The Addicts' Lounge V. Peanut butter and marijuana sandwiches
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[QUOTE=breakyourfac;42725088]Those cycles of apathy you're talking about is because your endocrine system literally stops making the hormones you need to feel happy, excited, etc. It comes to the point where your brain shuts down production entirely because it adapts to getting that satisfaction from the pills. You just need to stop man.[/QUOTE]
It's been goin on long before I got on the opiates man.. I've had anxiety as far as I can remember back, like 4 years old. And I started having manic episodes in the latter part of my 14th year, with them reaching full manifestation by the time I was 15 1/2, delusions of grandeur and all that.
I know what you're saying, trust me, I know I've fucked my body's chemistry up even worse. But I'm just making it clear that I have had mental issues for a long time and that's why I began to self-medicate.
I think my lung pain is causing shoulder pain, sometimes I get back pain from it.
[editline]1st November 2013[/editline]
I've been having problems with my lungs ever since my trip to Florida, 20+ hours in the car with two chain smokers who barely crack the window. Then I thought my dad was going to kill me for coughing the whole way, though I did seriously try to hold it. Not that they were in great condition before hand, since my parents have always smoked inside the house as well.
got some good blazeing today alone in home
[editline]1st November 2013[/editline]
second time today
[QUOTE=BuffaloBill;42725603][img]http://i.imgur.com/T2Jinkv.jpg[/img][/QUOTE]
maybe now I can pop pills
I just realised I think I have attention issues :v:
[QUOTE=Elecbullet;42726819]maybe now I can pop pills[/QUOTE]
that what my friend does now after i told her that... so yea it works
Bump, been helping my neighbor with some shit for cash and got myself a couple of 40's of malt liquor. Gonna play some Edward 40 Hands and smoke a couple bowls later
(You tape two 40 oz. bottles to your hands and you're not allowed to take either one off till they're both empty.) Good fucking friday everybody
[QUOTE=Elecbullet;42726819]maybe now I can pop pills[/QUOTE]
yea I always do that
Shit son it's that well known?
I'd given up on DXM gelcaps because i always choked
I tried some pretty strong acid last weekend. I hid in the back of my car about 3 hours into it.
[QUOTE=Elecbullet;42729155]Shit son it's that well known?
I'd given up on DXM gelcaps because i always choked[/QUOTE]
Its just that picture has been around for a while, so its well known amongst the nerdier druggies I guess :v:
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Also I had the best night the other week, I've made friends with this druggy chick from hong kong at my work and her fuck buddy is a dealer so we went to a lingerie competition after doing lines and then proceeded to drink scorppio vodka, we also ate the scorpion.
Its this vodka
[img]http://www.blogcdn.com/www.luxist.com/media/2009/02/picture-1skorppiovodka.png[/img]
I'm actually distressed about the fact that I have to hunt ocelots in ass creed 4. Put off a little even.
I really love the little guys and they're so endangered...
but they werent back then!
[QUOTE=Higherthanyou;42729526] proceeded to drink scorppio vodka, we also ate the scorpion.
Its this vodka
[img]http://www.blogcdn.com/www.luxist.com/media/2009/02/picture-1skorppiovodka.png[/img][/QUOTE]
how was the scorpion.... looks weird-ish
So my new job actually fucking sucks after like 3 weeks of it being fine.
At least I have weed and tomorrow off
I never post in here anymore.
I'm fucked up, drank damn near a whole handle of whiskey.
My boss asked me if I was slow and I'm deeply hurt by it
doesn't help that I post on facepunch either.
[QUOTE=kafurie;42729580]how was the scorpion.... looks weird-ish[/QUOTE]
It tasted like vodka
[QUOTE=TheChantzGuy;42729892]My boss asked me if I was slow and I'm deeply hurt by it
doesn't help that I post on facepunch either.[/QUOTE]
I've been there, I just told them I kind of was.
and another byump, yoy would think drinking two literes of malt liquor would be hard but then when you're done youi can't do shit after but sit and think about how fucked you are,. Or get lost in whatever tunes are playing nearby
Playin some Guitar Hero 3/2, fuckin love the visuals in the background along to the music.
[QUOTE=TheChantzGuy;42729892]My boss asked me if I was slow and I'm deeply hurt by it
doesn't help that I post on facepunch either.[/QUOTE]
Instead of getting hurt by it try and change your behaviour because if someone asks that then more people probably think that as well
I need to go pack another bowl. It's been a hell of a week bros.
[editline]2nd November 2013[/editline]
Mission accomplished.
[QUOTE=Higherthanyou;42729579]but they werent back then![/QUOTE]
I think that's sort of the very point I'm trying to make....
[editline]1st November 2013[/editline]
[QUOTE=TheChantzGuy;42729892]My boss asked me if I was slow and I'm deeply hurt by it
doesn't help that I post on facepunch either.[/QUOTE]
I have the greatest excuse for the comeback "do you have a hole in your head (other than the norm)?!"
Yes. Wanna touch it?
Then they poke it, causing me to get a piss shivers feeling and spazz out a little as they recoil in horror.
[editline]1st November 2013[/editline]
To bad I've never heard anyone ever use that expression outside Florida.
And they were fuckin RETARDED.
Like it is true the south is just dumber. Either that or we're just as dumb but they give less of a fuck or something. Either way stupid people are a more common sight. But there's nothing better than a sage suthurnurn
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Although I've been pretty much all around America and got the same general sensation of stupidity in the air. From Klamath falls to New York city
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I'd imagine it's he same around the world just with tinges of poverty or snootiness. Or reverence, or xenophobia.
I really gotta get outta America
[editline]1st November 2013[/editline]
Off this planet sooner rather than later as well... Back to Pluto
My underage little sister just got busted for alcohol possession and I had to wake up my parents and alert them to the situation while I myself am piss ass drunk.
[editline]2nd November 2013[/editline]
Tonight was a bad night before that happened now it's just fucking terrible.
fucking hangover.. i have been drinking rum since 7 am ,
Feel like shit, could it have been the tram last night?
Woke up today with a massive hangover to discover that I somehow have 2 packs of smokes in my pockets and I have no idea how I got them. It's like a present to sober me I guess.
[editline]2nd November 2013[/editline]
You guys have no idea what I had to deal with right now, my younger brother invited a couple of friends over when I was asleep and that quickly snowballed into like 10-12 people who we're off their faces in my living room. (It's not even 4pm wtf) I had to bear my hammering headache and as politely as I could, kick them out. I think I'm going back to sleep now
[QUOTE=Elecbullet;42726819][QUOTE=BuffaloBill;42725603][img]http://i.imgur.com/T2Jinkv.jpg[/img][/QUOTE]
maybe now I can pop pills[/QUOTE]
afaik that's a placebo, there's no reason why doing that in particular would disable your gag reflex
you just think it will, so it does
since i found that out i can basically turn my gag reflex on and off at will becuse i figured that if doing that can disable your gag reflex due to placebo then it's 100% a matter of mindset and willpower
People who can't pop pills think about it too much
Yeah that's probably me
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