADHD meds are like anxiety magnets, especially dexmethylphenidate mixed with cafffiene. Which sucks because I was just getting into coffee.[/QUOTE]
Wierd, adderall chills me out and just gets me motivated, must be the heart beating faster that gets everyone, but I'm so used to it on weed.
So I failed that drug test, and out of everything I do, every potentially life wrecking, addictive, hard drug I've done, they only find the goddamned weed. I don't get a job because I smoke weed to keep myself comfy. Fuck you Wal Mart.
And I still don't have the hydros I so frantically want to just be able to chill out and have a few hours of relaxation and forget about this mess.
Sorry I'm moping here, but I can't exactly bitch about my drug use on facebook.
Post #420, figured its best place would be here.
Never been high before, I guess, but me and a friend tried sniffing some hand sanitizer for shits 'n giggles on Monday, and five minutes later we started laughing uncontrollably, at the same time, and couldn't stop. People in our school are now starting to use hand sanitizer as a recreational drug.
that's pretty dumb, to be honest. i seriously doubt it's safe, and i [I]really[/I] doubt the sanitizer caused you to laugh.
[QUOTE=Metherat;42703453]Post #420, figured its best place would be here.
Never been high before, I guess, but me and a friend tried sniffing some hand sanitizer for shits 'n giggles on Monday, and five minutes later we started laughing uncontrollably, at the same time, and couldn't stop. People in our school are now starting to use hand sanitizer as a recreational drug.[/QUOTE]
Psh. You scrubs need to move on to jenk. Only then will you have a sniffing experience worth talking about.
yup im definetely bashed as fooowk
[QUOTE=Metherat;42703453]Post #420, figured its best place would be here.
Never been high before, I guess, but me and a friend tried sniffing some hand sanitizer for shits 'n giggles on Monday, and five minutes later we started laughing uncontrollably, at the same time, and couldn't stop. People in our school are now starting to use hand sanitizer as a recreational drug.[/QUOTE]
I wonder if sniffing asbestos will get me high.
brb
Gonna get blitzed and play some BF4
[QUOTE=TCB;42703474]that's pretty dumb, to be honest. i seriously doubt it's safe, and i [I]really[/I] doubt the sanitizer caused you to laugh.[/QUOTE]
I'm going to get a leopard gecko for my birthday soon. I was wondering if I can name my gecko snoop leopard too.
[QUOTE=zach1193;42703283]Wierd, adderall chills me out and just gets me motivated, must be the heart beating faster that gets everyone, but I'm so used to it on weed.[/QUOTE]
Yeah normally Focalin gets me calm and focused and caffiene normally does nothing, but together they turn me into an anxious wreck and make all my limbs feel shitty
37.5 mg of oxycodone in my stomach
i feel niiice
So, I started Depakote. Basically, if I take any drugs, I'm prone to dieing, major organ failure, panic attacks, or deadly seizures.
So much :c
[QUOTE=TCB;42703474]that's pretty dumb, to be honest. i seriously doubt it's safe, and i [I]really[/I] doubt the sanitizer caused you to laugh.[/QUOTE]
Well if it is like most sanitizers it is just alcohol, so the smelling it wouldn't get you high OR hurt you any way.
It just makes you look dumb as hell.
Ahahhahaha my girlfriends dad said something to her about "hearing noises from her bedroom late at night" and since she's really fucking good at singing and sings around the house all the time she replied with "uhm yeah I was trying to do that one solo from pink floyd's dark side of the moon"
Song in question. (starts about a minute in)
[video=youtube;GeWavBBeVmE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GeWavBBeVmE[/video]
[QUOTE=acommentator;42704249]I'm going to get a leopard gecko for my birthday soon. I was wondering if I can name my gecko snoop leopard too.[/QUOTE]
you have my blessings
[QUOTE=TCB;42706395]you have my blessings[/QUOTE]
SCORE!
missed work, might be fired, might not be
actually, probably fired. guess ill find out tmrw
Was there a good reason?
How much on average per year do you guys spend on weed?
Vaping because my mom has a friend over amd that friend brought little kids, so I don't want to smoke up the entire house.
high
[editline]30th October 2013[/editline]
[QUOTE=Mr._N;42708285]How much on average per year do you guys spend on weed?[/QUOTE]
Too much.
[QUOTE=valkery;42694407]Breathe man. Just breathe. Get a solid night's sleep, then wake up tomorrow and start looking around for different entry-level positions you might be able to get at a machinists shop or repairman's building. If you can't find anything, try looking at your local technical center. They might be able to get you something while you wait for your papers to get processed, and anything will be better than sitting at home stressing over intangibles.
Other ideas:
Try to get an internship anywhere, anywhere at all. Even if there is shitty or no pay, if you do a decent enough job, you can move up the ladder, and you won't get anything ever if you just sit at the bottom and refuse to even try climbing.
Try to get in at a local post office or newspaper. Maybe there's something open that you can do.
If a car is to much, use that last 200 to buy a decent bike, so at least you have some sort of transportation.
It all depends on your location and what's available in your area. There's a shitload of things a 19 year old can do, and there's a ton of time in which to do them before you get to old to start. Get going man. You got this. Just breathe.[/QUOTE]
I have a job there's plenty of options for me if I can't join the service last night was just one of those times where you're just freaking out for no reason I guess I have plenty options but I guess every once in a while I just stress out hard for a few hours it's a pretty regular occurence in my life.
I'm fine and I have a few contingency plans regarding my future and i'm mildly satisfied with the fact that life exists in the first place.
[editline]31st October 2013[/editline]
[QUOTE=Terabytez;42708312]
Too much.[/QUOTE]
No bullshit.
[QUOTE=Mr._N;42708285]How much on average per year do you guys spend on weed?[/QUOTE]
Whenever I think about how much I spend on drugs I just think about the money other people waste on. We all have that something that we splurge on, weed and video game items is my thing. Like my parents buy some of the dumbest shit (especially my dad) but we all do when we have the spare cash.
[QUOTE=Joscpe;42707543]Was there a good reason?[/QUOTE]
it was pouring rain and i had my laptop, so i stopped at the mall, ended up just getting stoned and fuckin with fruity loops. kinda forgot about work, it didnt stop raining until after dark. it was only a 3 hour shift.. i dont know, if anything ill just go apply places tomorrow.
[QUOTE=Mr._N;42708285]How much on average per year do you guys spend on weed?[/QUOTE]
Just wondering because I want to judge how much money I'll be spending myself.
[QUOTE=Mr._N;42708407]Just wondering because I want to judge how much money I'll be spending myself.[/QUOTE]
Whatever makes you happy to be honest.
One life time goal complete, I've always wanted to experience drinking a 40 ounce bottle of malt liquor and now I'm living it. These are fucking awesome, next time I should get two and play 'Edward 40 Hands'.
and if you don't know how to play that, it's real simple; You tape two 40's to your hands, but you're not allowed to take either of them off till they're empty.
Should pack a bowl to go with this
[editline]October 30th 2013[/editline]
[QUOTE=Mr._N;42708285]How much on average per year do you guys spend on weed?[/QUOTE]
Lets do the math, I smoke about an ounce every two weeks so that's $240 in a month, so about $2880 a year, minus occasional special orders like hash and oil.
[QUOTE=Mr._N;42708285]How much on average per year do you guys spend on weed?[/QUOTE]
Not much honestly. I have this douche of a friend who happens to be the prince of saudi arabia so he just pays for everything. I only smoke with him when other people are there too, he is a real piece of work.
i regret not sleeping tonight, it's 6am and i'm starting to get tired but i have to be up at around 11 so theres no time to sleep aaaaa
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